Chapter 38: Regret Before the Past
I still agreed to Junzi, saying that I was stupid or too emotional, but I still agreed, and he helped me before, so I will pay him back this time.
When you are glorious, give you a piece of bread and you will be disdainful, and when you are down, give you a piece of bread and you will be grateful.
I know this, and I feel this way, and I will never forget the despair of that night, and I will never forget the strong support of Junko when I went back to school, and it took courage.
At two o'clock in the morning, there were almost no people on the street, it had been raining for the past few days, and now the weather is a little cold, I squatted on the side of the road and lit a cigarette, I am now a little proficient in my movements, before Tang Ning said that I have the smell of smoke on my body, I will lie to her that others smoke and rub it.
In fact, smoking is not a good thing, and when you know and can't change it, it's actually a kind of sadness.
After I went back, I found the set of test papers that Tang Ning gave me a week ago in a small bag I carried, and wrote two sheets, which were a little boring, but I still survived, and people always need to push themselves.
By the time I finished writing, it was already four o'clock in the morning, and I couldn't open my eyes, and it was already very extreme to wake up at seven o'clock the next day.
Junko woke me up in the morning, and when I went back to school, I still couldn't help but want to sleep.
As a result, I fell asleep when I arrived at school, and by the time I woke up, it was the last class.
I glanced at Downing next to me, I rubbed my eyes, and then looked at the test paper on the table, which I wrote in the early hours of the morning.
Seeing that I was awake, Tang Ning said: "You are very tired, I didn't wake you up depending on your state."
"Oh...... Is the paper okay?" I said.
"No, judging from the state of a course, you won't be able to pass anything in the upcoming college entrance examination." Tang Ning pouted helplessly.
"Hey, it's not destined to be this material." I said with a sigh.
"Why don't you come to my house this Saturday and I'll make up for you?" Tang Ning asked, her eyes were still very seductive, they were very pure but very attractive, and she couldn't stand it.
I swallowed, because of An Bing, I would definitely refuse, but because of Junko, I had to agree.
"Okay, I'll go". I hesitated.
"Well, good". Downing's eyes rolled in agreement.
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Seeing her expression, I always felt that something was going to happen, I didn't resist much last time, if there was any spark this time, then our relationship would be completely different.
"Downing has another matter." I don't want to say it now." I said.
"What's wrong? is there something going on?" Downing asked.
"That's it....... I'll tell you in person on Saturday." I changed the subject a few times, but I still switched around.
"Okay, wait for you." Downing compared a scissorhands, and a pretty girl compared to that feeling, tsk.
Time flies quickly, this time is still relatively ordinary, in fact, it is also the melody of life, and it cannot always be up and down.
I waited for two days, and Shunzi couldn't wait, and Shunzi kept urging me: "Chen An, you should hurry up and say, I really can't wait here, Qin Feng's side will be turned over again in a few days."
"Grass, do you say you have too much to do, do you have to take care of it, can you touch such a thing as a loan shark?
"Hey, Chen An, I know it's not easy for you to help me, but you're trying to figure out a way to see if you can hurry up." Junko's tone slowed down again.
When the time came to Saturday, I carried a shoulder bag and symbolically brought a few books and volumes, anyway, it was just a disguise, and I definitely couldn't calm down to learn, why everyone knows, I won't explain much.
I contacted Downing that day, and she told me to go directly to her house, and her parents were not at home during the day.
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I was a little happy and a little nervous, I wanted to borrow money but I was afraid that I would accidentally do something out of bounds.
But it seems that I think too much about myself, Tang Ning didn't have any expression when she opened the door for me, and let me in very casually, and she herself was neatly dressed, maybe it was her temperament that was tempting, and I thought too much, that's it.
"Drink something, if you don't drink, I'll help you make up for your homework directly." Downing said.
"No, ......". I said.
"Then come with me and help you talk about yesterday's test papers." Tang Ning grabbed an apple from the coffee table.
"Hey, Tang Ning, wait a minute, I'd better tell you something first." I scratched my hair and said.
"Let's be honest, is there anything particularly shy about us?" Saying that, Tang Ning smiled, still very lively, and liked her like this.
Only then did I open my mouth: "Tang Ning, can you lend me a sum of money first, and can you pay it back next month?"
"Hmmm, how much?" asked Downing.
"Twenty thousand". Actually, I said, I'm worried about whether she has that much on her hands.
.......
"What are you borrowing money for?" Tang Ning asked with a frown.
"Anyway, it's not illegal, it's a help, but the money will definitely be paid back next month, and I promised that person not to say his name." I said.
Tang Ning took a deep breath: "Whew, Chen An, can I ask you something?"
"Well, you say". I replied.
"Isn't this money for you to help An Bing?" Tang Ning asked tentatively.
"No, no, I promise you this, it has absolutely nothing to do with An Bing, from my point of view, I am helping a man." I hurriedly said.
"And I can tell you one thing, which is that I work in a bar now, and if you can borrow me, I will definitely be able to pay it back next month." I hurriedly said.
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"It's okay for me to lend you money, but you have to promise me to quit your job at the bar, you have no energy recently, and your studies are so poor, it turns out that it's all because of working in a bar." Downing said, staring at me.
I was speechless and didn't know what to say to her.
"Downing, I'm sorry, I can't quit my job at the bar, I'm different from you." I said with a twinkle in my eyes.
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"Why? Do you think it's embarrassing to be with An Bing without money to spend?" Tang Ning asked.
"Hey, it's not what you think, what I did must have my reasons." I said.
Tang Ning looked at me, sighed and went back to the room, and after a while, she came out with a bank card: "Na, there are just 20,000 yuan in this card, my New Year's money for the past two years."
After listening to it, I was still quite surprised, Tang Ningguang received 20,000 yuan for two years, which is really a bull's ratio.
"Thank you, I'll be able to pay you back this time next month." I said.
"Whatever you want, if you don't pay it back, just like I told you before, I don't want you to pay it back." Tang Ning said with a smile.
"Ahh
Tang Ning coughed twice: "Ahem, don't talk about it, I borrowed the money from you, but don't lie to me, if it's to help An Bing, I won't borrow it."
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"And I'm leaving?" I said.
"Didn't you come here just to ask me to borrow money, didn't you want me to give you a make-up lesson?" Downing asked me.
I felt embarrassed when I asked this sentence, so I had to say: "Oh, yes, I forgot about it, let's make up for it."
The next few hours were like pins and needles, and I couldn't listen to it at all, and once I entered the girl's room, I couldn't calm down to study at all, and I was doing something too literate.
Maybe every now and then I'm going to have to do something (crazy hints).
"Don't teach! Downing talked to me for about two hours, but the same type of question in a math paper was still wrong, and it was never right.
I was also a little helpless: "Tang Ning, don't embarrass me, I'm really not studying now, the main thing is that I can't calm down, I make a lot of money in the bar now, I don't necessarily have to study."
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Tangning stared at me for a moment and sighed, "Oh."
I was very close to her, watching her sigh, leaning on the swivel chair and not wanting to move, I also touched my long hair: "That's it, there are still a few hours before I go to the bar, how about I accompany you to watch a movie?
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