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I tried to shift my attention to the question, trying to answer it, to explain. But in fact, no matter how hard I tried, I felt that my brain was blank and even in a very numb state when facing this problem. I no longer have the excitement and grief I felt when I first thought about it, and I felt the pain like a patient who had been given an anesthetic.

When Chenbei saw me standing there for a long time, he just watched him and didn't speak, thinking that I was in danger again. He hurriedly got out of bed to make sure of me, and I saw him move, and finally woke up from his trance.

"Why are you so excited, I'm fine. ”

"You old witch really scared me to death, who knows if you're okay, last time you slept and were trapped by the magic circle, and now you're standing there stunned, and you don't speak, who knows what's going on." ”

Anyway, he had already gotten up, and Chenbei counted me down as he walked to the seat next to him and sat down. I also went to him and sat down, and without paying attention to what he had just said, I explained to him softly:

"I'm just a little strange, the first time I had this thought, I just thought it was a very terrifying thing, I was afraid, I resisted, I couldn't help but imagine some scenes where Sinan would be injured and die because of this. But when you asked me just now, I suddenly felt that this was a very ordinary thing, as if you were asking me what I wanted for dinner. It's just that no matter how ordinary it is, I can't give you an answer, and I don't even know what kind of attitude I should have towards this question. But what makes me curious is not my attitude, it's you, the person who knows the little master better than me, would ask me such a question that doubts his identity, I really didn't expect it. ”

"Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Huh?"

I looked at Chenbei with wide eyes in surprise, and he didn't seem to care about my answer, and continued to himself:

"Since I can remember, I have followed the third brother, not because only the third brother is willing to get close to me, in fact, he is actually the one who hates children the most, but because the eldest brother and the second brother both feel that my birth has affected their status in their father's heart, and they refuse to contact me, I can only study with the third brother. Although I always felt very aggrieved at first, and I didn't understand why everyone didn't like me, but later I found out that my third brother was a person who was indifferent on the outside but actually very gentle on the inside, and my biggest goal in life was to try to make him laugh. That time was the happiest time for me in the Heavenly Realm, and although I failed to live up to my father's expectations and did not make an effort to become the heir of the Heavenly Emperor, I managed to turn myself into the third brother's follower and make him accept my existence. I always thought that the two of us could live like this, but all this changed after the stone made trouble in the Heavenly Palace. What you see is the disaster encountered by all things in the human world when the heavenly palace was in trouble, I am not as great as you, what I see is only the death and injury of the heavenly soldiers and generals, and the third brother was seriously injured when he fought bravely to kill the enemy, and fell into a long coma. It took a great deal of effort for his father to wake him up, but when he woke up, he lost his memory, and for a long time he behaved in a strange way. My father told me that it was the mark left on him by the war, and that every once in a while they would strengthen the seal on his body to prevent him from falling into a coma again, which was why he had to go back to the Celestial Realm every once in a while. Then he finally slowly returned to his old self, and I thought he was finally back to normal until you appeared. You always thought that the third brother just casually gave you a human form, but in fact, this is not the case. He had already shown an unusual excitement when I first brought him to meet you, and it was even more surprising for him to stay with you in the human realm. He really does a lot of things for you behind the scenes, just never lets you know. I was puzzled by this, but I didn't think to ask why. Because the third brother has always had his own opinions on doing things, I don't need to know these reasons. But it wasn't until that night, when you had this idea for the first time, that I felt that maybe the third brother really had something to do with these things. I know that you love the third brother, and I respect him no less than you, I don't know how to face such a result, so I thought of asking you. To be honest, I was really scared, and I wanted to talk to you about it that night, but we never had a chance to be alone, so we dragged it out until now. Don't you have this worry? What if the third brother is really a stone?"

The more Chen Bei spoke, the more excited he became, and finally he almost glared at me, his eyes full of fear and worry. I wanted to comfort him and ask him not to think about it, but I couldn't say anything about these sentences that usually came casually when comforting people.

I have never heard anyone say what Chenbei said, and I never knew that Sinan would have such a past. His words succeeded in reinforcing my original assumptions, but I didn't know how to deal with such an outcome. I can't even think of how to comfort myself, and how to comfort Chenbei again?

I lowered my head, not daring to face Chenbei's gaze again. Seeing that I was silent again, Chenbei gradually calmed down. The atmosphere fell into a silence that resembled despair, and finally I sighed and said to Chenbei:

"I don't know what will happen to me at that time, but what you said is right, I love Sinan, and this love has nothing to do with who he is or what his identity is. No matter what happens after that, I'll be on his side. I can't allow anyone to hurt him, not Shen Yuan, not the Emperor of Heaven. ”

My voice was a little low, but that didn't mean I was saying something I was talking about. I really can't accept the fact that the stone is hidden in Sinan's body, but now for me, nothing is important to save Sinan.

"There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, no matter what the result is, Sinan is Sinan, he can't become someone else, and others won't become him. What we need to do now is to get him back and completely dispel Shen Yuan's thoughts of rebellion. We'll talk about the rest. ”

I patted Chenbei's arm to try to look calm, and Chenbei finally calmed down after listening to my words and nodded at me.

Seeing that Chenbei was no longer entangled in this matter, a stone in my heart could be regarded as falling to the ground. Telling him to rest early, I withdrew from his room. When I returned to my room, I threw myself on the bed, thinking carefully about the things I had experienced with Sinan.

Throughout his life, I always seemed to play the role of a troublemaker for him, and I caused him countless troubles, and I felt sorry for his tolerance of me. But he never gave up on me, so if the last thing I want to see happens in the end, then I hope that the stone will sleep in Sinan's body like this.

Never wake up.