Looking at Tang Wan's WeChat, her avatar has not changed, and her nickname has not changed, but I feel that I have not been in touch with her for a long time, and it seems to have become a little strange.

During the Chinese New Year, I sent her a message, but she didn't reply to me, and there was no half-word contact between me and her after that.

It's not that I deliberately avoided talking to her, but I just didn't remember it.

Thinking about it carefully, it actually feels a little ironic, Tang Wan was the goddess in my heart in high school, I think of her all the time, I miss her, and the thing I look forward to the most is to be able to see her in the classroom when I go to school the next day, and to be able to walk with her when I get out of school.

But after all these days, and now a few months, I don't even take the initiative to think of her.

Distance is certainly not an excuse, the only explanation is that her place in my heart has changed. Everything else is an excuse.

The simple thing is, I changed my mind.

I feel that there is something wrong with what I am doing, it is not a change of heart, it is difficult to explain the emotional thing, there is no absolute right or wrong. It's that Tang Wan has been abroad alone for so long, even as an ordinary friend, a little greeting and caring for it every once in a while should be.

And I didn't even say a word of greeting to her.

I edited a message, a greeting, and wanted to ask her how she was doing abroad, and whether she was doing well, but I didn't send it out when the words were typed, and finally deleted all the edited words, and sent her another message: "The movie I shot was released, it was released yesterday, and I just counted the approximate data with Yang Wendi and them in the company, and the results are not bad, and the box office is estimated to be nearly 50 million." ”

After a brief introduction to the situation and sending this message to Tang Wan, I put down my phone and prepared to sleep.

The body is getting worse now, and the obvious feeling is not as good as before, and the work and rest must be standardized as much as possible, even if you can't sleep, you have to squint and let yourself fall asleep, otherwise after a long time, the biological clock will be disrupted, and it will always be like this in the future, which is not a good thing.

But not long after I lay down, the phone rang, I took the phone and slid away, and found that Tang Wan sent me a message back: "What? You are showing off to me, the company is in your hands, is it more promising?"

"That's not what I mean, I just want to send you this happy news, share it with you, and make you happy too. I immediately edited a message and sent it back to Tang Wan.

Tang Wan actually sent me a message back so quickly, which I didn't expect, although her words were a little rushed, but it was good to be able to communicate with me and chat with me, which surprised me a little.

I think maybe it's because of the time that has passed, and the anger in her heart has disappeared, otherwise she would definitely not reply to my words so quickly, and may not even reply.

"That's why you can't sleep because of this?" It's almost two o'clock in the morning in China, right?" Tang Wan sent me a message back.

"A quarter past two o'clock. I looked at the time, gave her a message back, and then edited another message, "I'm a little nervous, after all, this is the first movie I've made, I'm going to develop the company in the direction of the entertainment industry, this is the first battle, if it succeeds, the road ahead will be much smoother, if it fails, it will be difficult." ”

"You succeeded. Tang Wan said.

"We can't say that it was a success, we have to see the subsequent developments. "I'm a little more modest, although I'm not a superstitious person, but I always feel that if I talk too much, things will be reversed, and I don't dare to speak too confidently.

After a slight pause, I sent another message to Tang Wan: "After such a long time, how are you living abroad?"

This question was originally going to be asked at the beginning, but I edited it out, and now I have a few words with Tang Wan and ask it again.

"Not so good. Tang Wan's answer was beyond my expectations.

"What's wrong, is it a problem in study, or a problem in life? I can't keep up with the progress of studying, or is there a conflict with my classmates or teachers at school?"

"Not for that reason. "That's not what Tang Wan said.

"It's not that, what's the reason, is it because you're not adapting to the soil, or is it because you've been abroad for too long and miss home a little?" I asked her.

"It's because I'm feeling a little unwell. Tang Wan said.

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