Chapter 33: Punishing Yourself for the Faults of Others
"Well, Chen An still remembers him, he was very good to me, but there are also bad things." As he spoke, An Bing smiled faintly.
After the woman listened, she didn't say anything more, but just respected An Bing's thoughts.
Later, I found out that Chen An's school was high, and it was the first place in the village.
Seeing this, the woman was also surprised: "Chen An is the first in the village, how can it be so high, I remember that his grades were not good before."
After An Bing saw this result, he was also a little surprised, remembering that when he was separated for the last time, his results didn't seem to be so good.
"Maybe it's because of me, right?" said An Bing, and he couldn't help but laugh.
After listening, the woman seemed a little incomprehensible, and just shook her head helplessly.
An Bing smiled and circled the school and class she wanted to attend.
When he returned to school after many years and saw Chen An again, An Bing had a hint of impulse for revenge in his heart, because this Chen An was too ruthless, and it was more of a psychological blow, which was deeply rooted.
But after really seeing Chen An, An Bing found that he had no temper at all, even if he saw the excited Chen An, after pushing him away, his heart was very complicated.
When I saw Chen An and Tang Ning talking together, I would feel inexplicably sad.
Later, Chen An was not even afraid to kill for her, when she saw Chen An laughing miserably and holding up the medicine, An Bing was very moved, she knew that Chen An was really because she was admitted to this school, as for the previous things, since there is always a time to pass, then let him disappear with the past clouds and smoke......
When An Bing finished her story and hugged her tightly, I only felt that I couldn't cry anymore, I was really sorry for her.
"An Bing, I used to be really a human being, I shouldn't have driven you into the heavy rain." I cried.
"Alas, don't say that, it's all in the past, if it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't have the result I have now, so let's think about everything." As he spoke, An Bing also showed a hooked smile at the corner of his mouth.
She didn't cry when she was strong, but I cried very sadly, maybe I really felt deeply repentant, that's it.
Later, we kissed again, but this kiss was more lingering, because we were separated, so we felt that today's world is more difficult and more worth cherishing.
Later, An Bing told me that the medicine she is taking every day is actually to prevent the recurrence of bruising, but she has not been in a good state recently.
"You must hate your stepmother, don't you?" I asked, thinking for a moment.
"I thought about it myself, but then I didn't want to, because it didn't make sense, I always thought about how much I hated such a person, I only felt that I hated more and more, and in the end it was myself who was troubled, so it was meaningless, there was no need to always punish myself for other people's faults, people always have to learn to look forward, right?" Saying that, An Bing couldn't help but look at me with a smile.
Compared with her a few years ago, she has indeed become very optimistic now.
The past is gone, and there is always a time to turn the page, but thinking of the bruise on the back of her head, I really worry for her.
"An Bing, you say, will there be a day when you are really no longer by my side." I thought about it for a moment and looked at her on the side and said.
She rested her head lightly on my shoulder: "No, I will always be with you, if there is such a day, it will only be temporary, we will still be together."
After listening to it, I couldn't help but hug her with one hand, it was really nice to have her, I couldn't imagine that now, we would really come together, like a dream.
I don't know how far we can go, I just want to enjoy every second with her and that's enough.
.......
The next day, we had to go back to school, we were yawning, last night, I was still wondering if there would be any warmer pictures, but this girl fell asleep on my shoulder while chatting, seeing that she was so tired, I didn't bother her, it just so happened that I was a little sleepy, so I fell asleep.
Some people may say why I didn't sleep all night with Tang Ning and slept so soundly with An Bing, but in fact, this is still a familiar and unfamiliar relationship.
Although An Bing and I haven't seen each other for many years, the number of years we have been together is several times that of the time we haven't seen, and we have been together for too long and are too familiar, so we slept well.
Downing is a stranger to me, I haven't known her for long, and my feelings for her are just very cheerful, quite a good girl.......
Well, it seems like that's what happened.
As for Tang Ning, for the time being, it's just friends, right?
After I arrived at school the next day, I definitely couldn't hide this matter from Shunzi and Li Haoming.
Li Haoming was quite happy for me: "Niu Bi, yesterday I knew that the matter between the two of you was going to be successful, I saw An Bing's attitude towards you, I knew that there was a play, so I obviously liked you very much."
"Well, thank you." I smiled sheepishly.
However, Junzi was obviously a little depressed: "Hey, I didn't expect to let your kid take the lead, but it's okay, I'm not a stingy person, An Bing is my goddess hasn't changed, and I'm myself, in fact, I have a little girlfriend who is very close, but almost a little interesting."
After listening, I complained helplessly: "Damn, you call Goddess An Bing all day long, there is a goddess behind you, is there still a goddess behind you?"
"Hehe, you don't know my personality, but congratulations to you kid, but An Bing should be my goddess or my goddess!
.......
I'm also a little powerless to complain, so be it.
But Junko's big mouth must not be able to stop it, especially about this kind of thing, in the afternoon, many people stared at me, and then exchanged something in private.
Seeing this, I didn't feel anything, what should I do, I still need to do more.
I glanced at the drawer, and suddenly remembered that I forgot to bring a pen, so I hurriedly said to Tangning: "Wipe, forgot to bring a pen, borrow one."
Tang Ning didn't say anything, and just borrowed me.
But it's a little different from her habits, if you put it before, she would definitely tease me twice, and then borrow me, but now this lukewarm attitude makes me a little unaccustomed.
When I was about to get out of school in the afternoon, Tang Ning just asked me if I had nothing to do: "Chen An, I heard that you are with An Bing, right?"
"Well, there's such a thing." I hesitated, but told the truth.
And Tang Ning didn't say anything, just smiled: "Oh, it's good."
Then Downing was gone, not talking to me.
Watching her leave the classroom, I felt a slight sense of loss, and at this time, An Bing walked over.
"Chen An, let's go." An Bing said with a smile.
An Bing stood beside me, there was still someone talking behind my back, in short, I didn't look particularly happy, how to say it, it's a little weird.
"Probably not, Junko and I still have things to do." I thought about it and said.
"Hmm, what's the matter? I've been watching you leave after school for the past month, is it important?" An Bing asked.
"Well, bar, you know, you have to manage, this is also to help Li Haoming, I have a high salary every month, that's it." I thought about it and said.
"Li Haoming?" After listening, An Bing frowned and glanced in his direction.
But Li Haoming had already left, An Bing thought for a while and said, "Well, I know he has a bar, I'll go to you later, I'll see what is going on in your place."
"Aang, no problem". I said.
Watching her go, I breathed a sigh of relief, most people like to say to accompany their girlfriends, just now if she doesn't let me go, it will be embarrassing, what is this, the importance of girlfriends......
When I was on the way with Junzi, Junzi told me: "Chen An was really messy yesterday, I didn't have time to see you, you ran away, and then the police came, do you know?"
"Oh, what happened then?" I asked.
"Well, I heard that Zhang Xiaoyao was taken away, ask about the situation, those people with black masks don't know who they are, but they are said to be ......."
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