040 You lie to yourself
"Yan Xiaoxiao, is there nothing to explain?" Jin Guangyan said bluntly.
"Can you listen to my explanation?" Yan Xiaoxiao asked rhetorically.
Jin Guangyan's eyes became deep, and after a moment of silence, he asked lightly: "You didn't explain, how do you know that I can't listen?"
Yan Xiaoxiao wanted to refute but was speechless, Jin Guangyan continued: "Yan Xiaoxiao, you think I am arbitrary, but in fact, it is you who are really arbitrary. ”
Yan Xiaoxiao was a little dizzy, and she looked at Jin Guangyan in amazement. Jin Guangyan's lips were slightly hooked, and he had to work hard to keep from laughing. The previous indignation and dissatisfaction suddenly disappeared, and at this moment, Jin Guangyan suddenly didn't want to mention the noon incident.
He didn't mention it, but the good atmosphere didn't last long. Yan Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment, then raised his face and asked, "Has your plan started now?"
It's Yan again, his mother's words still seem to be echoing in his ears, Jin Guangyan suddenly felt angry, why did all of them force him? Seeing that Yan Xiaoxiao was still looking at him expectantly, Jin Guangyan suppressed the anger in his heart and asked coldly, "Don't you believe me?"
Don't believe him? Yan Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, Jin Guangyan became more and more angry when he saw this, and he said to himself: "You can rest assured, since I dare to promise you, it means that I am completely sure." ”
With full certainty, Yan Xiaoxiao was a little in a trance, and such domineering words coming out of his mouth did not make people feel that this person was arrogant, but had a strange persuasive power. When she came back to her senses and wanted to say something, she saw that Jin Guangyan had already leaned on the back seat and closed her eyes to recuperate, so she didn't speak again. Although her father was still lying unconscious in the intensive care unit, her hatred for her second mother was getting weaker and weaker. "Husband and wife are birds in the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes", the second mother just chose to fly solo, and it doesn't seem to be an unforgivable crime. If you want to recapture the Yan family, you will inevitably have to kill each other, will this be the scene that your father wants to see? In fact, as long as the second mother is willing to provide her father's medical expenses, will the matter be over? Yan Xiaoxiao couldn't make up her mind.
Her thoughts were interrupted by Jin Guangyan's mobile phone ringtone, Jin Guangyan glanced at the number, frowned slightly but still picked up the phone.
"Will you come back for dinner in the evening?" Jin Mu's voice was so flat that it didn't seem to contain any emotion.
"Well, I'll go back. Jin Guangyan's voice was slightly excited, indeed, his mother, who had always been cold, actually took the initiative to call him back for dinner, how could he not be flattered?
Mother Jin on the other end had already hung up the phone, and Jin Guangyan on the other end was still in a state of high excitement. He turned on the soundproof panel and instructed the driver: "Drive quickly, I have something to do later." ”
Is he the Jin Guangyan she knows? After Yan Xiaoxiao's momentary astonishment, she only felt heart-wrenching pain. is as cold as Jin Guangyan, and there are times when he is so excited and out of shape. Presumably the woman on the other end of the line was important to him? She tried to maintain a semblance of calm, not wanting to embarrass herself too much in front of him.
Jin Guangyan obviously didn't notice her abnormality, he looked at his watch, and said impatiently to the driver, "Pull over." ”
The driver acted as ordered, Jin Guangyan hurriedly got out of the car, and came in again at the moment when the car door was about to close: "Yan Xiaoxiao, you go back with the driver first, I still have something to do, and I won't go over tonight." ”
Yan Xiao Xiao nodded plainly, he only remembered now that there was such a living person as her by his side, right? No, he didn't know, but he didn't care. The car had slowly hit the road, looking at the increasingly blurred figure in the rearview mirror, Yan Xiaoxiao only felt cold. After chewing a few bites of her dinner, she went upstairs in despair. Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, Yan Xiaoxiao's tears ran down her cheeks. Yan Xiaoxiao, she pointed to herself in the mirror and murmured, do you think you are ridiculous too?
People are really strange animals, Yan Xiaoxiao knows in his heart that he is not Jin Guangyan's person. Even she understands that Jin Guangyan's woman will not be the only one. However, if Jin Guangyan doesn't mention it, she can deceive herself and ignore the living facts. If it is said that the confirmation that Jin Guangyan has other women outside is not so shocking to her, then Jin Guangyan's attitude towards the woman on the phone is undoubtedly the most fatal straw that overwhelms her. It turns out that he can also be so fanatical. She also thought that he was cold by nature. Hehe, Yan Xiaoxiao, you know, right? His enthusiasm and tenderness are given to others. It's just because you're insignificant that he's uncertain. Now he's talking sweet words in front of that woman, right? You think he's not born to speak, hehe, he's just disdainful to say to you, you fool. There were still crystal tears flashing on her pretty face, but Yan Xiaoxiao laughed to herself. There was so much heartache and self-deprecation in her smile that her whole body was immersed in deeper sadness.
Don't you clearly know the relationship between you? Didn't you firmly tell yourself that you couldn't like him? Yan Xiaoxiao, it turns out that you even lied to yourself. You think you've used your reason to block the desire to get close to him, but you're just a coward, and you don't dare to admit that you have feelings for him that you shouldn't have. Yan Xiaoxiao, do you know how ridiculous and pathetic you are? It's time to wake up, and if you fall again, you're afraid that you will never recover.