138 lives not as well as a dog
Yan Xiaoxiao's face turned pale instantly, Xu Yi wouldn't know anything, right? But Xu Yi just continued: "Xiao Xiao, from the daughter of a wealthy family who stretches her hands to eat and open her mouth to the girl who needs to carry her life on her thin shoulders, the psychological torment is enough to torture, right? However, you have to believe that all the tribulations will pass." ”
Yan Xiaoxiao finally relaxed, but her eyes were a little sour. Xu Yi, thank you for your concern and understanding, this moment really warms me.
"Xiao Xiao, all the suffering will turn the page. When we carried it, the past was not counted. Xu Yi stared at the Coke in front of him and continued, "Is the Xu Yi you see now particularly glamorous, so can you imagine what he looked like when he lived in the dark?"
Yan Xiaoxiao's eyes widened in surprise, and Xu Yi said with a wry smile: "In order to be able to fill his stomach, he has to fight hard with the big wolf dog. Hehe, he's not as good as a dog, isn't he? He pulled some bones out of the big wolfdog's mouth, and he gnawed hard. ”
"Xu Yi, don't say it, it's all over. Yan Xiaoxiao looked at his shoulders that were still slightly shaking as he tried his best to restrain them, and handed him a tissue distressedly.
Xu Yi didn't take the tissue, he hugged Yan Xiaoxiao in front of him tightly in his arms, Yan Xiaoxiao heard him choked up: "He doesn't want to, but he's hungry." ”
"It's okay, it's okay. Yan Xiaoxiao gently patted his back with her hand, wanting to give him some strength, just like he warmed her, and she also wanted to warm him at this moment.
"Xiao Xiao, this Xu Yi in front of you, he has a dark and historical body that you don't understand, will you be so scared that you want to escape?"
"No, it's not your fault. Yan Xiaoxiao comforted, "Xu Yi, everyone has the darkness to hide, but they just chose to be silent." So, you're no different from everyone else. Don't dwell on the past, look at Xu Yi now, how well he lives, that's enough. ”
Xiao Xiao, we are all, we are all no different from ordinary people, we all deserve the best happiness, Xu Yi said in his heart. There had never been a moment when he was so relaxed. Xu Yi finally understood that his fear not only came from the sad past events, but what he was more afraid of was the way people looked at him after knowing this. He is afraid of ridicule, he is afraid of sympathy, he is afraid of pity, he just wants to live like a person, a person who is no different from others, that's all.
Xu Yi slowly let go of Yan Xiaoxiao and said firmly: "Xiao Xiao, we will be relatives in the future." When I am sad, you have to be by my side to give me warmth and courage. When you're sad, don't push me away and avoid me and reject me, okay?"
"Good. Yan Xiaoxiao's tears fell big drops, and she choked up while wiping her tears with a tissue, "Why do you say such sensational words, you just want me to cry, right?" But, Xu Yi, let me tell you, since I made a promise, I can't regret it, and I won't be annoyed when I look for you in the future." ”
"Don't bother, okay, let's not talk about these sad things, let's go upstairs and sing. ”
"Well, good. Yan Xiaoxiao forgot his troubles for a while and forgot to turn off the airplane mode of his mobile phone. Therefore, she didn't see Jiang Yue's countless calls.
Jiang Yue really felt that he was going crazy, Xiao Xiao's mobile phone was obviously turned on, and he couldn't make calls after that. Did Xiao Xiao return to China? Jiang Yue felt that he was getting more and more unable to hold his breath now, so he ran downstairs to Yan Xiaoxiao. The window that belongs to her is still dark, and she hasn't returned to China yet, right?
Jiang Yue was very disappointed, and he went home dejected.
"Brother Jiang Yue, you are finally back, people have been waiting for you for a long time. Yan Shanshan said coquettishly.
Jiang Yue had a little headache, he thought that he had expressed it bluntly enough in front of the families of both sides last time, but afterwards Yan Shanshan pestered him as if nothing happened. Frankly speaking, he doesn't want to turn his face with Shanshan, after all, he is also his sister who grew up. He even wanted to spoil her as he used to. But the premise is that she treats him as an older brother.
"Brother Jiang Yue, don't ignore me, if you ignore me, I will be sad. Yan Shanshan followed Jiang Yue into his bedroom.
"Brother Jiang Yue, you used to be very good to me, you always protected me and spoiled me, have you forgotten?"
"Shanshan, it's all my brother's protection and pampering of my sister, do you understand? I can take care of you and protect you like before, but the premise is that you must accept that I am just your brother Jiang Yue, and you are just my sister, just like Xiaoxiao and me. ”
"I'm not Sister Xiaoxiao, I'm not related to you by blood, we can be together. ”
"But, I don't want to. I can only think of you as my sister, and the person I want to be with is not you. ”
"Brother Jiang Yue, why are you so cruel?Is it wrong for me to love you?Who else in this world loves you more than me?" Yan Shanshan's voice rose a few decibels because of excitement.
"Isn't it wrong that I don't love you?Is it because you love me the most that I want to love you, and I can't control my love and marriage?" Maybe the mood was too bad tonight, Jiang Yue lost his former gentleness and calmness, and his tone was rarely direct and violent.
Yan Shanshan had never seen Jiang Yue like this, so for a few seconds her head was blank, and she could only stare at Jiang Yue in surprise.
Jiang Yue regretted a little, he vented his emotions on Shanshan.
But he didn't have time to apologize, and Yan Shanshan's sharp voice sounded in his ears: "Is it Yan Xiaoxiao, that slut, who seduced you?"