Zhang Qing has to turn several pages of this dictionary every day.

Although she majored in English in her previous life and had to deal with English every day after work, she did not dare to say that she was proficient in English. At this time, looking through the English dictionary, you can also learn a lot from it, which is also a very big gain for Zhang Qing.

In this life, with the accumulation of her previous life, coupled with the fact that she starts to learn from now on, and there is still a long time for her to work hard and progress, she believes that in this life, she can do better, become a better person, and a person who can realize the value of life.

Since God has given her a chance to live again, she should not live a life of inactivity no matter what, but should make her life more meaningful and valuable.

Wang Yingru was doing her work, she glanced at her daughter who was reading seriously on the kang, and sighed with emotion in her heart: Could she, this girl, be the legendary Wenqu Xing?

Thinking like this, an inexplicable pride filled her chest, such a smart, sensible and well-behaved girl is her daughter!

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When it got dark, Zhang Shoumin returned.

Facing Ding Guihua's expectant and inquiring gaze, Zhang Shoumin smiled bitterly and said: "People helped ask, saying that let's not waste our efforts, it is better to prepare well, repeat the study for a year, and get better results in the exam next year." ”

Ding Guihua's tears fell suddenly, and she cried: "What kind of evil did you create...... and began to curse again, "That one who killed a thousand knives, this is a bad person's future, and he should go to eighteen layers of hell after death......"

Zhang Shoumin was impatient to listen any longer, turned around and walked out of the house.

After going out, he didn't know where to go, and he was at a loss, so he walked aimlessly along the small river at the end of the alley.

Originally, he was still somewhat sure of this year's college entrance examination, but he was full of expectations but waited for such an ending.

Being impersonated for no reason, the other party doesn't know what the reason is, and when he tells the school about it, the school just perfunctory and doesn't even care about it, or he says that such a thing is absolutely impossible, as if someone has already said hello to the school.

Today, Yu Gui's uncle asked someone to inquire about it, and it seemed that he had some eyebrows, but the other party refused to say more, only saying that letting him repeat his studies for another year would be the best result for himself.

Ho, repeat a year?

Repeating a year is not so easy for him.

The father of the family is incompetent, he can't earn a penny, and the little grain produced in the field is only enough for the family to eat after paying the public grain.

Not only does my mother not earn money, but she always has to take medicine, which costs a lot of money a year.

The eldest brother has become a family and has his own wife and children to raise. Second sister? Most of the money that the second sister earns from work is used to buy medicine for her mother, and the rest has to be saved, and she has reached the age of saying goodbye......

The only thing that this family can really rely on is themselves......

When this kind of thing happens, he is not without anger, but after anger, his heart is full of helplessness and sorrow.

He was born in such a family, and this family could not give him any help, and when he encountered this kind of thing, there was no way to ask for help...... What should he do?

Is it really like what the man said, go back to school to repeat your studies, but I have no money, and I have to live a life like before, thinking about making money while studying, and my teachers and classmates don't understand, and they look at themselves with strange eyes, saying that they are not doing their jobs......

Repeat for another year...... When the time comes, I will really be admitted, what if I will be replaced again?

Zhang Shoumin was full of grief and indignation, and he was at a loss. For a while, he felt that he could only go back to repeat his studies, and for a while he felt that he couldn't stand it anymore, he couldn't stand the torment and waiting, he just wanted to be able to get independent from his family immediately, and to earn money by himself and make a lot of money.

He never wanted to live like this again.

What should he do?

The sky was completely dark, there was no moon, it was dark and dark, just like his heart at this time, there was no light in sight.

"Hey, Zhang Shoumin!" a soft voice sounded, with a smile of surprise, "Why are you here?"

Zhang Shoumin came back to his senses, and then he found that he had left the village along the small river and arrived at the bay at the east end of the village.

When he looked up, he saw a person standing a few steps away from him, holding a flashlight in his hand, shining on this side, so that he could not see the other party clearly for a while.

"What's wrong with you?" The person who came shone the flashlight on the ground and walked towards him, Zhang Shoumin saw clearly that it was Liu Xiaoyun.

"I want something. Zhang Shoumin dealt absent-mindedly.

Since he saved Liu Xiaoyun in the first month, she has often come to the house, and he didn't hear what the second sister said in front of him, but he really didn't have that kind of idea about Liu Xiaoyun.

Zhang Shoumin's coldness did not stop Liu Xiaoyun's enthusiasm, she looked at him with some concern and asked, "Are you okay?"

Zhang Shoumin's matter, she heard a little bit from Zhang Hongni, and even she was depressed when she knew about it, Zhang Shoumin himself must be very disappointed and sad, right?

In these years, how rare is the identity of a college student, how many people from ten miles and eight villages have been admitted to university?

Even if you can be admitted to a secondary school, it is very enviable.

However, Zhang Shoumin was admitted, but he was replaced!

When she heard Hongni tell her about this, her heart was as uncomfortable as frying, not to mention Zhang Shoumin himself!

In the past two days, she has been wanting to come to see him, comfort and comfort him, but she is afraid that she will come and don't know what to say.

I struggled at home for several days, and today I finally came out to go to my second aunt's house, but I didn't expect to meet Zhang Shoumin here!

Liu Xiaoyun looked at Zhang Shoumin's expressionless face and seemed to be sad and desperate, and when she turned her head, she saw the only river bay in the village, and her face suddenly turned pale.

Zhang Shoumin came here alone while it was dark, he, should he, should he not think about it, right?

Liu Xiaoyun was frightened by this thought, she hurriedly stretched out her hand to grab Zhang Shoumin's arm, and said urgently: "Don't you think about it! I know that whoever encounters this kind of thing will be very angry and uncomfortable, but no matter what, no matter what, no matter what......"

Liu Xiaoyun didn't know what to say to comfort him when she said it, she was in a hurry, tears were about to fall, and she choked up and said, "You are still so young to encounter this kind of thing...... Either way, everything will be fine, you can't help but think about it!"

Zhang Shoumin was stunned at first, and then looked at her speechlessly, this girl is too good at talking to herself, right? When did he not think about it?

Although this kind of thing is difficult for anyone to accept, he can't afford to think about it for the sake of it? He cherishes his little life very much! What's more, he is not one of those nerds, who will have to find a short-term vision if he can't get into school!