Chapter 23—Piano Competition (1)

In the night outside the window, in the bleak moonlit night, who will have insomnia? Who will be able to sleep peacefully? Situ Zi opened her eyes wide, the night outside the window was very beautiful, and the figure of that person was still lingering in her heart, and before she knew it, the night was deeper, the moonlight was hazy, and everything was silent.

As soon as she enters this room, this room will remind her that there is such a person, so real, they have loved each other so truly, and this room is also reminding him that he is because she left, she can't let go of the past, if she can't let go of the past, then, she doesn't have the courage to start a new journey of love, which is unfair to Li Yan.

When she woke up in the middle of the night and missed him, she could run to his room, secretly, kiss him in her sleep, and say good night to him in her dream.

She took out a turquoise jade flute from the drawer, as if she was holding the most precious treasure in the world, which was the most important gift left by Li Heng.

There was a sound of sorrow in the quiet night, as if crying with tears, what kind of mood would make a person have such a deep sadness, this sadness, like the whistling sound of the wind passing through the green pines, came from the sky and thought, echoed over and over again, the bleak sorrow was faintly sweet, sweet and faintly with an unknown concern.

The stars are twinkling, the voices are noisy, her heart is quiet, she only needs to think of him, her heart, in order to be redeemed, to get peace, the sound of the flute, the quiet coming of the rainy day, Mu Mu is far away, floating to every corner of the world, every note is infiltrated into the bottom of people's hearts.

A soft knock came in, and she groped to open it, and her father stood outside it, her star-like eyes shining in the darkness,

He had a little surprise, was her heart healed? Was it the child? Did he come back? Who else in this world could redeem the locked heart except that child?

Since Xiao Heng, this child is gone, how long has it been since she has seen her, she has smiled happily.

He said softly: "Let's have a good chat with father and daughter! Since Xiao Heng left, we haven't talked properly." ”

"Dad, wait a minute, I'll make you a cup of tea." "She was lost in the darkness......

He is different from her daughter, he likes to walk in the dark, he turned on the light, carefully looked at the room, neat, just like at the beginning, Xiao Heng was here, and never left.

He has a trace of sadness, Xiao Heng, the child, can't stand a little mess, his eyes fell on the giant photo on the wall, that was taken when Xiao Heng just taught Xiao Zi to blow the flute, on the photo, Xiao Zi and Xiao Heng's flute sound danced, he exuded, like a jade-like warm temperament, his smile is like, the fire in the distance, as if without the prosperity of the world, he has a taste that he can't tell in it, how to say, that is, sometimes, obviously this child is next to you, you feel that he is far away, far away.

At that time, the wind of early summer blew beside the two of them, and the two of them danced as if no one was around, and their family, looking at them, felt that they were happy, and then looking back, things had passed, and their love was like the spring breeze in March blowing through everyone's heart.

"Dad, you're thinking about it too, aren't you?"

"What a good child, just like that, girl, I know you can't forget Xiao Heng's child, but don't be bitter about yourself. "He understood, because she was his daughter.

"Dad, I don't feel bitter," her fingertips slid over the smiling teenager in the frame, "Dad, meeting him is the greatest happiness of my life." ”

"Xiao Zi, you grow up, how do you want to choose, Dad can't control it, you take a serious look at this photo, Xiao Heng, he may love you, but his love is not complete, his smile is laughing because of your laughter, your sadness is sad because of him, I think your sadness is what Xiao Heng does not want to see. ”

"Dad, I want God to give me the strength to change this result, I want God to give me the courage to face the days without him, I hope God will give me wisdom to solve all these difficulties, but Dad, we are all wrong, if it is me who died that day, I understand, Heng can't live alone, you say, why, but Heng told me, let me live well, Dad, without him, what happiness do I have? Dad, you tell me, what can I do? Without him, what can I do?" Her tears slipped down drop by drop, he hugged his beloved daughter tightly, let her vent the pain in her heart that had nowhere to vent, he sighed deeply and said: "Xiao Zi, he wants you to live, there must be his reasons, you, listen to him, take a good look at this for him, he has no time to see the world, Xiao Zi, I know you participated in the piano competition, this is a few words left, you take a good look! This is helpful to you." He let out a deep sigh, patted her on the shoulder, and went out of the room, she had to learn to grow up after all.

Situ Zi took the thin pieces of paper, she fell on the bed, tears slipped silently, how many memories of their unique lives were recorded in these thin pieces of paper, and I don't know how many joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows she didn't know were buried, how many sweetness I didn't want to forget, what should I do, Yan, I obviously promised you to go on with you, but how could I forget him like this.

She quietly buried her face in the palm of her hand, her heart felt so painful, very painful, I don't know how long it took, the sky began to be hazy, she looked at the dawn sky outside the window, but she didn't know that there was a person who also stood quietly in the corner of the bed, and cried with her all night.

She rang Li Yan's phone: "Yan, I have something to go to the beach, wait for you to help me ask for leave, and then you go to the beach to find me, I will wait for you at the beach." ”

After she hung up the phone, she sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and waited for the sunrise, and the person she couldn't see was also quietly accompanying her......

The sea breeze lifted the hem of her skirt and swept her cheeks, the cold water caressed her feet, and the sea breeze wafted in the air with a little fishy smell......

In this beautiful seaside, the memories hidden in her heart became clear little by little, she didn't want to recall the past, but there were too many sweetness in the past that she couldn't forget.

Tears flashed in her eyes, she walked into the depths of the sea step by step, the sea water flooded her calves, the cold to the bone was as cold as yesterday that year could not be returned, the sea water froze her memory, Heng, if there is a next life, please be like this life, you must find me, but also like this life, we love each other hard, no matter where I am, you must find me, if there is really a next life, replace me to hold your hand, never let you leave halfway, the next life has your day, I must let you, like you love me, so that you have been so happy, so that you have no time to grieve, please forgive me, a quarter of life is used to meet you, the remaining three-quarters, I promised him that I would only love him for the rest of my life, and I could only be him.

When he received the message, he ran wildly, on the shadow road that once made him unable to get out, that one, the place he didn't want to go back, every time he went to that place, he was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and it was also from that day that he couldn't see the white figure, "Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi, where are you?"

That purple figure, he seemed to stop breathing, his heart stopped beating, Xiao Zi, like that, without him, wouldn't you live? Why, why, no matter what I do, you can't see my existence? If that day, it was just a dream, and now you are reminding me that I am just dreaming, right?......

"Situ Zi, what are you doing? You're crazy, aren't you? Why, you're going to torture me like this, have you ever thought about it, how can I explain to him without you?" A line of hot tears flowed from his eyes

"What am I going to do without you, why can't you live for me if you die for him?

She took the hand on his chest to warm and soothe his heart flying in mid-air, she turned back to give him a reassuring smile, stretched out her fingers, and made a "shhhh......h

"Yan, do you hear me? The sea is talking, the coral is more beautiful than the sea, the mussels and turtles are sleeping, snoring softly, even the starfish are infected, yawning ....... ”

"Xiao Zi. He hugged her tightly and said no more.

"I HEARD IT, THE SKY AND THE SEAGULLS FLEW TOGETHER, THE WAVES AND THE REEF WERE RELUCTANT TO SAY GOODBYE, AND THE WAVES THREW THEMSELVES INTO THE EMBRACE OF THE BEACH WITHOUT HESITATION. ”

"Yan, I'm sorry to worry you. The damp mist condensed into tears at the corners of his eyes.

"Last night my dad and I had a heart-to-heart talk, speaking of your brother, I was sad, so sad, I didn't know what to do, so, unconsciously came here, Yan, this is the manuscript I selected for us, wait for you to go to my house to practice, okay? Li Heng wrote the lyrics and composed the music. Yan, don't doubt me, I just thought of him, can you walk with me, I haven't been here for a long time to blow the sea breeze, and I haven't had a good chat with you for a long time, haven't you been back for a long time? Let's walk together, we can't forget the previous days, now, it's just that we can't lose the way we came, from today on, I only have you for the rest of my life. ”

"Okay! Let's go down together. He took her hand and walked slowly along the beach.

The wind lifted Situ Zi's hair, her smile melted into the sea breeze, the fine tears were scattered in the small waves, and the faint smile flickered on the endless sea: "Yan, you blow a song "Sky City" to me, okay? Then, this is for you, this is your brother's most important treasure, we can't give it up." ”

Li Yan took the jade Xiao from Xiao Zi's hand, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he smiled lightly: "Do you know who the original owner of this flute is? ”

"Really, fake?"

"It's my 10th birthday gift, I saw that my brother liked it and gave it to him, I didn't expect him to give this to you, well, you have to take this in the future, because this is also my treasure. ”

The fingertips jumped on the jade flute, and the sound of his flute was like the calmness and calmness of the mountain rain coming from the wind full of buildings, and the purity that came out was like the grass seedlings growing in March, full of the taste of sunshine.

She smiled sweetly, she danced to the fresh music, the sea breeze lifted her flying skirt, she gently stood on tiptoe, and the kiss gently fell on Li Yan's delicate face, Li Yan, remember this moment, this life, I really love you.

At the end of the dance, the sound of Xiao stopped, the wind was quiet, and the picture was frozen in Situ Zi's unparalleled dancing posture, her beauty burned the sunshine of the blue sky and white clouds, and the beautiful smile was engraved in his heart, becoming an incurable wound.

The kiss fell lightly on her forehead, she didn't refuse, Li Yan fell all the way from her forehead to her lips, tears dripped from her eyes, Li Yan kissed away her tears, he hugged her, I wish her a happy life, brother, please protect her!

…… The waves fell on their heads......

Li Yan, I once loved you so much, but what did you give me? I will make you regret it, I will definitely make you regret it, and I will also give you back the same harm you gave me bit by bit, if you are happy, then I will make the same pain as me.