Chapter 73: Fate

"Chu'er," Bai Zhi looked at her daughter sadly, and said gently, "Let's talk to my mother first, okay?"

In the face of Bai Zhixi's begging, Wan Chuer's toughness that she tried to support was immediately broken, and she couldn't help crying "wow", and lowered her body to hug Bai Zhixi.

"Mom, please don't go, stay with me, Dad is no longer here, can you bear to watch me become an orphan?"

"What would I do without you?"

"I don't want to be alone in this world, I'll do it all over again, just for you, you're leaving, what's the point of my life......"

Listening to her daughter's crying, Bai Zhixi was also very sad, and she didn't notice the abnormality in Wan Chu'er's words for a while.

She tried to reach out and gently caress her daughter's back, comforting her silently.

Outside the ward, Xiaobai touched his face and actually felt the wetness of his hand.

He muttered, "Chu'er is so pitiful." ”

Da Bai on the side frowned and did not speak.

Bai Zhixi spoke softly and softly, her voice had a calming power, and Wan Chu'er finally calmed down in her soft words.

"You are eighteen years old, you are about to go to college, you are an adult, how can you still cry like a child, in the eyes of your mother, Chu'er is the most powerful daughter, she studies well, and she can also do martial arts, I heard Teacher An say, he is not your opponent now, you are the pride of your mother."

Mom hopes that no matter what happens to you in the future, try to control your emotions, don't get excited first, figure things out, and deal with it slowly. ”

Wan Chu'er choked up with a "hmm" and continued to listen to Bai Zhixi.

"Mom will accompany you, accompany you to wait for the college admission letter, accompany you to college, and then work, get married, and start a family, but the way of companionship is different......"

It was a matter of life and death, Bai Zhixi said flatly, as if she was living a normal life.

Wan Chu'er couldn't bear it anymore, and interrupted Bai Zhi's words again.

"Don't say it, we cure the disease, is it good, please, cure it, how can you know if it is not cured......"

The doctor said that if the patient does not have the will to survive and does not cooperate with the treatment, the forced treatment is just a waste of effort, and it may worsen.

Bai Zhixi held her daughter's hand, shook her head slowly, and said:

"If it can be cured, my mother will not let go of a chance, when I first checked out, I also asked the doctor if it could be cured, really, my mother doesn't lie to you, and my mother wants to live well with you.

It was too late, it was too late, it had already been metastasized when it was discovered, and the treatment was just another one more pain for me.

Mom feels that she has suffered too much in this life, and she doesn't want to suffer this hardship anymore, can you forgive Mom for her cowardice?"

This plea made Wan Chu'er's throat ache for a while, she turned her head, didn't look at Bai Zhixi, and let the tears on her face rage.

......

After saying half a word, Bai Zhixi spent too much energy and soon fell asleep.

The doctor was hurriedly dragged over by Xiaobai, and after checking it, he said that he was just asleep, changed a bottle of liquid, and left.

Wan Chu'er sat on the edge of the bed stupidly, holding Bai Zhixi's other hand tightly with both hands, and looked at Bai Zhixi's sleepy face without turning her eyes.

She should have discovered Bai Zhixi's abnormality earlier, and at that time, Bai Zhixi didn't go home for three days, she should have noticed that something was wrong.

Bai Zhixi, who has always been kind, when she lost her temper with her for the first time, she should have guarded Bai Zhixi well, instead of leaving obediently.

When she saw Bai Zhixi's note, she should have gone to Bai Zhixi, instead of pretending to be fine.

......

Thinking back on the past few days, Wan Chu'er felt that she was really stupid.

Her eyes rolled in a daze, maybe when she just came back, she should have taken Bai Zhixi to the hospital for a check-up.

If you check it at that time, you may be able to find something wrong, and you can cure it early.

It's a pity that she didn't do anything, and she went to do some pickle business, which made Bai Zhi tired and busy.

She remembered that the year before last, the two of them went back and forth to Wanzhou to sell wild goods, and during that period of time, the two of them came and went in the snow, and they couldn't eat or sleep well, maybe it was that time that made Bai Zhi tired.

Wan Chu'er suddenly raised a hand and slapped herself fiercely.

"Smack!"

In the silence, such a loud voice suddenly sounded, Xiao Bai, who was sitting outside, was startled, he hurried to look at the crack of the door, and saw that Wan Chu'er's face had a slap print, and he immediately understood what had happened.

This idiot!

Xiaobai rushed in without saying a word.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Bai lowered his voice and roared: "What's the use of you beating yourself, waiting for your mother to wake up and see your face will only make her uncomfortable." ”

Wan Chu'er was stunned for a moment, yes, Bai Zhixi would definitely be uncomfortable when she saw it, she did another stupid thing.

Seeing that Wan Chu'er didn't speak, Xiaobai said: "This matter has nothing to do with you, don't take it blindly on yourself, if your mother knows, she will definitely have to worry about you again, this is fate." ”

Wan Chu'er nodded, knowing that he was doing it for his own good, and said in a low voice, "Thank you." ”

Xiaobai pursed her lips, wanting to preach, looked at her as if she was mourning, shook her head helplessly, and went out again.

After a while, Wan Chu'er thought of Xiaobai's sentence "This is all fate", and couldn't help but think of Bai Zhi's regretful departure in her previous life, could it be that she was also terminally ill in her previous life?

In her previous life, Bai Zhi cherished the last moment of her life, and she was still mending shoes, how much pain she had to endure.

Thinking of this, Wan Chu'er was a little disheartened.

So what's the point of her doing it all over again?

This time she tried hard to change, but she didn't earn her fate, and Bai Zhixi still had to go.

Forget it, let's go, when Bai Zhixi leaves, she will hold Bai Zhixi's ashes and find a place to go together, I can't say that the three of them can see each other underground.

Where to go?

She remembered that in her previous life, she pounced on the shark, which was really unreliable, and actually made her reborn.

This time she had to change her approach, she didn't want to experience Bai Zhixi's death again.

Xiaobai waited outside for a while, but couldn't hear a sound, and looked in through the crack in the door uneasily.

I saw Wan Chu'er lying on the hospital bed with her upper body lying on the hospital bed, her face calm, and her hand was still holding Bai Zhixi's hand tightly.

With a sigh, the heart finally came to its senses.

If he knew that Wan Chu'er was sifting through the method of death in his heart, he might have to jump.

In the evening, when Da Bai brought the meal, Wan Chu'er thanked him in a low voice, and then obediently took the meal and ate it one bite at a time.

Seeing that the two brothers of the Bai family were a little stunned, they still looked like the sky was falling in the morning, why are they suddenly so calm and normal now.

Did you figure it out? Knowing that only when you have eaten enough can you have the strength to serve Bai Zhixi?

After eating the rice in the bowl, Wan Chu'er looked up and found that Da Bai and Xiao Bai were staring at her, so she smiled and said, "The rice is delicious." ”

Xiaobai felt that something was wrong with Wan Chu'er at this moment, and he said nervously: "What do you want to do?"

Wan Chu'er grabbed Bai Zhixi's hand again, and her eyes were firmly on Bai Zhixi's face.

After half a ring, she said, "Stay with my mother." ”