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Xiao Ziyu looked at Yuwen Feiyang, Yuwen Feiyang always looked calm and calm no matter what the situation was, no matter what you said to him, it seemed that Yuwen Feiyang's emotions could not be aroused.
Sometimes, Xiao Ziyu wanted to care about Yuwen Feiyang, but she didn't know what to say, and she was a little powerless.
"Feiyang, listen to the words of the queen mother, these days, you will live in Fengyi Palace and take good care of your body. Xiao Ziyu couldn't help but say directly.
"Okay, son-in-law listen to the queen mother. Yuwen Feiyang said in a low voice, Yuwen Feiyang was very low-eyebrowed, no matter what Xiao Ziyu's request was, Yuwen Feiyang would agree.
Not long after, Yuwenmo also came over, after all, Yuwen Feiyang fainted outside Fengyi Palace, which was not trivial, and naturally it also reached Yuwenmo.
Yuwen Mo is also very worried, in fact, the upbringing policy he adopted for Yuwen Feiyang can be regarded as free-range.
Although Yu Wenmo is a prince, he has suffered a lot from snacks, and naturally feels that boys don't have to be too pampered.
And Yuwen Mo naturally has high hopes for Yuwen Feiyang, so the requirements are also very strict.
It's not like the careful care of Yuwen Allure.
But his son fainted, and Yu Wenmo was not worried.
It's just that Yu Wenmo's performance is not as obvious as Xiao Ziyu's.
Yu Wenmo also came in a hurry.
Yuwen Feiyang saw Yuwen Mo and hurriedly prepared to get up and salute.
But was stopped by Xiao Ziyu, Xiao Ziyu directly pressed Yuwen Feiyang, "You lie down well, you don't have to get up." ”
Yu Wenmo naturally felt sorry for his child, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Feiyang, you have a good rest." ”
Yuwen Feiyang didn't insist too much, but said very respectfully, "Let my father worry, it's my son's minister." ”、
"It's okay, Feiyang, you have to take good care of your body, you can't be too tired. Yu Wenmo admonished.
"Yes, father, the son understands. ”
"I'm going to take Feiyang out for a walk. Xiao Ziyu suddenly spoke.
Yu Wenmo was taken aback, and looked at Xiao Ziyu with some surprise, "Yu'er, where are you going to take Feiyang?"
"There is no specific place, Feiyang is so big, he has never left the imperial capital, I want to take Feiyang out for a while. Xiao Ziyu said directly.
In fact, this was also Xiao Ziyu's temporary idea.
Xiao Ziyu really has no choice, and thinks it should be better to take Yuwen Feiyang out for a walk.
Maybe it can make Yuwen Feiyang really open his heart and be happy like a filial son.
Xiao Ziyu really didn't want to put so much pressure on Yuwen Feiyang.
I don't want my child to be like this.
Yuwen Feiyang didn't speak, and Yuwenmo knew Xiao Ziyu very well, knew Xiao Ziyu's personality, and generally Xiao Ziyu's words and decisions would not be easily changed.
Yuwen Mo looked at Yuwen Feiyang, who was pale, and looked at his son, who was only more than ten years old and was already so mature and stable, and felt in his heart that it was probably not a bad thing for Yuwen Feiyang to go out to play for a while.
"Well, it's actually good to go out for a walk. Yu Wenmo also nodded in agreement.
In fact, Yuwen Feiyang didn't really want to go, but he wouldn't say no to Xiao Ziyu.
"Feiyang, you must take good care of your body these days, and when the queen mother arranges everything, she will take you out. Xiao Ziyu patted Yuwen Feiyang's shoulder and said.
Yuwen Feiyang nodded lightly, "Erchen understands, don't worry about the queen mother, Erchen will listen to the queen mother in everything." ”
Xiao Ziyu looked at Yuwen Feiyang, and finally sighed, and then pulled Yuwenmo out.
Yu Wenmo naturally saw that Xiao Ziyu had something to say to herself, and hurriedly followed out.
Yu Wenmo looked at Xiao Ziyu, Xiao Ziyu's face was solemn, and it seemed that he had something very important to tell him.
"Yu'er, what's wrong, is there something wrong?" asked Yu Wenmo with concern.
"You're embarrassed to ask what's wrong with me? Can't you see that? Feiyang is different from ordinary children. Xiao Ziyu said a little weakly.
"I naturally know this, Feiyang is the crown prince, the future king of a country, naturally different from other children. Yu Wenmo said directly.
"Yu Wenmo, do you think that Feiyang is sensible, calm, steady, and not surprised, these are Feiyang's advantages?" Xiao Ziyu asked with a sneer.
Yuwen Mo really didn't understand what Xiao Ziyu was thinking, in fact, what Yuwen Feiyang was doing was indeed an advantage.
"Yu'er, what exactly do you want to say?" asked Yu Wenmo.
"What I want to say is that Feiyang is still a child, do you know that he has been sick for several days? He still insists on going to the study every day, still going to bed late and getting up early, he doesn't fall behind in his homework every day, and he has to learn to watch the music, do you think an eleven-year-old child can bear this? In order not to worry me, he dragged his sick body to ask for peace, and passed out outside Fengyi Palace, do you think this is normal?" Xiao Ziyu asked.
After hearing this, Yu Wenmo also felt a little incredible, "Feiyang, this kid probably thinks that as the prince of a country, he has to do his best in everything, so he will be like this." ”
"Yu Wenmo, Feiyang is my son, from birth, he was canonized as the prince, this life is not Feiyang's own choice, we chose it for him, even if he is the prince, but he should not be given so much pressure, let him live so tired, he is already good enough, an eleven-year-old child, how far does he have to go?" Xiao Ziyu said with some anger.
Xiao Ziyu really felt powerless in Yuwen Feiyang, so this anger was sent to Yuwen Mo.
Yu Wenmo understood Xiao Ziyu's feelings, and he knew Xiao Ziyu's love for the three children.
Yuwen Feiyang's temperament is a little cold, no matter what you say or do, he won't have too many emotions.
It is precisely because of this that people don't know how to love him.
"It's my fault, I shouldn't have instilled those thoughts in Feiyang, which made Feiyang feel that the burden on his body was very heavy, so he was like this. "Yu Wenmo always thinks that there is no harm in boys suffering more.
Besides, since he was a child, he has really suffered a lot.
If it weren't for all the hardships, we wouldn't have achieved what we are today.
"Forget it, don't say it, it's too late to say anything now, I just want to have a good talk with Feiyang, but I don't think the effect is great, Feiyang has already decided in his heart, nine cows can't pull it back, anyway, I think Feiyang looks like this, it's really poking my heart with a knife." Xiao Ziyu said very sadly.
"Then do you think taking him out for a walk can solve the problem? I also know that Feiyang is a filial child, but we can all see that Feiyang doesn't want to go out with you, just filial piety to you, so he didn't say no. Yu Wenmo said directly.
"Of course I can see it, but even so, I want to take him out for a walk and have fun, let him feel the joy of leaving the imperial capital, leaving this tense life, and enjoying the happiness that a child should have, I can't let Feiyang become like this, my heart really can't stand it. Xiao Ziyu said, her eyes were red.
"Well, okay, everything is up to you, you can go if you want. Yu Wenmo agreed very happily.
Xiao Ziyu didn't say anything, just planned where to take Yuwen Feiyang, anyway, Yuwen Feiyang must not be allowed to go on like this.
The words are divided into two ends.
Xiao Jinghao had already arrived at the palace with Yuwen Allure, Yuwentong, and Xiao Ziling at this moment.
Before, the flying pigeon had already passed the book to Emperor Taihe and the imperial concubine.
The imperial concubine had already asked people to wait outside, and when she saw the carriage of a few people, she hurriedly went in to report it.
Taihedi's health is not very good, he rarely goes out and walks around in the past few months, and he rarely gets out of bed, but fortunately, the climate here is also very good.
If it was in the imperial capital, I was afraid that Emperor Taihe would not be able to survive for a long time.
Emperor Taihe was half-lying and closed his eyes to recuperate, and the imperial concubine didn't bother her, so she walked out directly, wanting to see these children soon.
The imperial concubine is also fifty years old, but the years have still not left any traces on her face, she is still so beautiful and moving.
She still looks like a beautiful woman in her thirties.
It's just that Emperor Taihe has changed too much in the past ten years, and he is obviously getting old.
The body also collapsed.
In fact, in the more than ten years when Emperor Taihe broke with the imperial concubine, he devoted himself to political affairs, often sleepless all night.
The body has not been too good, and then poisoned, although it was detoxified, but it also dragged down the body, if it wasn't for the past ten years of cultivating the body, I'm afraid it would have been delayed for a long time.
As soon as the imperial concubine walked out of the courtyard gate, she saw a group of four people.
The imperial concubine was ecstatic, these four children are her favorite children.
Especially Yu Wentong, is her heart.
A few children went this way, especially Yuwen Tong and Yuwen Chengcheng ran at the front.
The imperial concubine hasn't seen Yuwentong and Yuwen Allure for a long time, and she hasn't seen each other for about a year.
In a year's time, Yuwen Tong and Yuwen Chengcheng have really grown taller, and their faces have also grown.
is even more beautiful and generous, so that the imperial concubine is a little afraid to admit it.
"Tong'er, Allure. The imperial concubine put one in her arms and held it in her arms, and her heart and liver screamed, and then the tears couldn't help but fall.
Yuwen Tong and Yuwen Chengcheng also had red eyes.
"Imperial grandmother, queen mother. The two men shouted in unison.
The three of them hugged their heads and cried first.
Xiao Jinghao hurriedly stepped forward to persuade, "Niangniang, Tong'er, Allure, it's a happy thing for everyone to reunite, don't cry." ”
The imperial concubine pulled one in one hand and entered the courtyard.
Yu Wentong wiped his tears and couldn't help asking, "Queen Mother, how is my father's body lately?"
Hearing Yu Wentong say, the imperial concubine's face was not very good-looking.
The imperial concubine let out a long sigh and said, "Your father's health is not very good, in fact, I have also prepared in my heart, and I can't survive for half a year at most." ”
Yu Wentong's face suddenly became ugly, in fact, at that time, Dr. Li and Xiao Jing'er both said that Emperor Taihe would only have a life span of one or two years, and if he was good at living, maybe he could delay a few more days, specifically, it was not easy to say, this was an old disease, accumulated little by little.
Now it's almost time to run out of oil and run out of lights.
"No, the last time I saw my father, my father's body was still quite good. Yu Wentong said.
"In the past six months, your father has rarely walked outside, his body has deteriorated, and if he doesn't pay attention to it, he will be infected with wind and cold, but I'm afraid that his life will not be long. "In fact, after taking care of Emperor Taihe for so long, the imperial concubine slowly accepted this reality in her heart.
At the beginning, whenever the imperial concubine saw Emperor Taihe suffering from illness, she felt very uncomfortable, but Emperor Taihe could see it.
said that he had experienced everything in his life, and he had no regrets.
I've thought about it for a long time.
The imperial concubine slowly looked away.
Of course, everyone dies, and this is a fact that cannot be changed.
So when the imperial concubine said this, her tone didn't sound so heavy.
The imperial concubine wants to open, instead of frowning all day long, it is better to face it happily, so that Emperor Taihe has a good mood every day and cherishes every day, which is the greatest happiness.
"Queen Mother, I think you've changed. Yu Wentong said.
"What's wrong?"
"You are much more optimistic than before, I always felt that my father was your backbone, but now, I found out that you are the backbone of your father, in fact, I really don't dare to imagine, after my father leaves, what should we do, but today I look at the queen mother, it seems that I can accept the future life, right?" Yu Wentong asked.
"It's okay, just like your father said, as long as we can stay together for a day, we will live a good day, and I don't want to have those who don't have it, so as not to ruin the fun. The imperial concubine said lightly.
In fact, this is not without sadness, if it is not to the point where it cannot be changed, it is also unwilling to accept fate.
"Imperial grandmother, don't be sad, you still have us, we will always be by the imperial grandmother's side. Yuwen Chengcheng said very seriously.
"Grandmother knows you are all good boys. ”
"Let me go and see my father. Yu Wentong said.
"Your father is asleep, I haven't slept well these two nights, I fell asleep for a while, do you want to bother, you go back to your room first, let's go back to your room first, I've asked someone to clean up the room for you, it's still the room you used to live in." The imperial concubine said directly.
It wasn't the first time that the four of them had come to the palace.
The imperial concubine arranged the four of them at the back of the main courtyard, with four small courtyards, one courtyard per person, and they lived just right.
All four of them nodded, and each took the girl with him.
Xiao Ziling went back to the room first, she lived in the first courtyard, and it has always been like this.
Xiao Ziling looked at the spotless room, and it seemed that it was still the same as before leaving.
However, Xiao Ziling was still a little uncomfortable in her heart.
Her self-righteous love ended without a problem.
She couldn't say a word, and she was really uncomfortable.
In fact, listening to the words of the imperial concubine just now, Xiao Ziling already had some thoughts in her heart.
Compared with birth, old age, sickness and death, the passage of life, the ethereal love does not seem to be so important.
Maybe she was wrong from the start.
The mistake is the mistake, it is too much to take for granted.
She thought that as long as she insisted on loving, he would love her, but in his heart, it seemed that he had never existed.
Xiao Ziling, cheer up, you can do it, you can get through it.
Xiao Ziling cheered herself up, although when she thought of this, her heart hurt like a knife, but she still had to live her life.
She couldn't be discouraged, but when she left the imperial capital, she really felt relieved, at least she didn't feel so sad in her heart.
Sometimes, it's good not to see each other.
Xiao Ziling's girl packed up her things and asked, "Girl, the hot water in the clean room is ready, do you want to wash it and go to the dust." ”
After walking for more than a day, I was indeed a little tired and wanted to take a good soak.
"Yes, good. Xiao Ziling responded.
The imperial concubine is really thoughtful, even the hot water is prepared, this is also Xiao Ziling's habit, every time Xiao Ziling returns home, the first thing is to bathe and change clothes first, this habit is afraid that it can't be changed.
The girls were all cleaned up, Xiao Ziling took off her clothes, and then went into the bathtub, the hot water stimulated her skin, Xiao Ziling was really relaxed, and she felt that the whole body was sparse.
Yu Wentong is an idle character, let the girl pack up her things, and went to Xiao Jinghao by herself, the two of them have never left their mother-in-law, and they never leave the scale.
I've been in one place since I was a child, and there really aren't many times when I'm apart.
However, Yu Wentong is still a little sad, in fact, she really doesn't want to show her sadness in front of the imperial concubine.
"Brother Hao. Yu Wentong's voice was a little muffled, and he was not very happy to hear it.
"What's the matter, Tong'er, are you worried about the Emperor?" Xiao Jinghao sat next to Yu Wentong, put his arm around Yu Wentong's shoulder, and asked.
"Yes, I'm really worried about my father's body, you know, the queen mother has always reported good news and not bad news, but since I said such a thing today, I am afraid that my father's body is already very bad. Yu Wentong said with a sigh.
Her own mother, she still knows quite well.
"Well, the queen mother's temperament, it is true, but this matter, we can't do anything, sister-in-law also said before, the body of the emperor, can not last too long, if you say it, the emperor has been persisting for a long time, sometimes, watching relatives being tortured by illness, we are also very distressed, leaving, maybe it is a relief. Xiao Jinghao's voice carried a hint of sadness.
Yu Wentong actually understood that Xiao Jinghao was telling the truth, but she couldn't accept it emotionally.
Emperor Taihe has rarely returned to the imperial capital over the years, and when he goes back, it is also the time when the spring flowers are blooming, and the weather is slightly cooler, so he must leave, because the poison in Emperor Taihe's early years made his body very cold, and he couldn't stand the cold winter of the imperial capital at all.
Even in summer, Emperor Taihe has cold hands and feet, let alone the cold winter wax moon.
These are the old diseases left over from the poisoning in the early years.
"Brother Hao, maybe you're right, but I really can't accept it, I can't accept my father leaving me, I grew up in my father's arms, in the first few years, my father and mother traveled all over the country, all with the two of us, you know this, until we were older, we didn't return to the imperial capital, can you accept it?" Yu Wentong asked.
Xiao Jinghao shook his head, "Actually, when I persuade you, I am also convincing myself, because I can't accept it, I really can't accept it, when I was a child, I remember the love of the Emperor and the Queen Mother for me, and now, in my heart, I don't know what to do?"
"Brother Hao, if I can, I would rather die and let my father live a few more days. Yu Wentong said, his eyes were red.
"I know, so do I, but we really can't do anything, we can only choose to accept life, old age, sickness and death, and we can't change it. "Xiao Jinghao said very sad, this is probably the biggest sadness.
Even if the power is overwhelming, even if he becomes an emperor, even if he has the greatest power, he still can't change it, and he can't escape the domination of this fate.
"Brother Hao, I feel really sad in my heart, but I don't dare to show it in front of the queen mother, because I can also see that the queen mother is also very sad in her heart, and she is also forced to smile, so I can only be weak in front of you. Yu Wentong said, sobbing in a low voice.
Xiao Jinghao hugged Yu Wentong and gently patted Yu Wentong's back, "Tong'er, I'm here, it's okay, everything will pass, if you want to cry, just lean on me and cry, just cry." ”
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