Chapter 55 - My Yan, the whole world is hurting you
"Situ Zi, don't you know, as soon as you appear, his whole heart belongs to you, what about me, I don't understand, where am I worse than you, why does he only see you in his heart, can you understand my pain? The person you love, nothing dangles in front of your eyes, I love but can't hurt, these are not as good as nothing He still pulls a big man to show affection in front of you, can you bear it? I already knew that I was wrong, but he Li Yan, why did I do such a wrong thing, he put me to death. She yelled at her with some exasperation
"Are you a pig? Are you still blind, you still grew up with the two of them, can't you see who Shangguan Yang looks like? How could he fall in love with Guan Yang, Shangguan Yang has a problem, and you also have a problem with him? Isn't it? Li Yan just regarded Shangguan Yang as Li Heng. β
"It's just to see it, it's sad, Shangguan Yang reminded me once a day, because of this man, I will live like a walking corpse, Situ Zi, I admit that I am jealous, I am hating, I am hating, obviously that man was driven out of Li Yan's world by me, he also lived by Li Yan's side in another way, and blocked me in front of me in another way, when I was a child, because of him, grew up, or because of him, what did I do wrong? I just think that he can only see me alone in the world. β
"For the sake of his world, you are the only one, so you use Li Yan's personal safety to intimidate him, and want him to have a heart attack? Fortunately, Li Heng's heart is beating well in his body, otherwise, you should go to hell in this life. β
"Heh, Situ Zi, you say, what qualifications do you have to come to me, why are you here now, by Shangguan Yang's side?"
"I said it, I went into the circle, in order to take him home. β
"Take him home, this is the funniest joke I've heard since I was born, Miss Situ Zi, you said that I was blind, and your eyesight was not much better, and now the two of them, just like Li Heng and Li Yan, twins, go anywhere together, what method do you use to separate them, if you separate them, then what is the difference between you and me at the beginning?"
"Shangguan Yang is not Li Heng, Li Yan knows better than anyone else, if this continues, Shangguan Yang is not helping him, but harming him. The glass in the nanny's car reflected the sleeping man, and her heart ached so much that she could barely breathe.
"So what, Li Yan knows that he is not Li Heng, this does not prevent him from relying on him, nor does it prevent Shangguan Yang from being like a *, penetrating his life little by little, in all aspects, over the years, I have seen Shangguan Yang enter his life little by little, Li Yan is becoming more and more dependent on him, I am almost crazy with jealousy, my living person is not as good as a shadow, do you say ridiculous?"
"Are you jealous of Shangguan Yang? This is the reason why you assisted Shangguan Yang to get Li Yan? You were burned out by jealousy, didn't you? You actually wanted to give Li Yan a *, if I didn't find out about your plan one step ahead of Shangguan Yang? If I didn't secretly ask someone to change the medicine in time? What if Shangguan Yang's humanity was completely lost? You want to ruin Li Yan's life, don't you?" Situ Zi gritted his teeth and told himself to calm down, to calm down......
She poor Yan, this woman in front of her, in order to get you, all means have been used, you are also up to her, are you crazy? Or is she crazy? Or is the whole world crazy? I said, you have to live well, how can you give up on your own? If it weren't for you, I would have died of heartbreak, how could you be so ruthless and watch me die of heartbreak.
"What? It turns out that it was you who replaced the medicine, I was surprised, obviously I watched him eat it with my own eyes, and he didn't react at all, why didn't he plan to tell Li Yan what kind of person I am? Or did Li Yan already know, and he acquiesced when I did this, or did he know that I was such a person, and he was too lazy to pay attention to me, or did you know, it was useless for you to say it, don't think that you are like this, I will be grateful to you, I tell you, in this life, I will hate you, looking like a white lotus. She smiled widely.
"Na, Lin Yidie, I think you are wrong about one thing, I never felt that I was a white lotus, I just wanted to protect what I was supposed to protect, the reason why I told you this is nothing more than to tell you, don't be wrong again and again, I have an essential difference with Li Heng, Shangguan Yang, he doesn't care, he doesn't ask, he doesn't check, it doesn't mean he doesn't care, it's just that you haven't touched his bottom line, and we don't have Li Heng's kind heart. She smiled quietly and stared at her quietly, the memory of years of sleep in her body, and she couldn't help but shudder......
"The show is going to be staged...... Miss Lin, act seriously, before I become that person, you'd better be honest with me, I'm crazy when I look back, and I can't control anything I do. She picked up the teapot, poured a cup of tea unhurriedly and pushed it in front of Lin Yidie, the more she smiled: "Miss Lin, the tea won't taste good when it's cold." Lin Yidie picked up the tea, it was hot, and the hot pain hit her throat, so hot that her tears came out......
"Situ Zi, you bastard...... Pain...... You're sick, such hot tea, you want to burn me to death. She stood up and scolded regardless of her image.
She leaned down and said in a voice that only she could hear, "Does it hurt? Next time you dare to make another attack on Li Yan, I won't give you a cup of tea." After speaking, she put the teacup on the table, the clear smoke of the tea, like the fire in her chest, her momentum was like a blue in the air, and it was a deadly fragrance......
"Lin Yidie, what are you calling the ghost? Since you are so energetic, you don't need to rest, shoot your camera first, if you make any more noise until Xiao Yan rests, I will send you Thailand with bodyguards." Shangguan Yang didn't know when he got out of the nanny car and came to her and said word by word.
Lin Yidie glared at Situ Zi, who was calmly drinking tea, she definitely did it on purpose, she gritted her teeth and said: "Don't worry about Mr. Shangguan, I will disappear from your eyes immediately, you don't have to worry about my future, Thailand is still left to yourself." She turned around and shouted, "Director, I can finish those shots by myself first, I've rested enough, I'll start work first." β
Shangguan Yang glanced at Situ Zi thoughtfully, he picked up the tea on the table, smiled and said, "Miss Situ, don't you mind if I sit down and drink a teacup with you!"
"Please. Her gaze inadvertently fell on the sleeping face reflected in the car window, looking at Lin Yidie's deflated appearance, inexplicably she was in a much better mood, Yan, I really want you to see me who you have been protecting behind me, I have grown up, from now on, I don't want you to protect me all the time, we can move forward together.
"Miss Situ, did you grow up with Yan and Lin Yidie?" Uh, when she heard this, she was a little surprised and said, "Why do you ask that?"
"There is always a feeling that Lin Yidie is quite afraid of you, she seems to be very familiar with you, and Yan naturally sits next to you, you have an incredible magic. Shangguan Yang's gaze stopped at Lin Yidie's constant NG figure, and said a little funny: "Look, you have only been chatting with Miss Lin for a while, and the number of NGs she has been on a straight rise." β
"Mr. Shangguan is a very careful person. The quiet boy in her memory was no more, and in front of her was another man who had grown up.
"Mr. Shangguan, I think you have already checked my information, we are from the same school. She didn't lift her eyes, and the broken things shouldn't be entangled anymore.
"I checked, but about your memory, I'm blank, I really can't remember clearly, but when you competed with Yan, you were very beautiful and had good piano skills. He said this without being salty.
"I'm actually more curious about Miss Situ, obviously you won the competition, why don't you go to the Sacred Heart with Xiao Yan, your disappearance caused a lot of sensation in Tevez back then, I don't think there are a few people who can refuse the invitation of the Sacred Heart. β
"You entered the Sacred Heart, have you seen their headmaster?"
"Why do you ask that, forgive me, I can't keep up with Miss Situ's thinking. "She is kidding, he and Li Yan have been in the Sacred Heart Academy for so long, how can he not see the principal, that damn mustache, he will never forget him in his life.
"If I said that the person you met who had always been to the president of the Sacred Heart Academy was not the president of the Sacred Heart Academy, would you think I was sick. β
"Well, I'm still very sick, Sacred Heart Academy is very mysterious, as every student of Sacred Heart Academy, I know very well that there are not many people who have seen the Sacred Heart Principal, and there are even fewer media reports about Sacred Heart, but for the students who enter the school, the principal will personally advise, even if he doesn't personally advise, he will still personally preside over the major intramural competitions. "Shangguan Yang didn't dare to say how good he was in the Sacred Heart, at least for people like him, he could still win the favor of the principal in the Sacred Heart.
"Did the headmaster of the Sacred Heart directly say that he was the real headmaster?" she looked at him with a smile
"What does the principal of the Sacred Heart have to do with you, Li Yan, and your past?" Shangguan Yang couldn't keep up with her leaping thoughts.
"It has nothing to do with our past, it has something to do with me and Li Yan, the difference is that I know everything about the Sacred Heart, and Yan doesn't know anything about the Sacred Heart. β
"Why?" he looked at her in some surprise, and she looked down and smiled, safe and beautiful.
"Shangguan Yang, have you ever regretted meeting Li Yan? Have you ever been tired of worrying about him all these years? Have you ever hated him all the years that Yan has used you as a stand-in?"
"Huh?" he looked at her with some puzzlement, what kind of thinking is this, does this have anything to do with it?
"Answer me, this answer is very important to me, if you answer well, maybe I will tell you one or two of Li Yan's little secrets. "This woman is playful and smart, like a little fox in a fairy tale book.
"I never regret it, on the contrary, I am grateful to God for letting me meet him. He looked at the man reflected in the glass, gentle and delicate.
"Then Shangguan Yang, let me ask you again, are you so good to Li Yan, is it out of your heart, or is it subconsciously? Or is Li Yan just a cash cow to you?" she looked at him with burning eyes, not planning to back down, some things should be over.
"What nonsense are you talking about? I have never regarded Li Yan as a cash cow. He took two steps back, his eyes flickering.
"What are you afraid of? Do you dare to say that your heart is changing little by little? From his closeness, from his dependence, from his gradual awakening, do you dare to say that you have not used your skin to tempt Li Yan to obey you?" Her eyes flashed a hint of abstinence: "For example, some dramas, for example, some commercial performances, for example, some variety shows, are they all Li Yan himself going on?" She approached him step by step, she lowered her head slightly, her eyes were cold and ruthless:" Yan, he is not a marionette, don't think about trapping him in a cage, don't think about giving him sleeping pills again, if you make him dependent on medicine, even if your Shangguan family is big, I will drag you to bury with you, you are not Li Heng, if it is Li Heng, he will never be willing to let Yan suffer a single injury. Her fingertips slid over Shangguan Yang's delicate face and landed on the place of his heart: "Heng gave you this heart, it is for you to protect him, not for you to hurt him, why do you think your heart is so good with your body, it is because it knows that you have him in your heart, if one day, it receives an order from your head to hurt Li Yan, do you think you can still live? Shangguan Yang, remember, there will be no gifts in this world for no reason." Her gaze fell on Lin Yidie's body, and she said slowly: "How much do you know about Lin Yidie?"
"The successor of the Lin family, Yan's fiancΓ©e, my work partner, and the person who chases Xiaoyan. Concise answer, Situ Zi didn't speak, he was right, for him, she only had these identities, who she was, he didn't care, he only cared about Li Yan's attitude towards Lin Yidie.
"And me, how much do you know?"
"Alumni, people who influence Xiao Yan. She hooked her lips and smiled, very good, Shangguan Yang, you have grown up very well, it is enough for you to distinguish each other's identities.
"Lin Yidie finished making up these shots, she won't be here for a few days, don't you feel very sorry for Li Yan? Let him rest for a few days, how about it?"
"Huh?!" Shangguan Yang looked at her with some puzzlement......
Lin Yidie finished the scene over there, and I didn't know what to say to the director, but the director walked in their direction
"Mr. Shangguan, Miss Lin said that there is something at home, please take a few days off, you see, we have been in the show these few months, can you apply for a few days off?"
"I agree with the director's application. She opened her mouth softly.
"Since the two major investors have agreed, it is impossible for me, as a third-party investor, not to agree, and it happens that Li Yan is also tired, so give them a few days off. β
"Miss Situ, aren't you going to explain?"
"I don't have any explanation, the Lin family seems to have been in some trouble recently, her father is looking for her, I know that's all there is, okay, this point, Yan should wake up, Mr. Shangguan, if you don't go back, he will look for you." She turned around and walked towards her nanny, shouting as she walked: "Sun Weifeng, you have been ordering takeout for so long, you want to starve me to death, I haven't become popular yet, so I starved to death first." β
"Xiao Zi, I'm hungry too, can you give me some. Li Yan didn't know when he got out of the car, the mask fell off half of it sometime, and hung loosely on his face, before people could see his face clearly, Situ Zi came out of nowhere and said with a smile: "Na, Yan, why are you still as confused as before, the mask is going to fall off, don't move, I'll help you tie it, of course you can, today, I asked Sun Weifeng to buy your favorite fried chicken wings, let's go, let's go eat together." β
"Hmm. Everyone was dumbfounded, this well-behaved man in front of him, was he really Li Yan?
Situ Zi stared at the man beside her, smiling sweetly, she couldn't see anyone in her eyes, and she couldn't hear anyone's voice, my Yan, people all over the world are hurting you, you and me, we said okay, we want to live well together, so, you are not in a dream now......
She is like a coquette, willfully dependent on you, you are the light of my life, without you, my world will fall into darkness from now on......