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"Awake?"
I stood on the edge of the bed and looked coldly at the little girl on the bed whose eyes were becoming clearer, wondering why I was always the first person she saw when she woke up from a coma.
If the person lying in this bed was anyone next to me, I would have thought it was a privilege, but with her, I just thought it was a nuisance.
"Why did I faint again?"
Xu had a headache that left her strength to compete with me, and she asked in a calm tone as she rubbed her temples.
I was amazed by her attitude, and because she was Qu Yuan, I couldn't help but start to look at her seriously.
In fact, putting aside the fact that she is quite unreasonable, this girl doesn't look so bad. With her upright facial features and goose-egg-like face, and her skin as soft and smooth as an eighteen-year-old girl, almost everywhere you see with the naked eye reveals a unique beauty of oriental women. This beauty is subtle but also profound, just like the fine wine of the East, as long as you taste it carefully, you will experience a delicious aftertaste.
This discovery made her image much better in my mind, and I relented and thought about how I could concoct a false lie that had no loopholes to cover up what had just happened. But before I could speak, she continued:
"I had a dream, I dreamed that I became Qu Yuan, this dream is too real, did I cross over?"
She instinctively turned her head to my side, asking me a little confused but very seriously. I was a little panicked by the look in her eyes, and I didn't know how to tell the lie I was ready for a moment.
It stands to reason that after I have elicited all of Qu Yuan's resentment from her, I can keep this matter a secret and do not need to mention it to her at all. But when I thought of all the suffering she had suffered because of this resentment, which she should not have suffered, I felt that I should give her an explanation. What's more, her previous life was Qu Yuan, I want to give him an explanation.
The two choices instantly established a wavering balance in my mind, and no matter what decision I made in the end, it didn't seem fair. I looked at Sinan hesitantly, hoping that he could help me make a decision, but he just glanced at me and shook his head coldly.
I knew what he meant that there was no way to do it both ways, so I was ruthless and told everything:
"You haven't crossed over, the dream you just had is all the experiences of your previous life, that is to say, your previous life is Qu Yuan, who was rated as the ancestor of Chinese poetry by modern people. ”
"Come on, don't treat me like a three-year-old. My previous life was Qu Yuan, then you were probably an old goblin in your previous life. ”
The girl who had recovered her spirit immediately changed back to her previous sharp-toothed appearance, but I didn't have the heart to bother with her, and replied seriously:
"You're wrong, I'm an old goblin myself, and if I had a past life, it would have been more than 10,000 years ago. ”
"Did you read too many romance novels or did I hallucinate, more than 10,000 years ago, you made a little bit of a joke, right?"
"I'm not kidding you right now, everything I'm saying, it's all true. It doesn't matter to me whether you believe it or not, the important thing is that I want to tell you these things, no, to be exact, I don't mean to tell you, but I want to give Qu Yuan an explanation. He died with resentment, and his resentment did not dissipate for thousands of years, because he felt that he did not maintain the territory of Chu and the dignity of Chu. But in fact, even if there is no Qin State, under the development of history, the Chu State will also be destroyed, and he has not lost the face of the Chu State, from the time he reached the top of a culture, he has retained the dignity of the country that will not be dusted for thousands of years. Whether a country is great or not depends not on how long it has survived, but on how influential the civilization it has created. As for you, because you are the reincarnation of Qu Yuan, affected by his resentment, your physique is different from that of ordinary people, so it is more likely to attract soul possession. The reason why you have a split personality is nothing more than which resentful spirit is attracted by resentment and uses you as a container for the soul. Now that the spirit of resentment has been removed, and the resentment has been dissipated, you will never be affected by these things again. ”