Su Ran has already said so, it won't be good if I refuse again, and I also know in my heart that Su Ran wants me to lie on the bed and let me hold her, not because I have a physiological need. It's just a spiritual need.

She was injured, and in a place like the hospital, thinking of her father who died suddenly, she was a little scared psychologically, so she wanted me to hold her.

That's all.

Su Ran and I have slept in this way more than once.

I took off my shoes and lay behind Su Ran, leaning sideways, with my hands on her waist.

The bed was a little narrow, and inevitably Su Ran and I were a little close, and Su Ran seemed to be trembling: "Don't move." ”

"Don't worry, that's it, I won't move, go to sleep quickly. I nodded.

"Chen Jin, do you know, when I was young, I also slept like this, and my father would hold me like this, I was a little afraid of the dark, every time he hugged me like this, I was not afraid, how I wish my father had never opened a company, otherwise he would not be so tired, and he would not have left so early, leaving me alone. Su Ran's voice was a little choked.

"It's every parent's responsibility to give their children a good life, you can't think that way. If your father doesn't open a company and do something else, maybe it will be even harder, have you seen those people on the construction site, get up at five or six o'clock in the morning, or even earlier, work on the construction site, be reprimanded, be exposed to the sun, drink mung bean soup, bring a bottle of Huoxiang Zhengqi water, and catch up with the construction period under the sun, more than ten hours a day, or even longer, and their skin is cracked. If your dad hadn't started a company, he might have lived this life, would you like to?" I said.

Although it is a little cruel, but what I said is indeed something that may happen, if it wasn't for Li Mingzhou, if it wasn't for Tang Wan's help, if it wasn't for Su Ran's help, I'm afraid I would really go to the construction site to sell coolies, working hard for more than ten hours a day, only two or three hundred yuan in wages, and only six or seven thousand yuan a month.

Six or seven thousand yuan looks like a lot, but what can you do, rent, water and electricity bills, children's tuition, buying vegetables, buying rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, all these are deducted, and there is not much left in a month.

Can this be called life? It's just living.

What's even more terrifying is that this kind of life can last for years, years, or even longer.

Thinking of this, I feel shuddering, I am even more grateful to Li Mingzhou, to Su Ran, and to Tang Wan, I can have my current life, from one by one coincidences, from one by one noble people to help, someone to help me.

Otherwise, I'm just living.

But not all people are as lucky as me, the vast majority of people can only sacrifice time, sacrifice their bodies, earn hard-earned money, and struggle to feed a large family.

It's not easy for everyone to live.

It's especially not easy for men.

"You have a point, thank you. Su Ran said to me, "You are also for Ah Ke and Xiaole, you will work so hard, you will be so motivated, and you will fight so hard." ”

"Yes, who doesn't want their children to live well, other people's children can eat fruits at will, while my children can only eat some fruits occasionally, and they can't afford to buy things they want, and they have to pick up rotten leaves in the vegetable market, and help with housework after school, how can parents stand seeing this?" I nodded. Early maturity is not necessarily a good thing, if possible, I don't want Ake and Xiaole to be precocious, I just want their childhood to be happy and naïve, not to feel the hardships of life precociously. ”

I suddenly remembered what my mother had told me in the past, that she and my dad had done the same to me, and that when I had more savings, I would buy back the teahouse that had been in my house.

I don't know if I didn't sleep well the night before, or because I slept relatively peacefully with Su Ran, and I woke up when there was movement outside.

It was already dawn.

Tang Tianming carried some things into the ward, and was shocked by what he saw, and after pushing the door, he kept standing at the door of the ward, looking at me and Su Ran, his face was very blue.

I glanced at him, got out of bed slowly, put on my shoes, and said to Su Ran, who was blushing a little, "I'll help you go and wash." ”

Su Ran cut his broken hair a little and followed behind me, not looking at Tang Tianming.

Su Ran and I came out of the ward, and when we came back after washing, Tang Tianming's expression had returned to normal: "I bought you some fruits, as well as breakfast." ”