Chapter Seventy-Six: Lin Can's Conversation with Bai Yanlou

"You have been so quiet since you came back, I always thought you were still in Orange City, if I hadn't called Deng Lin today to ask about your situation, I wouldn't have known that you were back. After Bai Yanlou finished saying this, he took a look at Lin Can's face and found that it was a little pale, and his expression was a little absent-minded, that is, what happened to her, and said: "I asked Deng Lin about you, and he said that you are not in a good state now, let me take care of you, what is wrong with you now." Lin Can raised his head and glanced at him, and then said with little strength: "I'm fine now, but you shouldn't come here to know." Then she didn't look at Bai Yanlou's ugly face and continued: "Our two families have nothing to do with each other now, and before I left, we also said that we didn't care about each other's feelings. But you can't just listen to Deng Lin's words and come here to care about me again. Lin Can didn't look very energetic all the time, and it seemed like it took a lot of effort to even say a few words.

After Bai Yanlou listened to what she said, he felt that her state was really not right, so he said: "You can't be in Orange City, you found out that you have something incurable, so you hurriedly came back by car, and you don't want me to come here to see you." After listening to his words, Lin Can sneered and said: "You can really think that I am very healthy, how can I suddenly get sick, it is something else, but don't say it, my mother was incurable when she died, so even if time drags on, she still died, do you think I will also have that kind of disease, and then my parents are both medical and have studied medicine, but they still can't cure the disease and die." Bai Yanlou glanced at her and didn't say anything and sat silently beside her, Lin Can's state was still not good, Bai Yanlou felt that she was surrounded by a gray thick fog, which just made people unable to understand her, in fact, in this state, whether she could understand herself was still a problem. Lin Can still didn't speak, and Bai Yanlou didn't talk to her for the time being, but picked up a pot of wine on the table, and then poured the wine into the small cup, and then finished drinking a cup, and Lin Can ignored him. After Bai Yanlou drank a few glasses of wine, he put the wine cup on the table, and then said: "Actually, I feel guilty about Meng Meng, you also know that before I married her, I just needed to get married when I was old, or my father decided, I don't like him at all, but she really wants to find someone who has a heart to marry and live a good life together, what she did later is indeed wrong, I apologize to you, but she has no ill will towards me, and then we divorced." And with Blue Mirror is because of a desire for competition, a kind of possessiveness, I knew Blue Mirror at that time because of Deng Lin, but you also know that Blue Mirror likes Deng Lin, so at that time, it was like I was not as good as Deng Lin, and then I was close to Blue Mirror, and Blue Mirror was also clearly rejected by Deng Lin, and she can also be from her father's point of view, she and Deng Lin are impossible to be together, so at this time the two of us have the intention of being together, but neither of us has revealed it, Meng Meng is too sensitive, he knows that I have other women, so I set up that bureau, but what I don't know is that he thinks you and I are closer, so it framed you and designed you. Bai Yunlou covered his face and spoke, his voice was muffled, but he still continued: " I'm with Lan Jing, she is someone who doesn't need me, because she is the daughter of the city lord of South Mirror City, she is smarter and more rational, and she will make me forget Meng Meng, but sometimes I and Lan Jing, she will have her things to do, you will feel that she doesn't need you, so I think Meng Meng, that day Meng Meng came to my Bai family's house, she wanted to tell me about the distribution of property after leaving, or she also wanted to be with me, I don't know, and then she wanted to kiss me, I was a little hesitant at that time, and I also wanted to kiss in my heart, and then it was like that, you also saw it laterใ€‚ Lin Can smiled and rubbed his hair, then looked at Bai Yanlou, then turned his head again and said with a smile: "I don't think you really cherish it at all, and you don't know what you want, it's Meng Meng, or Blue Mirror, it's a quiet silk grass, it will snuggle up to you and won't take the initiative to leave you, or a rabbit or something, it will jump around looking for grass to eat, and it will jump and run away when you know that danger is coming." After saying this, the neighbor silkworm smiled again, as if she felt a little funny for what she just said, and the 'danger' of the blue mirror in her words was Bai Yanlou. Of course, Bai Yunlou also knew what she meant, but he didn't dwell on this issue, but picked up another glass of wine and started drinking, Lin Can watched him take the wine and drink without speaking, so he continued to speak: "To be honest, I feel like you don't know your own decision, do you want to swing between the two of them like this, or do you want to play with both of them one day, they all know each other's affairs, and then you find more other people and continue to play?" Do you think this will make you happy, or don't you think you're pathetic?" Lin Can didn't regret it after asking, but stared at Bai Yanlou to see his reaction.

Bai Yunlou was very calm, in fact, after he heard Lin Can's words, he almost woke up after drinking, he looked at Lin Can, he felt that Lin Can didn't drink, but he seemed to be even more drunk than him, Bai Yunlou thought about it, and then thought' Lin Can should have really held back in her heart for too long, what she said was all she wanted to say to Bai Yunlou, but she usually didn't have a chance, and she was usually too self-controlled, she wouldn't say these things to make their contradictions more intense, but now that Lin Can was stimulated, she felt that no one could listen to her, and she collapsed, she thought that no one could be trusted, so she could only say this, and express her usual dissatisfaction with these people, because she wanted to distance them, she wanted to be alone and quiet. Bai Yunlou knew her thoughts, but he still didn't want to leave, because he was Lin Can's friend, he couldn't leave here now, Lin Can needed someone to accompany her, and he needed someone to be by her side when she collapsed. Lin Can waited for Bai Yunlou to speak, but Bai Ronglou just glanced at him, and then lowered his head and continued to drink, Lin Can suddenly wanted to provoke him, so he said: "Do you think that I have no hope with Deng Lin, I am his burden, I am his superfluous things or something, congratulations, you answered correctly, do you still think I am a **** or something, because I have been obsessed with a person since I was a child, since I was five years old, that was when we were young, just because he accompanied me to take care of me when I was sad." โ€œ

After Lin Can finished speaking, he went back to his room, leaving Bai Yanlou to sit there alone, he thought about it there, and finally left Shuanglin Mansion, and then went back to his home, and called Deng Lin by the way. He wasn't sure what happened to that Lin Can, because he felt that Deng Lin wouldn't tell him, but after he told Deng Lin about Lin Can's situation, Deng Lin told him. He sighed, and then did nothing. Deng Lin didn't come back for a while, because he still had to deal with the things on the battlefield outside, and after everything was dealt with, it would be the end of this year, but when he came back at that time, he didn't have to go to the battlefield for a while. After Bai Yanlou hung up the phone, he sat in his room and pondered, and finally did not leave the house at night.

The next day, Lin Can still got up and washed, ate, and then read in the pavilion, Ming Qiao went to work at the newspaper to see that she was in a good state, Lin Can stayed at home and was quiet, and then for a while, Bai Yanlou did not go to Lin Can, because he felt that his appearance did not do Lin Can any good, and Lin Can stayed at home for more than ten days.

Until one morning, Lin Xiaolei came to look for her.