677 Blame yourself
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For a man, the more a woman says this, the more the man is unhappy in his heart, and the more he wants to protect this woman, this is human nature, Chu Qian has experienced so much, and she has been in Fengyue place, so she knows too well how to capture a man's heart.
Just those women in Fengyue are not enough to make Xiao Qingfeng so fascinated, because those women have a delicate and contrived smell, and their eyebrows and eyes are full of amorousness, and they are all for your money, if you don't have money, immediately turn your face, as the saying goes, women are ruthless, and this is what the drama is meaningless.
Xiao Qingfeng has also seen the ruthlessness of these women, so he has always looked down on this kind of woman.
But Chu Qian is different, Chu Qian is still very important in his heart.
"Qian'er, for you, it's worth it, I'm not too young, what do I want to do, I know very well, I don't want to live like this, the person I want to marry is you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I want to have a dull second half of my life. Xiao Qingfeng said very clearly and clearly.
"I've really had enough of this kind of life, every day is endless quarrels, and even meet, the first thing, is to quarrel, I really don't understand what this life is for, when I am with you, I feel very calm, and I feel very warm, this is what it feels like to be at home. β
Chu Qian was very moved when she heard this, Chu Qian has been living a hard life since she was a child, and now, the only thing she wants is a stable life.
This kind of life is something that Second Master He can't give her, and their union is destined to be intolerable by the world.
For Chu Qian, Xiao Qingfeng did not dislike her past, and did not feel that it was a shame for her to hook up with her eldest brother, but she could still cherish her so much, and Chu Qian was not unmoved.
It was precisely because she was moved that she didn't want to ruin Xiao Qingfeng's original life even more.
"Brother Xiao, I know that you feel sorry for me, and I also know that you are really good to me, but it is precisely because of this that I don't want you to be embarrassed, I really don't need any name, I am a woman, I know that it is not easy for women, I hope you and Mrs. can live a good life, you redeem yourself for me, I am already grateful, just give me this small courtyard, let me live on, I really don't need too much." Chu Qian's voice was not loud, and it sounded weak.
"Qian'er, do you know? The doctor said that you will never be able to have children again. Xiao Qingfeng said this, his voice was a little choked.
Chu Qian smiled sadly, "Well, I have expected it, in fact, my body has always been not very good, not very easy to give birth, plus I had two miscarriages before, I am afraid that I will not have the opportunity to be a mother in the future." Chu Qian said.
Xiao Qingfeng didn't expect Chu Qian to know everything and be so calm, which made Xiao Qingfeng feel even more distressed about Chu Qian.
"I promised you that I would give you a stable life and give you a child, but now, I have lost the opportunity to be a mother, all of this is my fault, if it weren't for that slut, you wouldn't have reached this point. Xiao Qingfeng said, eager to come and strangle the Rong family directly.
Chu Qian shook her head and said, "Don't blame Madame, if I were Madame, I might not feel good in my heart, maybe I would do more extreme things, horizontal and vertical are my life, I accept my fate, in fact, I have already accepted my fate, I am a person with a hard life, maybe I shouldn't be with you, it's just a burden to you." Chu Qian said with infinite sadness.
"No, Qian'er, you are the best woman in this world, I know, I will identify you in my life. Xiao Qingfeng said firmly.
"Brother Xiao, don't be like this, I said, as long as you need me, I will always be by your side, so you really don't have to be like this, you don't have to make such a big sacrifice for me. Chu Qian said, Chu Qian actually said very clearly.
Chu Qian is not completely emotionless for Xiao Qingfeng, but she doesn't have much affection either, she is just grateful.
However, for Chu Qian, Xiao Qingfeng can give her a stable life, which is more important than anything else.
She has fallen to the point where she really doesn't need anything, just a stable life.
This child was originally an accident, when she fell into the church, she drank those contraceptive decoctions all day long, and she had long lost hope of being able to have children.
But I really didn't expect to get pregnant, but the child wasn't born.
She has lost two children, and now, after going through so much, Chu Qian really doesn't feel so sad, just like she said, she has accepted her fate, really accepted her fate.
"Qian'er, no matter what happens, I will fulfill my promise, and what I promise you will never change. Xiao Qingfeng said firmly.
Xiao Qingfeng and Chu Qian's conversation, Xiao Ziyu has been listening outside.
She didn't know what to say in her heart, she just felt that this Chu Qian was really not simple.
If Chu Qian's personality is the same as what she shows, then it will inevitably envelop Xiao Qingfeng to death in the future, if Chu Qian's personality is hypocritical, all of this is a manifestation of hypocrisy, then Chu Qian's person is too dangerous.
But no matter what, Xiao Ziyu understood one thing, that is, Chu Qian had completely enveloped Xiao Qingfeng's heart.
To say that Xiao Ziyu didn't expect things to be like this, can a person like Xiao Qingfeng be caught by a woman like Chu Qian?
Probably this is one thing to one thing.
Xiao Ziyu couldn't help but walk in.
She looked at Xiao Qingfeng looking at Chu Qian with concern on her face, and felt a little helpless for the first time.
"Second uncle, have you really thought about it?" Xiao Ziyu asked.
Xiao Qingfeng heard Xiao Ziyu speak, turned his head to look at Xiao Ziyu, in fact, Xiao Qingfeng knew Xiao Ziyu's ability, and also knew Xiao Ziyu's influence in the Xiao family, even if Xiao Ziyu was married now and was no longer in the Xiao family, but the influence on the Xiao family would definitely not be small.
Even Xiao Qingfeng, an elder, had to admit that compared to Xiao Ziyu, he really didn't have the slightest influence in the Xiao family.
Xiao Qingfeng looked at Xiao Ziyu and said, "Yes, Yu'er, you also heard our conversation just now, I must divorce the poisonous woman of the Rong family, I want to go to Qian'er to enter the door." β
After listening to this, Xiao Ziyu looked at Chu Qian and asked, "Miss Chu, can you tell me about your situation?" For example, what happened to you before, I see your age, it's not that you have never been married, how did you end up as my second uncle's outer room? Can you talk about this?"
Chu Qian's body was a little weak and had a headache, and when she heard Xiao Ziyu ask her like this, although Xiao Ziyu's tone was light, without the slightest disdain and ridicule, for Chu Qian, it was still a little unacceptable.
Chu Qian looked at Xiao Ziyu and smiled self-deprecatingly, "You are the third aunt and grandmother of the Xiao family, and now the princess of Prince Yu?"
Xiao Ziyu didn't expect Chu Qian to know her.
"Yes, that's right. Xiao Ziyu responded.
"I know, you are the princess of the high-minded prince, I am just an insignificant nobody, we are the difference between cloud and mud, although I came from a humble background, but I never thought of climbing your Xiao family, Brother Xiao is good to me, I remember it in my heart, I said, I will follow Brother Xiao for the rest of my life to repay him as a cow and a horse, as long as he needs me, I will stay by his side, I don't need any title, as long as I can follow him, I don't ask for anything. Chu Qian said directly.
Xiao Ziyu looked at Chu Qian, "Miss Chu, even I was very moved by what you said, let alone the second uncle, in fact, your idea may not be wrong, even if you want something, it is impossible, because for the Xiao family, you are nothing at all, and you are nothing." β
Chu Qian listened to Xiao Ziyu's words, and her face did not change much, in fact, Xiao Ziyu's words were already very insulting, but Chu Qian's face did not change, but was very calm.
Xiao Ziyu also felt that this Chu Qian was really interesting.
"I know my weight, I have self-knowledge, so, no matter what, I'm going to go and I'm going to take it. Chu Qian said.
"It seems that Miss Chu is really good, she really didn't plan to enter the door of the Xiao family, in fact, you should be the same, because you can't enter the door of the Xiao family at all, if my expectations are good, you once married, and later fell to the Fengyue place, right?" Xiao Ziyu asked.
Chu Qian looked at Xiao Ziyu with some surprise this time, she didn't expect Xiao Ziyu to even know this.
"You even know this?" asked Chu Qian.
In fact, she and Xiao Ziyu are just meeting for the first time, if it weren't for the Rong family today, I'm afraid that Xiao Ziyu wouldn't come to this kind of place, let alone meet her, so Xiao Ziyu didn't have the need to investigate her, but just this moment's effort, Xiao Ziyu could know all her things, which was really surprising.
"Yes, I've seen a lot of women like you, so I know what your mind is? You just want to stabilize your position when you say this, but you have to know that if you want to enter the door of the Xiao family, it is almost impossible, and the Xiao family will not want a woman like you, so you are destined to be dreaming!" Xiao Ziyu said very unceremoniously.
Although Xiao Ziyu has always spoken very sharply, it is also on different occasions, in fact, in the face of a delicate person like Chu Qian, she has never been like this, but now Xiao Ziyu is very sharp, and every sentence is basically sprinkling salt on Chu Qian's wounds, which really doesn't want Xiao Ziyu's usual style.
In fact, Xiao Ziyu was tempting, testing Chu Qian's bottom line and Chu Qian's scheming.
Generally speaking, when Xiao Ziyu said this for the first time, Chu Qian should have turned her face, but Chu Qian was very calm.
This proves that Chu Qian's scheming is not comparable to ordinary people.
"Yu'er, I have always thought that you are a very sensible person, but if you say Qian'er like this today, I can't agree, Qian'er is the woman I like, you should respect her. Xiao Qingfeng said directly.
"Respect, second uncle, you are my father's younger brother, I respect you as an elder, but it doesn't mean that I will tolerate your vexatious behavior, your current behavior is very ridiculous in my opinion. Xiao Ziyu said coldly.
"Xiao Ziyu, I am your second uncle and your elder, you dare to speak to me like this. Xiao Qingfeng was choked, and he almost lost his breath.
"Did Second Uncle only know my temper today?" Xiao Ziyu asked.
Xiao Qingfeng was speechless, indeed, Xiao Ziyu didn't buy anyone's account, this was not a matter of one or two days.
Xiao Ziyu is like this to everyone, even her father Xiao Qinghe has to take care of her face, let alone him as a second uncle.
Now Xiao Ziyu's identity has become a princess, not to mention.
"Prince Yu, don't say that about Brother Xiao, I know that I am an insignificant person, and I have never thought of climbing the Xiao family, nor have I ever thought of being able to enter the door of the Xiao family, I was originally a lowly person, I just want a stable life. Chu Qian said very sadly.
The more humble Chu Qian said, the more distressed Xiao Qingfeng became.
Xiao Ziyu looked at Chu Qian, wanting to see a trace of insincerity in Chu Qian's eyes, but half-loud, Xiao Ziyu didn't see anything.
Xiao Ziyu was a little puzzled, could she really be wrong?
Seeing that Xiao Ziyu didn't speak, Chu Qian said in a low voice, with a little pleading, "Princess Yu, can I talk to you alone?"
Xiao Qingfeng said worriedly, "No, Qian'er, there's nothing to say." β
Xiao Ziyu said, "Yes." β
Chu Qian looked at Xiao Qingfeng and said, "Brother Xiao, it's okay, I can see that Princess Yu is a good person." β
Xiao Ziyu gently hooked the corners of her lips and did not speak.
Xiao Qingfeng was a little helpless, but still walked out.
Xiao Ziyu walked over slowly, walked to Chu Qian's side, and looked at Chu Qian condescendingly.
Chu Qian carefully observed Xiao Ziyu at this time.
Her appearance is already very good, and generally speaking, those who are more outstanding than her appearance are not as charming as her.
And the temperament is good, the appearance is not as good as her, but the girl in front of her, only fifteen or sixteen years old, the kind of calm and noble from the inside out, down and generous, standing here, can't help but make people look up, and even want to bow down to her.
Chu Qian has never seen such a woman, such a woman, let alone a woman, even a man, it seems that she can't control it.
"Do you really think I'm a good person?" Xiao Ziyu asked with a smile.
Xiao Ziyu's smile was faint, like a spring breeze, and it looked warm, but it gave people a cold and piercing feeling, and it was indescribably chilling.
"My gut feeling is. Chu Qian replied.
"What do you want to tell me. Xiao Ziyu was undeniable.
"Princess Yu, in fact, I am indeed a very bitter woman, although my experience is not glorious, my past is also very unbearable, but I really don't have any ideas now, Brother Xiao is very good to me, he is a very good person, I just want to accompany him, in fact, he is also very unhappy, the second wife's temper is too strong, I know that there is a problem between them, but I never thought of intervening in the life between them, even if the princess does not believe me, I also say so, I never thought about the door of the Xiao family, never, I know that my identity is not worthyγ Chu Qian said very seriously.
"Maybe what you say is the truth, but from my standpoint, I really can't fully believe you, you said that you never wanted to intervene in the life of the Xiao family, but now, the second uncle wants to divorce his wife for you, do you know that the relationship between the second uncle and the second wife, the second wife is a member of the Rong family, which represents the relationship between the Rong family and the Xiao family, do you dare to say, this has nothing to do with you at all?" Xiao Ziyu asked.
Chu Qian was silent for a moment, "I really didn't think it would be like this, I don't dare to say that this matter has nothing to do with me at all, but I also paid the price, I lost a child, and permanent fertility, which can be regarded as a very serious punishment." Chu Qian said.
"That's right, this is a big punishment for you, but if you don't stay with the second uncle, there will be no such thing, all this is also your choice, when you choose to be with the second uncle, you should understand that there may be such consequences, right?" Xiao Ziyu asked.
Xiao Ziyu has such a great ability that he can't answer a word that people say.
"Yes, I'm to blame. Chu Qian hooked the corners of her lips self-deprecatingly, and said, she is not qualified to blame anyone, everything is caused by herself.