529 can let go with peace of mind!

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"Jing'er, my eldest brother has already made a marriage. Xiao Ziyu said word by word, and didn't say a word, she was looking at Xiao Jing'er.

I didn't want to miss any of the expressions on Xiao Jing'er's face.

Xiao Jing'er looked very surprised and asked, "Uncle is married? Which family's daughter is it? Why don't I know? How is this possible? Miss, you won't joke with me, right?"

"How could I joke with you about such a serious matter? Xiao Jingchen is really married, and the person who is married to him is you!" Xiao Ziyu's voice was a little loud, and her emotions didn't seem to be as calm as before, she really couldn't be calm, all of this was too unexpected, making Xiao Ziyu completely stunned.

After Xiao Jing'er listened, the whole person looked even more shocked, she looked at Xiao Ziyu, and then laughed slowly.

"Miss, you're kidding, you're definitely joking, haha, it's ridiculous to death, how is this possible, this is impossible, hahaha..." Xiao Jing'er laughed without warning, looking at Xiao Jing'er's smile, it was obvious that she didn't believe that she had married Xiao Jingchen at all.

It seems that in Xiao Jing'er's world, there is no Xiao Jingchen at all.

"Jing'er, you really don't remember anything about your love affair with my eldest brother?" Xiao Ziyu continued to ask.

When Xiao Jing'er heard this, she stopped laughing, but she still couldn't help laughing, she just waved her hand and said, "How is this possible?" This is completely impossible, what kind of background am I, I'm just a little girl, I can't afford this kind of identity uncle, and the uncle won't like me, the old lady, the old lady and the old lady, if you know, you will hate me to death, this is simply impossible, miss, are you confused, or are you about to marry Prince Yu, nervous disorders, do you want me to take your pulse?" Xiao Jing'er teased.

"Xiao Jing'er, what I said is the truth, you really can't remember?" Xiao Ziyu felt terrified, but looking at Xiao Jing'er's appearance, it didn't look like she had lost her memory.

Xiao Jing'er looked at Xiao Ziyu's serious appearance, as if it really didn't look like a joke, and Xiao Ziyu didn't need to make such a joke with herself.

Xiao Jing'er was a little dazed, she shook her head, "Miss, I really don't have any impression at all, but I really don't think there's anything wrong." ”

If you say that you have amnesia, you should have feelings, but Xiao Jing'er doesn't, she doesn't feel it at all.

I didn't feel like there was any confusion or anything wrong.

Exactly as always.

Xiao Ziyu also noticed it, Xiao Jing'er just forgot about last night, and she forgot about Xiao Jingchen, and everything else still remembers it clearly, which is really weird.

"Okay, don't think about it, what should you do, I'll be alone for a while. Xiao Ziyu waved his hand and said.

Xiao Jing'er really didn't think much about it, so she turned around and went, she was still quite busy.

Looking at Xiao Jing'er's lively appearance, Xiao Ziyu fell into deep thought.

It's really weird, isn't it?

How did things get the way they were?

Xiao Ziyu thought about it alone for a while, but she really couldn't think of a clue, she was really not very proficient in medical skills or anything, and she couldn't think of so many things.

She felt that something so big had happened, she had to tell Xiao Jingchen, otherwise, Xiao Jingchen would hate her to death, and maybe Xiao Jingchen would hate her to death now.

Xiao Ziyu's heart was very broken at the moment.

However, at this time, Xiao Jingchen may not be in the mansion, maybe he has already gone to the ministry.

But Xiao Ziyu is really relieved, why do you have to go, even if you can't find Xiao Jingchen, you can tell Xiao Jingchen's little girl first.

Xiao Ziyu hurriedly went to Xiao Jingchen's outer study, but Xiao Ziyu's luck was obviously very good, Xiao Jingchen was rarely at home, but it was because Xiao Jingchen was sick.

When Xiao Ziyu went, Xiao Jingchen was resting on the bed.

Xiao Ziyu saw that Xiao Jingchen's face was a little pale, and hurriedly asked, "Have you asked the house doctor to come and see you?"

Xiao Jingchen nodded, "I had a fever in the second half of the night yesterday, so I asked the house doctor to take a look and prescribe a prescription, I have already drunk the medicine, and I already feel much better this time, but I still have some strength." ”

Xiao Ziyu knew that Xiao Jingchen must have been too sad, otherwise how could he be sick when he had always been strong and strong.

Xiao Ziyu was really a little helpless when she thought of this.

How could things have come to be like this, originally Xiao Ziyu still wanted to come to Xiao Jingchen to discuss a countermeasure, but seeing that Xiao Jingchen was sick and crooked, he couldn't say a word.

What should she say, what can she say? Could it be that Xiao Jing'er was stimulated by her telling the truth and lost her memory, and she didn't remember her relationship with Xiao Jingchen in the past three years.

This kind of thing, Xiao Ziyu felt that she really couldn't say it.

"Yu'er, why did you come here early in the morning, did something happen to Jing'er?" Xiao Jingchen asked.

Xiao Ziyu hurriedly waved her hand, "No, no, it's nothing, I just want to come and see you, I was not in a good mood when I saw you yesterday, and I can't rest assured of you." ”

Xiao Jingchen nodded, "I'm fine, maybe I drank some wine last night, blew the wind outside, and then fell asleep in the yard, and then caught a cold, it's not a big deal, just take a rest." ”

Xiao Ziyu knew that Xiao Jingchen was doing something, he actually went to the yard to blow the wind, although the weather was slowly getting warmer, but at night he was drinking and blowing the wind, and he couldn't stand it.

"Big brother, aren't you ruining your body?" Xiao Ziyu said disapprovingly.

"Yu'er, I'm fine, just take a break, you don't have to worry. Xiao Jingchen said.

"Can I not be worried? Look at what you look like now. Xiao Ziyu sighed, and then went to get Xiao Jingchen a glass of warm water, and then put a spoonful of honey, fortunately, Xiao Ziyu often came over, and he knew Xiao Jingchen well.

Xiao Ziyu helped Xiao Jingchen sit up, and then handed the honey water to Xiao Jingchen's mouth.

Xiao Jingchen took a few sips.

"Big brother, I know you're uncomfortable, but you can't spoil your own body like this. Xiao Ziyu spoke again.

"I know, not in the future, Yu'er, have you had breakfast?"

"Yes, I've eaten it. ”

"What's going on over there Jing'er? Did she ask you about last night, how did you answer?" Xiao Jingchen asked.

Xiao Ziyu knew that she was lifting a stone and hitting herself in the foot, but now, she really didn't know how to answer?

She couldn't bear to hide it from Xiao Jing'er last night, and now she naturally couldn't deceive Xiao Jingchen, Xiao Ziyu felt as if she had fallen into a strange circle, a strange circle that she didn't know how to get out.

It's a very uncomfortable feeling.

"Big brother, in fact, I have something to tell you, but I don't know if I said it, can you accept it?" Xiao Ziyu said tentatively.

Xiao Jingchen looked at Xiao Ziyu's reaction, and probably knew it in his heart, and couldn't help asking, "You still can't help it, and you have a picture with Jing'er and Pan?"

Xiao Ziyu nodded, "Yes, I said it." ”

Xiao Jingchen's mood was very calm, "Actually, I also expected that the relationship between you and Jing'er made it difficult for you to hide it from her, and Jing'er's temperament will definitely ask you, just say it, in fact, I also want to open it, this is Jing'er's true identity, she also has the right to know, hiding it from her is not a way after all, sooner or later, I have to say it." Xiao Jingchen said in a deep voice.

"What is Jing'er's reaction, is she sad, is she unacceptable, I'm just afraid that she can't stand this fact, it's really a trick..." Xiao Jingchen said with a worried face.

"Last night was very sad, hugged me and cried for a long, long time, always said that I love you, always said that you are finished, I can't accept this fact, and finally cried and cried and fell asleep. Xiao Ziyu said truthfully.

Xiao Jingchen smiled bitterly, "I know the same feeling, don't say it, it's my desperation alone, and if I say it, it's the despair of the two of us, and it's going to be desperate after all." ”

"Big brother, I'm sorry for you. Xiao Ziyu suddenly spoke.

Xiao Jingchen looked at Xiao Ziyu with a suspicious face, "What's the matter? Jing'er can't have something wrong, right?"

"Jing'er is fine, but she seems to have lost her memory?" Xiao Ziyu stammered a little, she was really afraid that Xiao Jingchen would jump up.

Sure enough, Xiao Jingchen almost fell off the bed directly, he looked at Xiao Ziyu and asked word by word, "What do you say, you say it again!"

Xiao Ziyu sighed and said, "I don't know what's wrong with Jing'er, she remembers everything, but she just forgot everything about last night and the matter between her and you." ”

When Xiao Jingchen heard this, he immediately froze.

For a long time, Xiao Jingchen didn't speak, Xiao Jingchen was silent, and Xiao Ziyu didn't speak.

After being silent for a long time, Xiao Jingchen said lightly, "Actually, this is not a good thing. ”

Xiao Ziyu's eyes widened, her eyes looked at Xiao Jingchen in disbelief, and said, "Big brother, what did you say, you say it again?"

Xiao Jingchen smiled, "Actually, this is really not a bad thing, Yu'er, do you think, if Jing'er forgets the love between me and me, then she can face her life experience calmly, even if she is the princess of Nanzhao, what is the situation?" Although the war between Daewoo Dynasty and Nanzhao is about to break out now, but in terms of the overall situation, Nanzhao has little chance of winning, and the war will end sooner or later, right?"

Xiao Ziyu nodded, Xiao Jingchen's analysis is good, this war will not last long, it will always end, after the end, once the peace talks, Xiao Jing'er's life experience is not a big problem, as long as she does not marry Xiao Jingchen, it is okay to continue to stay in the Daewoo Dynasty, and what Xiao Ziyu thinks is that Xiao Jing'er's identity can be concealed for as long as long, since even Xiao Jing'er has forgotten, why should she mention it?

"When the war is over, sooner or later we will return to peace, to be honest, as long as Jing'er doesn't marry me, her life experience and our Xiao family don't have much conflict, now she has forgotten, it's a good thing for her, don't have to bear so much pain, hide it from her first, if you can't hide it, tell her again, but don't mention the relationship between me and her anymore, just act as if everything hasn't happened, just in front of three years is a dream, father and mother, I will personally say it, you personally tell the whole family, no one is allowed to mention the matter between me and Jing'er, and our family affairs will be stopped." 。 Xiao Jingchen made a decision almost quickly.

Xiao Ziyu felt a throbbing pain in her heart when she heard this, Xiao Jing'er forgot it, she wouldn't feel pain, but did her brother forget it too?

"Brother, can you forget? Can you bear this heartache? If you didn't like Jing'er so much, you wouldn't torture yourself to be like this. Xiao Ziyu said with distress.

"I'm fine, I'm a man, in fact, my biggest pain comes from the fact that I can't bring happiness to Jing'er, I can only bring her endless pain and despair, thinking of this, I can't forgive myself, a man, if you can't make the woman you like live a happy life, it's better to let go of her, but I also understand that if I let go of her, she will still be in pain, which is why I have been suffering. Xiao Jingchen's voice was very low, but Xiao Ziyu listened, not as sad and desperate as before.

"Actually, now Jing'er doesn't remember the relationship between us, but I feel a little lighter, this is the best ending for her, and what happens to me, it doesn't matter. Xiao Jingchen didn't think about his feelings at all, all his worries were on Xiao Jing'er.

"Big brother, I really understand, you must like Jing'er so much. Xiao Ziyu was very moved when she heard it.

In fact, Xiao Jingchen said and did this, Xiao Jing'er probably wouldn't know.

And Xiao Jing'er doesn't remember everything between them anymore.

"I like Jing'er very much, I like it very much, but sometimes, letting go is also a kind of fulfillment, isn't it?" Xiao Jingchen asked with a smile.

"I know, big brother, it's all for Jing'er's good, but are you really willing to give her up like this? Two people who love each other are separated like this, I think it's a pity. "Xiao Ziyu is always very worthless for them.

"Look at you, here you are again, I don't remember what I said just now, sometimes, letting go is also a kind of fulfillment, right? If being together just makes both of you unhappy, then why force it?" Xiao Jingchen said with a smile.

"Well, I see, then do what the eldest brother says?"

"Yes, Yu'er, thank you. Xiao Jingchen nodded and said.

"Big brother, it's not appropriate for you to say this. Xiao Ziyu glanced at Xiao Jingchen.

"Yes, you're my sister, and it's right for you to help me. ”

"It's just big brother, I'm thinking, if Jing'er remembers it all of a sudden, then what should I do? The main thing is that she forgot it without warning, it's already incredible, if one day, if she remembers it all, what should it be?" Xiao Ziyu was still a little worried.

"Although I am not very proficient in medical skills, I once heard Dr. Li say that Jing'er's memory of when she was a child, that is, the things that came before coming to our house, all of them were forgotten, which is abnormal in itself. ”

"Deliberately?" What does this mean? Xiao Ziyu didn't understand.

"It's probably also a kind of human instinct to escape, that is, for things that you don't want to face, or that make you very painful, you choose to forget, Jing'er should be like this. Xiao Jingchen said.

"Really, it's so profound, I don't understand. Xiao Ziyu said again and again.

"Actually, I don't understand, it was also discussed with me by Dr. Li at that time, because I was bent on helping Jing'er find her relatives, so I discussed these things with Dr. Li, if that's the case, then I don't think Jing'er usually thinks about these things, so many years, she hasn't remembered the previous things, which proves that deep down in her heart, she has been running away. Xiao Jingchen analyzed.

"What you said seems to make a lot of sense, if that's the case, then don't worry too much that Jing'er will remember, after all, it's been more than ten years, she hasn't remembered what happened when she was a child, and as long as she thinks about it, she will feel a headache, probably because she really doesn't want to think about it. Xiao Ziyu said sadly.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!