In the evening, the bar box room.

Tong Yufei sat alone in a dim corner, making it impossible to see his expression, his hands kept moving, like a machine, and kept sending wine to his mouth.

It seems that he is a little drunk, and he does not seem to be drunk.

Tong Yufei seemed to be unconscious, drinking cup after cup.

"Tong Yufei, what's wrong with you, it's like eating gunpowder. Zhao Hao, who was sitting on the side, watched Tong Yufei keep drinking and said.

From Tong Yufei to now, he has been drinking, and everyone knows that Tong Yufei must be in a bad mood.

Tong Yufei didn't seem to hear Zhao Hao's voice, he didn't speak, just drank one cup after another, silently.

"Oh, what are you drinking, didn't you call me out? Is it just to see you drinking, what's wrong, you should tell your brother, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Hao really couldn't stand it, and directly took the wine in Tong Yufei's hand, and asked unhappily.

I happened to be bored at home today, and was called out by Tong Yufei with a phone call, he thought that Tong Yufei had something to do, who would have thought that for most of the day, Tong Yufei didn't say a word, just cared about drinking himself.

"Uh...... Zhao ...... Zhao Hao, I ....... Let me tell you, I came out of the Tong family, I finally came out of the Tong family, and I don't have to look at their faces anymore, Zhao Hao..... I'm happy, happy ........" After speaking, Tong Yufei snatched the wine from Zhao Hao's hand and drank it in one gulp.

"What?!Tong Yufei, isn't it, you were kicked out by the Tong family?" Hearing Tong Yufei's words, Zhao Hao shouted.

No wonder he said that during this period of time, how did this Tong Yufei feel weird, it turned out that it was because he came out of Tong's house.

"You know, I've been thinking about coming out of Tong's house for a long time, and now I'm finally here. Holding the wine, Tong Yufei smiled confusedly.

Yes, leaving the Tong family has always been something he has been trying to do, and now that he has finally left the Tong family, his heart feels a lot more comfortable.

"Is it because of that person?" Looking at Tong Yufei, whose face was slightly red, Zhao Hao asked a little tentatively.

Regarding Tong Yufei's past, perhaps, he is the one who knows a little about Tong Yufei's past.

And he also knew that that person had always been a scar in Tong Yufei's heart, and until now, it has not healed.

If it was because of that person, then it would be forgivable for Tong Yufei to leave the Tong family, after all, as early as the beginning, it was those people, his so-called relatives, who forced that person to death.

"I've always been sorry for her, if it weren't for my identity, she wouldn't have used it, she died early at such a young age, I didn't protect her, and Zhao Hao, it wasn't the Tong family who kicked me out, it was me who left the Tong family, I didn't want to stay in the Tong family, from the moment I knew that she was forced to die by them, I was thinking all the time, leaving the Tong family, but all along, I didn't make this decision, now, I don't want to endure it, so I chose to leave the Tong family, the Tong family didn't have me, I can still turn up, I just want to be alone now, the Tong family made me too depressed, suppressed for three years, and finally couldn't help but want to leave. With the strength of the wine, Tong Yufei said in one go.

As early as the moment he knew that Ah Jing had passed away, he planned to escape from the Tong family, in order to let him marry someone he didn't like, the Tong family actually forced his beloved woman to death, how could he still treat them like before, so leaving was the last choice he made.

"Do you know, Zhao Hao, in fact, sometimes I often think, if I am not the eldest young master of the Tong family, then Ah Jing will not die, and I can be with my most beloved woman, will I live with Ah Jing all the time, but why, why am I a member of the Tong family, the eldest young master of the Tong family, it is because I am the eldest young master of the Tong family, so I can't even decide who the person I like is, I can't protect my most beloved woman, and I can't choose who the person I want to marry is, Zhao Hao, you say, am I particularly useless, even the beloved woman was forced to death by themI would not have dared to ask them for justice for the woman I love the most, if I had known that I would let her suffer this because I loved her, I would have preferred that I had never met her, so that she would not have been forced to die by them because of me. Lying on the stage, Tong Yufei said with drunken eyes, "Zhao Hao, what is the use of saying that I want the identity of the eldest young master of the Tong family, I can't even do what I want to do, this identity can't bring me the life I want, why do I still need this identity? If I can't even protect the woman I love, why do I need this identity!"

"So, Tong Yufei, you left the Tong family by yourself? But Tong Yufei, have you ever thought that you are a member of the Tong family and have the closest relationship with the Tong family, this is something that you can't change, or do you think that this kind of bloodline can really be said to be able to be cut away?" Zhao Hao did not agree with Tong Yufei's statement, and asked rhetorically.

After all, no matter how you say it, Tong Yufei's identity as the eldest young master of the Tong family can never be changed, so where can you really say that you can give it up.

It's a painstaking process.

And he didn't say that Tong Yufei did something wrong, and he also knew that the position of that person in Tong Yufei's heart, what Tong Yufei's choice was, he wouldn't interfere too much, because this was Tong Yufei's own choice, so for Tong Yufei's choice was to leave Tong's family, and his opinion was reserved, neither against nor support, but if that person knew what Tong Yufei was like now, she would definitely be very sad.

"I know, I know all this, it's because I know, that's why I'm so confused, on the one hand, my most beloved woman, on the other hand, my parents who raised me, I really don't know what to do, and in the Tong family, I stay, it's really getting more and more depressed, because as long as I step into the Tong family, I can't help but think of Ah Jing, as long as I see Xia Zixin's woman, I can't help but want to kill her, if it weren't for Xia Zixin's insistence on marrying into the Tong family, Ah Jing would not have died, it was Xia Zixin's woman who forced Ah Jing to death, and it was Xia Zixin's woman who occupied the position that should have belonged to Ah Jing。 Thinking of this, Tong Yufei's eyes were a little hideous.

If it weren't for Xia Zixin's woman, if it weren't for her insistence on marrying into the Tong family and marrying him, Ah Jing would not have been forced to die, and it was this woman named Xia Zixin who caused all this.

"But, haven't you also punished her in the past three years?" After a pause, Zhao Hao said.

It was because Tong Yufei was reluctant to marry this woman named Xia Zixin, so in the end, after having to marry Xia Zixin, he didn't look at this Xia Zixin with his eyes, in the past three years, why Tong Yufei, a person who didn't have much lace news, became lingering among the flowers, it was because he wanted to take revenge on Xia Zixin, because the person he wanted to marry was not the person he wanted to marry, and the person he wanted to marry was forced to death by others, so, under the constant suppression, Tong Yufei became more and more degenerate, and he was no longer the young man he was。

"Heh, what if you take revenge? Can Ah Jing come back to life? These are the consequences she deserves, as early as when she insisted on marrying into the Tong family, she should have thought about what her future life would be, she thought that after she forced Ah Jing to death, I would still treat her well? Foolish dreams, if I can spare her life, it is already the best, love, she doesn't deserve it!" As long as Xia Zixin is mentioned, Tong Yufei's emotions will be excited and become more irritable.

Over the years, although Xia Zixin has been currying favor with him, all this can't make Ah Jing come back to life, perhaps, only when Ah Jing really comes back to life, the account between him and Xia Zixin will be settled, otherwise, he and Xia Zixin will never be able to speak well.

"Tong Yufei, why do you bother, after all, people can't be resurrected after death, and it's not a way for you to be so persistent. Zhao Hao didn't know how to persuade Tong Yufei, because this was a knot in Tong Yufei's heart, and only when he came out by himself could he really let go.

He can understand Tong Yufei's pain, otherwise, Tong Yufei and he have been lingering among the flowers for three years, because of Ah Jing, a woman.

He is using his own self-depravity to make up for his debt to Ah Jing back then.

Tong Yufei always thought that if he hadn't been forced to agree to marry Xia Zixin, Ah Jing wouldn't have died.

It took Tong Yufei three years to repent, so that until now, Tong Yufei still hasn't come out of this shadow, and Xia Zixin spent three years tasting her persistence back then, insisting on marrying into the Tong family and marrying Tong Yufei, so that until now, she has not been treated squarely by Tong Yufei, and there are just endless empty rooms, endless sympathy and pity outside and her husband's lace news.

He didn't know if Xia Zixin would regret his original decision, but he knew that Tong Yufei really regretted it, regretting that he didn't resist the pressure of the family at that time, agreed to marry Xia Zixin, and then lost his most beloved woman.

"I don't want to continue to cling to it, but when I think of Ah Jing, I can't forgive them, I really can't laugh with them like before, this is what I owe Ah Jing, I'm sorry for Ah Jing, it's me who didn't protect her, if I don't blame myself, I really don't know, what's the point of living, because I know that Ah Jing has always blamed me, blamed me for not rushing over to save her, so, all these years, she has been blaming me, and, even in my dream, she has never gone in, I know that Ah Jing she didn't forgive me, and Ah Jing she didn't forgive me, it must be because she didn't forgive those who hurt her, and I, how could I forgive them, it was they who forced my most beloved woman to death, what right do I have to forgive them. Saying that, saying that, after Tong Yufei drank a glass of wine, he cried loudly.

Yes, Ah Jing didn't enter his dream, it must be because he didn't rush over in time to save her, but married another woman, so he didn't even want to give him a thought.

And Ah Jing has not forgiven those who have hurt her, so what qualifications does he have to forgive them.

"Zhao Hao, do you know, Ah Jing didn't forgive me at all, she didn't even go into my dream, she was punishing me, you know? In the end, Tong Yufei said incoherently.

"Yufei, I know, over the years, you have not felt good, okay, okay, don't drink it, I'll send you home first, where do you live now, I'll send you back." Zhao Hao is his best friend, and he is also uncomfortable when he sees Tong Yufei drunk.

This good friend of mine is really living a very hard life.

"Home, where do I have a home? I don't have a home, I have no home, I have no home, I have no ........home, I have no home," Tong Yufei said when he heard Zhao Hao's words.

In his only remaining consciousness, where there is no Ah Jing, no place is considered home, and where there is Ah Jing, it is considered home, but Ah Jing has been lost by him, and he has no home.