42. Confession

"If a person has a dream, he will have the motivation to move forward, if you don't try to contact Xue Ziqi, how do you know what she thinks? These days, let me ask you, as a man, have you ever taken the initiative to find her? Any woman, even if it is a high-ranking queen mother, is also a woman, women are born to like to be chased, they are always passive, but you don't work hard, you give up, is it all worth it? Are you willing?" Situ Shiyuan's words were like a series of cannons, leaving me speechless, and I couldn't find any good words for a while.

"But don't you say that the Eight Dharmas of Nirvana will never allow love and family affection and all kinds of emotions and desires to be mixed in it?" I looked at him, at the disabled person in front of me, but with his rich experience, I couldn't see him as a complete disabled person, he was more like a wise man.

Situ Shiyuan returned to his wheelchair, just standing for a while, it made him sweat profusely, his body was too weak: "Do you think that Xue Ziqi will be happy if she is imprisoned in a birdcage for the rest of her life?"

Situ Shiyuan no longer spoke, but left me, and said a word from a distance as he walked: "Don't let your decision today become the reason for your fifty years of regret!"

My breathing began to be rapid, it is true that such a deep thing, I didn't think about it, everything is just my own passion, I just use my own thoughts to decide everything, maybe Xue Ziqi doesn't think so!

Thinking of this, I felt an inexplicable power surging in my heart, I looked at the distant figure, my eyes were full of reverence, but at this time, the sky darkened, and it actually snowed, the snowflakes fluttered, like petals, sprinkled one after another, and the snowflakes sprinkled on my shoulders, I seemed to think of something, and immediately called for the thunder teeth, sat on the thunder teeth, and ran towards the colorful mountain......

I'm not an emotional idiot, as early as when I was on Tiger Wolf Mountain, I knew the so-called love between men and women, when I was only fourteen years old, but I had a close relationship with a maid, and often had trysts in my room, but I was unlucky, but I met my father, Mr. Sun.

Old man Sun grabbed me and beat me badly, and beat this maid to death in front of me, and from then on, I was not close to women, but my brother Sun Huan secretly ate forbidden fruits everywhere.

This is an unpleasant memory, but it is also a memory that affects my emotional outlook, I turned over and entered the gate of the Heavenly Fire Sect, and the disciples guarding the door naturally knew this person who had collided with the second senior brother Yuan Zhong, so they let me in, but at the door of the atrium, I saw Xue Ziqi that I had always dreamed of......

Ziqi's declining figure shuttled through the heavy snow, and a faint flame light had already appeared on her body, and no snowflake could fall on her body.

"Ziqi!"

"This, long time no see, Ziqi, beautiful again. "I walked into Xue Ziqi, but smelled a burst of osmanthus fragrance, it turned out that there were osmanthus trees planted on both sides of the atrium, at this time it was already winter, and the osmanthus flowers had also opened, exuding that gentle fragrance.

Ziqi slowly straightened up, her eyes also fell on me, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, she smiled slightly, but suddenly left, Sun Wuji saw that the situation was not good, and hurriedly stopped Ziqi: "What's wrong, you seem to be in a bad mood, what happened to the corners of your mouth?"

However, Ziqi suddenly stopped, her smiling face looked so cold at this time, and Xue Ziqi, who I knew, became two people at all, I wanted to stretch out my hand, but for some reason, the hand was halfway out, but I retracted it again, looking very reluctant:" Don't talk if you don't want to speak, I'm here to see you, by the way, my cultivation has reached the fifth heaven, do you remember our agreement, participate in the martial arts competition together, of course, your cultivation is more powerful than before, I know that I am not your opponent, but I think, I should be able to surprise you when the time comes......"

I laughed bitterly at myself, as if everything was like I was making my own feelings, and suddenly I felt that my existence was like a ridiculous clown, listening to Situ Shiyuan's words, I came here in a hurry, but Xue Ziqi poured a basin of cold water on my face, which also made me sober up from head to toe, and I was ready to leave.

Just as I turned around, a gentle voice came from behind me: "Let's go for a walk." ”

The words were very pure-hearted, but they also made my originally gray heart suddenly add some color, and I immediately turned around and agreed.

In a corner of the inner courtyard, it was silently empty, and I was very excited, I didn't know what Zi Qila was doing here, but I had some expectations, of course, I didn't know what I was expecting.

Ziqi leaned on the pillar of white jade, her fluttering hair, and blew on her face at will: "I, if one day you find out that the me you know is not the real me, what will you do?"

"Isn't it really you? aren't you Xue Ziqi, just kidding, Ziqi, have you encountered something?" I smirked, and simply sat down on a stone slab.

"No!" Ziqi suddenly said loudly, "I mean, what would you do if I had always hidden the real me in my heart?

"No matter what you do, you are the Xue Ziqi I know!" I said categorically, "What an illusion, I don't believe in illusion, I only know my eyes!"

My powerful words made Xue Ziqi's delicate body tremble slightly, she was obviously shocked by my aura, although my cultivation is not large, but the aura should not be underestimated, "You misunderstood what I meant!"

Xue Ziqi couldn't find an excuse for a while, and her pretty face turned into an apple, which was delicate and attractive.

Looking at Ziqi's expression of wanting to speak and stopping, I knew that it was very likely that there was some rift between me and Ziqi, and what I had to do now was to have a good relationship with Ziqi, but in my heart, the love that I should have had was not spoken, I knew that the longer time passed, the more difficult it would be for me to say these words.

Man is such a pretentious animal, some things would rather be suffocated in the stomach, but refuse to share with others, say it, but I naturally know the importance of these things, my chest rises and falls, but the obsession makes me speak: "Do you remember the days in the cave?"

"Well, remember, that life-saving grace, I'm afraid I won't be able to repay it in this life. Xue Ziqi looked at me with an intoxicating smile, "Are you going to ask me to return the favor to you?"

"Then you don't need to pay it back, I just want to tell you, why I didn't do anything to you at that time, but I never gave up on you, because since you were at the foot of Tiger Wolf Mountain, you revealed your true identity to me It turned out to be a girl, I know that I have fallen in love with you, and I can't help falling in love with you, I know very well that there is a gap between you and me, and this gap makes it impossible for us to be together......"

I stepped forward and took two steps, and my figure looked very lonely: "But if I don't say these words now, I'm afraid you won't be able to know my mind for the rest of your life, since the first time I saw you, I knew that my heart has been imprisoned by you in a warm corner, and your smile and cheek make me feel sad......"

I swallowed dryly and sighed: "I'm done, this is the purpose of my coming this time, it's just such a simple thing, now you know, then I have fulfilled this wish, even if it is impossible between us, can we still be friends in the future?"

"Who said don't?" Xue Ziqi put her hands on her chest, her chest rose and fell at the same time, and a pair of eyes had already abandoned her previous indifference and indifference, and were replaced by a pair of ruby tears!

The beautiful eyes thrilled me, Ziqi quickly took two steps forward and hugged me: "How can I know if you don't say it? How can I tell you what is in my heart if you don't say it? But you are very stupid, you know?"

"What stupid?" I laughed, feeling Xue Ziqi's warm embrace.

Xue Ziqi gritted her teeth, but still spoke: "You don't even know who I am, what if I used to be a woman in a green house? What if I used to be a lady who was trampled by 10,000 people? What if I used to be a mother? What if I was a bad woman who used to use intrigues and tricks? What if you didn't mind? What if it ......?"

When Xue Ziqi said just in case, I had already put my arms around her shoulders and kissed the pair of warm and moist lips domineeringly, Xue Ziqi instinctively resisted, at the moment of being kissed by me.

"Oh, don't!"

Xue Ziqi pushed me away, and at this time, Guanghua's face was covered with sweat, fine sweat, and I said strangely: "Did I hurt you?"

Ziqi shook her head, tears finally fell, she didn't say a word, but suddenly jumped up, turned into a red streamer and left me, I stroked the residual temperature on my lower lip, and the feelings in my heart were also very complicated, it seemed that in Xue Ziqi's body, there were some unpleasant experiences, but these didn't matter, I was more concerned about how Xue Ziqi ...... Crying......