Chapter 30: I'm Married to You

Ling Xiaoye bit her lower lip and didn't answer him, she was afraid that once she agreed, then she would sink again, and her heart would hurt again.

Her heartache, again and again, how many times can she bear it,

Ling Xiaoye's silence was exchanged for Shi Lei's deeper possession and demand, he wanted her, he wanted her to know that he never wanted her, and he never loved her alone.

His domineering, his deepening again and again, her heart softened, and the hands that were originally resisting had been wrapped around him,

Letting go of everything in the past, the two have no scruples, and they love endlessly and madly without caring at all,

"I hate you so much," Ling Xiaoye said to Shi Lei when she was at the peak of her love, but tears flowed from the corners of her eyes,

She hated him, if it wasn't for the deep love in her heart, she couldn't hate, so, her hate was based on love, if she could, how much she wanted herself not to sink, not to be soft-hearted, but, everything became in vain,

"Okay, as long as you're happy, hateful, or loved, I won't care at all," Shi Lei just wanted her to stay by her side,

Ling Xiaoye bit down on his solid arm so much, she hated it, hated the man in front of her for taking everything away from her, hated her heart for being so powerless,

She and him, can they start again,

"What do you want, it's been more than a year, why did you appear again," Ling Xiaoye asked him, she thought that for more than a year, he had been doing well, without her entanglement, without her stalking, no one would want to form a family with him,

He can still enjoy his life freely, what's the difference,

"I've never left," Shi Lei said in her ear.

It should be said that he still has unchanging feelings for Ling Xiaoye, he has been waiting for her to come back, waiting for her to smile at him,

Ling Xiaoye listened to his words and stopped speaking,

He never left, so how could she ever leave?

Between the two of them, they just come and go like this, passing by, there is nothing left, perhaps, only the emptiness in the heart, the love that can't be let go of in the heart,

The two of them lingered in love all night, Ling Xiaoye leaned on Shi Lei's arms, and the sense of security that she had never felt spread in her heart,

woke up early, the man next to her hadn't woken up, she reached out and stroked his handsome face, over the past year, how many times, he entered her dreams, but never said a word, maybe, just like him, even if it was face to face, the two didn't know what to say,

Shi Lei doesn't know how to say anything sweet, she already knows it, doesn't she?

She raised her lips and smiled bitterly, his embrace, she shouldn't be nostalgic,

Ling Xiaoye slowed down her movements and was about to get up from the bed, but suddenly a strong arm around her waist encircled her, making her freeze even lifting the quilt, he was awake, did he wake up early in the morning,

Then the sigh she just had, the little action he just made, did he know it?

Ling Xiaoye lost her mind in a panic, she wanted to pull away the arm that restrained her, "You let go of me, I should go back, this is not a place that belongs to me,"

Shi Lei brought her back into his arms, "Night and night, promise me, don't leave me, okay,"

"It's not good, it's not good," Ling Xiaoye immediately shook her head, she couldn't leave, and she couldn't help herself, but she didn't want to give in to him again,

"Whether you agree or not, this time, I will marry you," Shi Lei made up his mind, he owed her, he would make up for it, a wedding, or more, he would give it to her, as long as she wanted, he would give it,

Hearing Shi Lei's words, Ling Xiaoye stopped struggling, what did he say just now, he said that he was going to marry her,

If he had said such things to her more than a year ago, she would have been very moved, and now, she has long since stopped caring about this,

Whether it's a wedding or love, her persistence is exchanged for her heartache,

"Shi Lei, I think you are mistaken, I don't want to marry you, maybe, once I wanted to marry you and be your wife, but now, I don't want to at all, I have no fiancé, I have nothing to do with you, I have my own life, and I also like my current life, so don't bother me anymore, okay," Ling Xiaoye pushed him away,

"Mr. Shi, from now on, from this moment on, I no longer have anything to do with you, if you have physical needs, please find someone else, I won't love you stupidly anymore, I won't love you anymore, do you understand, so, for my good, please don't show up again, let alone let me hate you," Ling Xiaoye held back the tears in his eyes and yelled at him,

She wants to get rid of all relationships with him, love relationships, or bed relationships, there will be no more,

Shi Lei wanted to hold her, but in the end, he still got dressed by Ling Xiaoye and left step by step.

She said, she is fine now, she said, she will not love him anymore, she said, his appearance will make her unhappy, so is he going to leave her, never appear in front of her again, her happiness, naturally others will give,

Ling Xiaoye almost ran away from Shi Lei's apartment, squatting on the side of the road, but crying loudly,

Her heart hurts, why should she deny it if she is obviously in love with Shi Lei, if she admits it, they will be able to be together and start over, isn't it,

Maybe it's her pride and self-esteem, maybe she really doesn't want to go back, so she refuses like this,

She hardened her heart and left him away from her, which should have been right,

Since that day, Shi Lei will still drive to the downstairs of Ling's enterprise, or will watch Ling Xiaoye return to the apartment safely every day, he will leave with confidence, and after that day, he did not live in the apartment, but lived in the villa by the sea, here, is the home he wants to give her,

She doesn't want it, so he feels it himself,

However, Shi Lei is still sleepless at night, relying on alcohol to anesthetize himself, Shi Lei, who never gets drunk easily, goes to work in the company every day with a pair of panda eyes and is still full of alcohol.

On such days, he didn't carry it in the end, and his stomach ulcer was admitted to the hospital.

Leng Yan and Jiang Ruoxi appeared in the ward, "Lei, are you better?"

Shi Lei's face was pale, bloodless, and very ugly, but he still nodded and said it was okay,

Jiang Ruoxi glanced at Leng Yan, "I'll talk to him," there are some things, maybe, she can help,

"Sister-in-law, do you want to tell me about the night," Shi Lei thought about it, and knew what Jiang Ruoxi wanted to talk to him about alone.

Jiang Ruoxi nodded, "That's right, don't you think you should face this matter well?"