270 I hate that I will not have you again for the rest of my life
When Tong Yufei saw Ah Jing again, it was already a month later.
got the address given to him by Xia Zixin, and he got on the train alone and went to a place where there was a woman named Ah Jing.
Ah Jing said that she left S City, and she really left S City.
Following the address, Tong Yufei came to a remote mountain village, where the economy is not developed, at least, from Tong Yufei's point of view, the conditions here are really poor.
Walking on the muddy road with no cement road and potholes, Tong Yufei's mood was very complicated, he didn't know what Ah Jing had encountered these days, which would make Ah Jing so disheartened, so that Ah Jing chose this way to escape.
But Tong Yufei knows that these days, Ah Jing must not be doing well.
Otherwise, Ah Jing would not have chosen to come here.
Ah Jing teaches in this remote mountain village.
This is what Xia Zixin told Tong Yufei.
And because Ah Jing is a college student of S University, although she has not yet graduated, but because of the economic conditions and teaching conditions here, Ah Jing came to teach for free, plus Ah Jing is a young girl, she is a good person, and she is very beautiful, so in this small mountain village, Ah Jing is very popular, especially in the eyes of those men who have not yet married a wife in the village, Ah Jing is like a fragrant bait, everyone wants to be good to Ah Jing, because the folk customs of this small mountain village are relatively simple, so the villagers also take care of this foreign beauty to teach。
Walking on the road with the breath of Ah Jing, Tong Yufei's mood was satisfied.
In the past month, he has been thinking about Ah Jing all the time, but now he is about to see Ah Jing, why, he is a little withdrawn.
Tong Yufei knew that he had retreated, he was afraid of seeing Ah Jing, and he was afraid that he didn't know how to tell Ah Jing about what had happened in the past month, and he was even more afraid that it would disturb Ah Jing's peaceful life now.
Tong Yufei went to the classroom where Ah Jing taught, in fact, it was not called a classroom at all, because in Tong Yufei's eyes, this classroom was not even a shelter from the wind and rain, but Tong Yufei saw that Ah Jing was writing seriously word by word on the shabby blackboard, and those children were eager to look at the words written by Ah Jing on the blackboard.
When Ah Jing was about to turn his head after writing, Tong Yufei realized that Ah Jing must have seen himself when he turned his head, because he was afraid that Ah Jing would know that he had come, so Tong Yufei quickly hid against the wall.
In fact, Tong Yufei didn't know at this time, in fact, in Ah Jing's afterglow, Ah Jing saw the scene of Tong Yufei secretly watching her outside.
Seeing Tong Yufei again, Ah Jing found that Tong Yufei had lost weight, and his beard was not shaved, and the whole person looked spiritless and decadent.
Ah Jing found that these days, Tong Yufei didn't seem to be living as well as he imagined, but became a little vicissitudes, a little decadent and spiritless, as if the whole person had been drained of his soul, and the walking dead were alive.
And these days, because there is no Ah Jing, Tong Yufei has indeed come over like this.
As early as when Ah Jing learned from the mouths of the villagers that there was a strange young man in this small mountain village, Ah Jing knew that this stranger was likely to be Tong Yufei, Tong Yufei He came to this small mountain village, like when her father died, she suddenly said goodbye, he found her all the way, and this time, he once again came here and found her.
As for why Ah Jing was so sure that this strange young man was Tong Yufei, because in this remote mountain village, ordinary strangers would not come here, and not long after she came here, another stranger came, Ah Jing didn't have to think about it, she guessed that that person was Tong Yufei, and just now, she finally determined that that person was Tong Yufei.
It's just that since Tong Yufei doesn't let her know that he has come, then she will treat it as if she hasn't seen him, as long as Tong Yufei is him, it's okay.
But why, my heart still hurts so much.
Ah Jing didn't know what Tong Yufei came over secretly and didn't let her find out, but she knew that Tong Yufei didn't want her to know that he had come.
Because Ah Jing had tested Tong Yufei several times, Tong Yufei just looked at Ah Jing silently, but he never appeared in front of Ah Jing.
Ah Jing didn't know what Tong Yufei's purpose was for coming this time, she only knew that Tong Yufei would follow her quietly every time, looking at her, not appearing, not talking, just following silently at close range.
Once Ah Jing secretly went to Tong Yufei's place in this small mountain village, outside the window where Tong Yufei lived, Ah Jing secretly heard, in Tong Yufei's mouth, he was calling his name, the voice was very small, but inexplicably, she just heard it, at that time, she almost couldn't help but want to push the door in, telling Tong Yufei that she was here, but in the end, after all, reason would defeat herself, she silently kept tears alone, and then left.
And Ah Jing didn't find out that when Ah Jing was crying and leaving, Tong Yufei quietly came to the window and watched Ah Jing leave, and then he also cried, crying like a tearful person.
On the second day, Ah Jing didn't see Tong Yufei again, so all day long, Ah Jing seemed to be in a trance, even when the child asked her questions, Ah Jing didn't hear it, and finally Ah Jing secretly went to Tong Yufei's place after class, and the neighbor next to him was not at home, so Ah Jing secretly went in, and then Ah Jing found that Tong Yufei was sleeping there with a red face, seeing this appearance of Tong Yufei, Ah Jing was directly frightened, and ran directly to Tong Yufei's bedside, crying and shouting Tong Yufei's name, and I don't know if Ah Jing's shout made Tong Yufei hear, Tong Yufei opened his hazy eyes, and then saw Ah Jing, he thought it was in a dream, and then shouted Ah Jing's name vigorously.
And hearing Tong Yufei shout her name, Ah Jing cried again, she took Tong Yufei's hand and told Tong Yufei that she was here, and Ah Jing's words seemed to appease Tong Yufei, Tong Yufei smiled, the first time after finding Ah Jing, laughed, laughed very silly, just like Ah Jing promised to be his girlfriend, laughing silly, looking at Tong Yufei laughing silly, Ah Jing couldn't help laughing, crying again, just grabbed Tong Yufei's hand one by one, kept crying, laughing..........
That day, Ah Jing accompanied Tong Yufei all day and took care of Tong Yufei all day, and after Tong Yufei had a fever, he finally reluctantly left Tong Yufei's residence.
The next day, Tong Yufei woke up, looking at the unchanged environment around him, his eyes dimmed again.
After washing, Tong Yufei got out of bed, then pushed open the door, and continued to insist on what he had to do every day, that is, to look at Ah Jing quietly from a distance.
That day, this was the first time in so long that Tong Yufei saw a smile on Ah Jing's face, Ah Jing smiled very shallowly, but it was still captured by Tong Yufei.
Ah Jing's smile is still the same as at the beginning, very sweet and seductive.
So, in the past few days, Tong Yufei would follow Ah Jing every time, but he never appeared in front of Ah Jing, and Ah Jing didn't seem to know Tong Yufei's existence, living her own life every day, except for occasionally Ah Jing would secretly go to Tong Yufei's residence to see Tong Yufei, and Tong Yufei would secretly go to Ah Jing's residence to see Ah Jing, and the two of them lived in this quiet mountain village tacitly.
Sometimes, Tong Yufei saw Ah Jing laughing very shallowly when he was playing with those children; Sometimes, Tong Yufei saw Ah Jing teaching every student seriously, answering every question asked by each student, answering very attentively and seriously; sometimes, Tong Yufei saw Ah Jing sitting quietly under the plane tree, looking up at the sky, his thoughts didn't know what he was thinking, and even his eyes were a little melancholy, but he couldn't go up to hug Ah Jing and say to her: With him, don't be afraid........
Tong Yufei stayed in this remote mountain village for two weeks, during these two weeks, no one came to disturb him, no one called him, even Xia Zixin and the people in the family did not come to urge him, here, Tong Yufei enjoyed the life of Ah Jing, even walking on the muddy road, even the transportation is not very convenient, not even entertainment activities, this is incompatible with all kinds of this small mountain village, but because of Ah Jing, he feels that this is his paradise.
Because Ah Jing is here, even if everything here is so unbearable, Tong Yufei is not the slightest uncomfortable, and even feels that this is the happiest time he has ever lived.
And Xia Zixin's phone call completely broke this quiet life, after receiving Xia Zixin's call, Tong Yufei knew that he should leave, before Tong Yufei left, Tong Yufei took a photo of A Jing, which is a photo of A Jing seriously answering students' questions, with this photo, with the reluctance and longing for A Jing, Tong Yufei left this small mountain village that brought him happiness, and at the moment when Tong Yufei left, when Tong Yufei turned around, A Jing silently watched Tong Yufei walk out of the small mountain village and embark on the way to S City, and she just watched silently, standing lonely, without speaking。
Ah Jing didn't catch up and asked Tong Yufei to take her away, and she didn't appear in front of Tong Yufei from beginning to end, she knew that the responsibility that belonged to Tong Yufei still let Tong Yufei leave here after all.
And these days, the tacit companionship may be the last memory between her and him.
In the future, Tong Yufei has his own life, and she should spend this life slowly and alone in Tong Yufei's memories.
Between her and Tong Yufei, it is like this beautiful bubble, which will dissipate when touched, and there is no guarantee of beauty, and she will spend the rest of her life with this beauty, and will never disturb Tong Yufei's life again.
The day after Tong Yufei returned to S City, he was informed that tomorrow was the day he got married, and he didn't refuse, he was afraid that if he refused, he would never see Ah Jing again, and he didn't know that at the moment when he didn't refuse, Ah Jing was the night before he got married, and on the night Tong Yu flew away, Ah Jing died, and died quietly.
Tong Yufei knew that when Ah Jing died, it was the second day after he got married, and when he got the bad news about Ah Jing, Tong Yufei didn't think about it, and directly hid that there was Xia Zixin at home, and went to the small mountain village where Ah Jing was, where he finally knew, it turned out that when he had a fever that day, it was really Ah Jing who was taking care of himself, not dreaming, but because Ah Jing told the neighbor not to tell him, he didn't know all this.
After he knew it, he cried like a tearful man again.
He really lost a woman named Ah Jing forever.
Ah Jing died on the night Tong Yu flew away, in order to save a child named Ah Niu.
At that night, it was raining very much, because the people in the village were looking for the child named Ah Niu, and when Ah Jing found Ah Niu, because of the landslide, a boulder on the mountain hit Ah Jing's head, because of excessive bleeding on the spot, and the medical conditions in the village were not good at that time, so because the treatment was not timely, in the early morning of the same day, that is, on the morning of Tong Yufei's marriage, Ah Jing died.
In the end, it was Tong Yufei who took away Ah Jing's body and took Ah Jing's body away in this small mountain village, no one knows where Tong Yufei buried Ah Jing, only that Tong Yufei would disappear without a trace for a period of time during the year, or he was drunk in the bar where Ah Jing worked on the day of Ah Jing's death.