087 An indelible imprint
Seeing Jiang Xiaoxiao again, Jin Guangyan felt inexplicably angry. However, his mother had a rare kind face towards him, and the expression on Jin Guangyan's slightly stunned face eased and sat down opposite them silently.
"Brother Guangyan, you are usually very busy at work, right?" Jiang Xiaoxiao took the initiative to speak.
"Hmm. Jin Guangyan replied coldly.
"Brother Guangyan, what are your hobbies?" Jiang Xiaoxiao still maintained a proper smile.
Entertainment hobbies, what do you have to do with it? Jin Guangyan said impatiently: "No. ”
Jiang Xiaoxiao was slightly embarrassed, but Mother Jin started a round: "Guangyan is a workaholic, how can he have time to cultivate any hobbies?"
Jiang Xiaoxiao nodded obediently and agreed: "Men should naturally focus on their careers. ”
"It's still fair to smile and be considerate, there are too few empathetic girls like you now. Mother Jin praised meaningfully.
Jin Guangyan felt more and more irritable, so he simply buried his head in eating, only hoping that the meal would end early. It's just that Jin Guangyan just put down his chopsticks and was about to find an excuse to leave, when Jin's mother had already spoken: "Guangyan, stay here tonight or go back to you?"
"I'll go back to my side, I still have some business to take care of. Jin Guangyan said humbly, he must go back to Yan Xiaoxiao tonight. Yan Xiaoxiao's heart had just loosened, and he wanted to take advantage of the victory to pursue.
"Hmm. Mother Jin nodded, Jin Guangyan didn't have time to breathe a sigh of relief, and heard her mother's instructions: "Then you will send Xiaoxiao home later, it is not safe for her to go by herself, I don't worry." ”
How could he not understand his mother's thoughts? If he said that he was worried about Jiang Xiaoxiao's safety, and there was no driver at home? Jin Guangyan felt awkward, and because of his mother's inconvenience, he said in a sullen voice: "Well, I know. ”
Bored flipping through the newspaper in the living room, Jin Guangyan looked at his watch from time to time. There was an impatient look on his face, how could he be so grinding when he ate a meal? Finally, his mother and Jiang Xiaoxiao walked into the living room, and Jin Guangyan immediately got up.
"Aunt Jin, then I'll go back first. Jiang Xiaoxiao spoke very interestingly, Jin Guangyan felt more and more depressed, and he had to swallow the anger in his stomach.
The sports car quickly stopped in front of Jiang Xiaoxiao's house, and Jiang Xiaoxiao said flatteringly: "Brother Guangyan, I know you still have work to do, so I won't delay your time." The next time I have a chance, I'll invite you to come in and sit down, okay?"
Stretching out his hand not to hit the smiling person, Jin Guangyan was a little depressed, Jiang Xiaoxiao didn't seem to say anything, how could he open his mouth to explain the relationship between the two people? Jin Guangyan was a little depressed, and replied coldly: "Let's talk about it later, goodbye." ”
Jiang Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, and when he came back to his senses, Jin Guangyan's sports car had long since disappeared. How can you do this to me? Jiang Xiao stomped his foot angrily.
Compared with her anger, Jin Guangyan's mood was slightly better. Finally able to see Yan Xiaoxiao, Jin Guangyan thought of the luggage in the trunk, and he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. When he went back to change clothes in the morning, he had already packed his daily necessities very smoothly and consciously.
At this moment, he pressed the doorbell of Yan Xiaoxiao's residence a little excitedly, and couldn't help but fantasize about what Yan Xiaoxiao's expression would be when he saw his suitcase. But what he was waiting for was not the sound of the door opening, but the ringing of his mobile phone. "Yan Xiaoxiao", Jin Guangyan looked at the name displayed on the mobile phone screen, was slightly surprised, and came back to his senses and pressed the answer button.
Yan Xiaoxiao did have something to say to him, but she couldn't say anything to the earpiece. In her silence, as smart as Jin Guangyan, she more or less guessed a little bit of her thoughts. He was a little helpless, worried that she would regret that he had already sped up, but he didn't expect that he still couldn't catch up with her. The fickle woman, Jin Guangyan smiled bitterly and pretended to speak naturally: "Yan Xiaoxiao, come and open the door." ”
Why, Yan Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a little aggrieved. From before dinner until now, she looked at the clock several times. In the end, even she felt like a complete fool. She was waiting for him, but what about him? In the midst of disappointment and anxiety, her heart gradually cooled down, only to realize how ridiculous she was. He didn't say anything, but she was looking forward to it, isn't this self-inflicted?
Jin Guangyan outside the door didn't move for a long time, he was slightly impatient, and his tone unconsciously had a little more commanding flavor: "Yan Xiaoxiao, hurry up and open the door, let's go in and talk about something." ”
If Yan Xiaoxiao just felt that she was stupid before, then at this moment, the grievances, loneliness and disappointment hidden in her heart poured out, and Jin Guangyan's words made her feel embarrassed. He still regarded her as an underground lover who could come and go at any time, right? So he could come over openly when he wanted to, and he didn't even have to say hello when he wanted to leave. Yan Xiaoxiao, what do you want to change? Jin Guangyan's restart, including the inexplicable sentence I love you, is just a casual remark, only you, a fool, will believe it, right? Open your eyes and see, can anything change between you? Anger gradually turned into pain, and she could never turn time back. Therefore, the moment her and Jin Guangyan's dirty deal began, it was destined that there could be no innocent love between the two of them.
He and she were not equal in the first place, how could she expect them to get along like everyone else? The past is an indelible imprint, not necessarily because it is profound, but because it has been truly experienced. The corners of Yan Xiaoxiao's eyes were slightly moist, but his voice was flat: "Jin Guangyan, you go, don't come to me in the future." ”
It's not that he doesn't know that she has a shadow in her heart, even if he thinks of the way she stabs the broken glass bottle into his chest in despair when she thinks of her hands stained with blood, he still feels a heart-wrenching pain. Although he had no intention of hurting her at the time, after all, it was his anger and negligence that made things irreparable and made her hurt so badly in front of him. Although she was easily soft-hearted, she still resented him deep down, right? It's just that, even if there were times when he was powerless, for example, he couldn't erase the memory that made them both painful. So, could she give him the time and the opportunity to prove that it was just an accident?
She could resent him for torturing him, but could she not push him out of her world? He was willing to accept the punishment she gave him, he was willing to pay for his actions, but he couldn't give up on her. Finally indulged in his pursuit of happiness, he didn't want to even have a chance to start. Jin Guangyan stood dejectedly against the door, there were only a few thin doors between him and her, but it seemed to be separated from the whole world.
His silence made Yan Xiaoxiao on the other end of the phone think several times that he had angrily pinched off the phone, but the time of the call kept changing. Yan Xiaoxiao looked at the phone in a daze, but the raised finger never pressed. Her eyes turned in the direction of the door, and there were tears in her eyes.