Chapter 192: The Story of the Past
"By the time we found out it was already the next day, and my mother was crying so much that she almost collapsed, and I was going to chase her back, and I didn't know where she had gone after all night, but I must admit that my sister was smarter than me, and she had expected that I would go after her, and it was a big road to go out, and I could find her no trace anyway. ”
"She felt that she was a burden, a burden to the family, and she didn't want to drag us down, and when she heard that I was going to drop out of school, she left alone, and I chased in front for two days, ran hundreds of kilometers, distributed so many leaflets, and asked so many people, but it was useless, and she was like disappearing into this world. ”
"I was not reconciled, I wanted to continue looking, I only thought at that time, she may not necessarily go ahead, she may go somewhere else, I ran home, the people in the village also searched, they all shouted nearby, but there was no news. ”
"Thinking about it, I think she should still be near her home and hasn't gone far. Su said regretfully, and Zhang Fan nodded, I went home and checked the things at home, she brought a flashlight, but I didn't get any news along the way that someone turned on the flashlight.
"Later, I thought, did she go to the back mountain, because at night, you need a flashlight to go to the back mountain, and if you go to the road, you don't need a flashlight, my mother is sick in the hospital, and I can't take care of her, so I go to the back mountain alone. ”
"The back mountain of our house is the same as the primeval forest, that is, hunting before entering, especially many woods and fruit trees or something, wild boars also have, I think my sister is not so bold, it is impossible to go to the deep mountains, looking for a long time, no progress, and then I saw a path, that is the place that leads to my father's grave, it is also a bit deserted, I walked over, I am a person, I don't believe in ghosts and gods, I dare to go hunting alone at night. ”
"Did you find her there?" asked Sue curiously.
"You guessed it, when I found her, she had already dug a small pit, I don't know the hoe I found there, it was next to my father's grave, and the whole person was like a wild man, if I hadn't come secretly, she would have been hiding, because someone had already come here to look for her, maybe she was too hungry, she hadn't eaten for more than two days, and she was already hungry, and when I came over, I saw her digging hard, and then she slowly lay in it alone. ”
"That was the first time I hit her, hit her in the face, and if I didn't find her, she was already starving, and she was actually digging a grave for herself, and she was hiding from so many people, and she was like a wild man. ”
"She was very timid, she dared to run out at night, and then hid for two and a half days, and now let her go to the night to walk without daring, she was very timid, but that time was particularly big, there was a hare with her in those two days, she raised it for several years, and then the hare died, and she went to the hospital again, during my college years, my mother had a lot of things at home, and no one cared about her, and she actually suffered from depression, and now I am afraid that she will be cranky. As he spoke, Zhang Fan raised his head, his coming was just a little bitter, but his sister, that can't be described as bitter, she has always been racing against death.
is also a child in the family, she will always get more than her little sister, in order not to drag down the family, in order to allow herself to continue to go to school, she is not even afraid of death, running away from home alone, digging a grave for herself.
"I also told Chenxi that we will get married in the future, but I must take my little sister with me, which I also said when I was at home, she is really pitiful, you know? I bought her a necklace of a little more than 10,000 yuan, she actually cried for a long time, has been reluctant, a month in school is a few hundred yuan, sometimes in order to save money and eat without eating, very stupid and stupid. ”
"The future will get better and better, isn't it good now? She doesn't have to worry about anything, just go to school with peace of mind, just don't think nonsense, her brother will take care of her for the rest of her life, she doesn't have to worry about anything. Su regretted gently hugging Zhang Fan's head and comforting him softly.
Su regretted that the relationship between the brother and sister was different, as if it had exceeded the previous relationship between the brother and sister, but today I heard Zhang Fan talk about those things in the past, Su regretted that everything was very normal, so many things happened, the relationship between the two brothers and sisters had long been indelible, and her attachment to her brother had become very normal.
If it is an ordinary family, an ordinary lover, if you get married with a sister-in-law, few people will be willing, but Su regrets that this man will not give up this little sister, no matter who he marries in the future, this little sister may leave at any time, she is really pitiful.
There is no possibility of curing this disease, and it is hereditary, which is really unfair to her, she is only nineteen years old, and she still has a lot of youth.
There are two little beauties sitting in a small Malatang shop in Binhai, one is still wearing a blue school uniform with a ponytail, and the other is a little more fashionable, wearing a silver knitted sweatshirt.
The two of them are actually sympathetic to each other, Song Zhuzhu is a serious heart disease, although it sounds very dangerous, the survival rate is not high, but she has always been optimistic, the other is multiple organ failure, as long as she calms down, the incidence rate is not high, but she has faced death much more times than Song Zhuzhu.
The last time I met on Song Zhuzhulou, and then the two girls became good friends, and they would make an appointment to meet on weekends, climb the mountain, and then go shopping, and have a big meal in the evening.
In Song Zhuzhu's eyes, eating KFC is a big meal, and Malatang is also a medium meal.
I don't have to go back to school on weekends, I said that I would play together for the past two days, and I just happened to be able to sleep with Song Zhuzhu tonight, and today is still Song Zhuzhu's very generous treat, more than the last time I invited Zhang Fan, it was a big bowl, and I don't know if they can finish it.
"Sister Zhilan, envy you, it would be nice if I had an older brother, how boring it would be to play alone, after I get married, I will definitely have two children, so that they can play together, and I can't find anyone to play with me every time." "How old is Song Zhuzhu, she is actually thinking about the future, whether she can survive in the future is one thing, her situation is particularly dangerous, and living for one more year is God's attachment to her.
"Sister Zhilan, how many do you want to have?" Song Zhuzhu didn't know Zhang Zhilan's situation, otherwise she wouldn't have asked this question, a girl, but she was infertile, Zhang Zhilan lowered her head: "I'll help my brother take care of the child." ”
"Then you let your brother have a few more, it's fun to have a few more, really, the big brother is getting more and more annoying, he always beats people, and he won't be invited to a big meal next time." Song Zhuzhu bit a piece of yuba and ate it.
"It's up to my sister-in-law. "Zhang Zhilan is also an adult, she must know more than Song Zhuzhu, Zhang Zhilan is now a celebrity in the school, but many people pursue it, and there is still a little difference from a little girl like Song Zhuzhu.
"Shhh, Sister Zhilan, how many sisters-in-law does the eldest brother have?" Song Zhuzhu asked in a low voice, still afraid that others would hear it, there are only the two of them here.
"One?" Zhang Zhilan asked strangely. "Who is the other very beautiful, especially beautiful big sister?" Song Zhuzhu saw Su Regret last time at school, and she was fascinated at that time, and she was fascinated by Su Regret.
"You said you regret your sister, it's your sister-in-law's sister, Zhuzhu, did my brother take her to find you?"
"That's right, last time, I was treated to a treat and bought me a gift, but my classmates were envious and jealous, or drove a BMW, I heard that it was precious, Sister Zhilan, wait a while, I'll teach you to play a game, it's very fun." Song Zhuzhu remembered her dance troupe again, and planned to let Zhang Zhilan play too, she now has to play every weekend.
"I don't like to play games, I'll just watch you play. In fact, Zhang Zhilan also likes to eat such things, otherwise the two of them would not order so much, she also likes to drink porridge, anyway, she likes cheap things, it is too difficult for her to change her consumption habits.
would rather be scolded by her brother, she can't be lavish, and she feels very distressed to spend an extra penny. "Sister Zhilan, I really envy you, why didn't my parents give me a sister or sister and brother, look at you, your brother thinks of you everywhere, although he is so fierce to you, but it is also for you, you see, there are so many rag dolls in your house, there is only one in my family, or I saved a lot of money to buy it, okay, let's go." The two stood up and held hands.
"Do you want me to give you one, I also have one in my hometown, and my brother buys one every year, and I can't put it on the bed. Zhang Zhilan looked very happy.
"Forget it, I'd better study hard, why am I so miserable, if I have something to eat, you can give me a little bit. Song Zhuzhu opened the door and took Zhang Zhilan into his room, his parents hadn't come home yet, they usually didn't come back until after twelve o'clock.
The first thing Song Zhuzhu did when he came back was to turn on the computer, and then log in to the game, and forgot everything else, Zhang Zhilan sat down, watched her play, and felt very interesting to watch her play, sure enough, the girls' interests and hobbies are the same, and I don't know when she is going to play tonight, now Song Zhuzhu has locked the room very decisively, and it will be good if her parents come over and see her come back after a while.
None of her parents know about computers, and the woman may take care of her, but Song Zhuzhu is so smart, she is secretly playing, and she doesn't dare to hit the keyboard so loudly.