Chapter 134: If Life Is Only as First Seen
Tianhao nodded, at least at the last moment when he returned to reality, he didn't receive any messages from Xiaoxue. Tianhao felt that he loved Xiaoxue more than Xiaoxue to himself, because a year and a half ago, he spent a lot of effort to get Xiaoxue back. So this time he easily agreed to Xiaoxue's breakup, and Tianhao thought that the relationship between them would definitely end.
Lin Yu threw the last handful of corn kernels in his hand on the ground, causing a rush of pigeons, since Tianhao's wish has been fulfilled, then he will no longer have any worries in the world. Lin Yu took out his mobile phone and prepared to open the Grim Reaper game, it was time to send Tianhao to the Soul Realm.
At this moment, Tianhao's face suddenly changed, and a different memory suddenly rushed into his mind, and he hurriedly said, "Lord Death, please wait a minute!"
Since Tianhao has returned to the current point in time, according to the course of history, he has a year and a half that is different from the past, and this difference mainly comes from his actions at the dinner table of Yangcheng Restaurant.
Tianhao felt that a lot of pictures flashed in front of his eyes, like a fast-playing video, he didn't need to see it clearly with his eyes, those pictures were directly implanted in his mind.
The timing of these pictures begins after he bids farewell to his parents at the train station, and Tianhao realizes that this is a history that has been refreshed by himself.
In fact, in this new memory, most of the events are still exactly the same as in the past. Tianhao still does his job as a photographer every day, and because of his obscurity in the industry, Tianhao can only get some unskilled and low-paying jobs, such as taking wedding photos for a couple or a group of model photos for an online store.
In his spare time, Tianhao will bring his camera to discover the beauty of the city, whether it is the back of a cleaner cleaning the street in the early morning, or the moment when the car on the street stops and waits for the grandmother to cross the street, and sometimes it is just an empty alley and the afterglow of the sunset on the wall of the alley.
Tianhao is constantly trying his best to shoot better works, although the major photography exhibitions still do not recognize his talent, but Tianhao likes his current state, he can enjoy life and work.
These memories did not change because Tianhao returned to the past, but he soon discovered that there was a person in those pictures who should not have appeared, and this person was Xiaoxue.
Tianhao originally thought that after being refreshed by himself, there would be no more Xiaoxue, and they would become complete strangers. But Xiaoxue's familiar appearance still entered his memory, they held hands and hugged each other again, found a house facing the sea and starry sky, and lived a small life that only they could experience.
Tianhao's eyebrows furrowed, his lips trembled unnaturally, and the expression on his face was no different from a normal person crying, if he could still shed tears now, Lin Yu would definitely see a man crying in front of him.
"What's wrong, what did you see?" Lin Yu sensed that something was wrong, and asked a little eagerly. Although the Grim Reaper Game told him that he would not let the souls who returned to the past change the course of history, nor would they be allowed to change their fate, Lin Yu was still worried about the legendary butterfly effect. As the so-called occasional vibration of a butterfly's wings in the Amazon rainforest may cause a tornado in Texas, USA, since Lin Yu has the ability to clock in the opposite direction, he also shoulders the responsibility of maintaining historical order, he does not want to see some people and things disappear in this society for no reason.
"Lord Death, I didn't break the rules, going back to the past, I just agreed to Xiaoxue's proposal to break up, but, but..."Tianhao's mood calmed down a little, but the picture in his memory still made him immersed in pain and couldn't extricate himself, he told Lin Yu this new story 1510...
Tianhao deleted all the contact information about Xiaoxue on the night after Xiaoxue proposed to break up, although even he didn't know why he was so decisive, but Tianhao had a deep-rooted thought in his heart that he would never continue to be with Xiaoxue.
At this time, Tianhao and Xiaoxue have not lived together, so deleting contact information seems to be able to completely cut off the relationship with a person, but Tianhao has a sense of relief while enduring the lingering heartache at the same time. This kind of self-contradictory psychology makes Tianhao very incomprehensible and painful, and the sad feeling is real, is it because I still like Xiaoxue? But since I like her, why do I break up so decisively?
Tianhao himself couldn't think of the reason, he felt as if his mind was controlled by another force, which told him that breaking up with Xiaoxue was the only right path. Tianhao understands this as a guide in the dark, maybe he is really not suitable for Xiaoxue, as her father said, it is impossible for her to afford a house in Yangcheng in a short period of time, and Xiaoxue's life with her will not be guaranteed.
Tianhao put aside the contradictory thoughts in his mind, since he decided to break up, he should put more energy into his work, as long as he can make a name for himself in the photography industry, everything will be in the future.
Tianhao keeps himself busy so that he can forget Xiaoxue faster, he even took a job taking graduation photos for college students, looking at those energetic young people wearing bachelor's uniforms, Tianhao always thinks of the first time he saw Xiaoxue.
At that time, Xiaoxue was also a senior graduate, she took the comic works in her hand to apply for a job in an animation company, when she was on the bus, Xiaoxue looked at her shy smile, Tianhao felt a tingle in her heart every time she thought about it.
If life is only as it was first seen, how good it would be, Tianhao sighed silently in his heart, he didn't understand why he and Xiaoxue had come to this point, maybe feelings really couldn't overcome reality.
Tianhao spent a week in a busy situation, he felt that he was no longer as sad as he was at the beginning, sure enough, time can heal everything, as long as he was given another busy time, Tianhao felt that he might really be able to forget Xiaoxue.
But when he came home from work on this day, Tianhao found a familiar figure outside the door of his rented apartment, and she was sitting there with her arms crossed, looking like she had been waiting for a long time. This person is none other than Xiaoxue, who broke up with Tianhao for a week.