Chapter 476: A Different Experience
Jian Xiyan has never been in contact with a psychiatrist, she has always felt that the people who are engaged in this profession are very mysterious and far away from her, but she has not come into contact with them one day, well, just look at it, whether it is a doctor or a doctor, there is always no harm, she just thinks it is a little weird.
Murong Wenyu quickly arranged a meeting for Jian Xiyan, it is said that this psychiatrist is quite influential in Sucheng, and it is not easy to ask him out, of course, the cost and use are beyond the reach of ordinary people.
"Yu, can you go in with me?" When she arrived at the door, Jian Xiyan was a little hesitant, there was no way, she just felt weird, and this strange feeling made Jian Xiyan pause her pace of progress.
"I wanted to go with me too, but the doctor told me that you had to go in by yourself. Murong Wenyu pinched Jian Xiyan's face, there is no way, big-name people basically have some personality.
"Are you really going? I think it's better to forget it. Jian Xiyan pulled the corner of Murong Wenyu's clothes like a child, and then said with a pout, I don't know why, I just went to see a psychiatrist, how do I feel like keeping up with the execution ground Yes, she found that she couldn't hear it.
"Be good, obedient, and when it's over, I'll take you to eat something delicious, and encourage me. Murong Wenyu leaned over and pecked Jian Xiyan's lips lightly.
"I'm not a child, and I need to eat something delicious. Jian Xiyan pouted, how could she treat her like a child.
"Since you're not a child, why are you afraid to see a doctor?" Murong Wenyu rolled his eyes.
"Whoever says he's scared, go and give a reward when he comes back. Jian Xiyan opened the door and got out of the car, yes, what are you afraid of, the other party will not eat her.
"Well, it has to be rewarded. Murong Wenyu's face was full of doting, he found that he was not a person with high pursuits, he just wanted to be with Jian Xiyan every day and live an ordinary life.
It's just that in this position, it's hard to be simple.
Jian Xiyan walked in "majestically", but as the target approached, her momentum began to decline, and her steps became slow, and she was even a little nervous, despising her own uselessness.
"Miss Jane will wait a while, and Dr. Shen will be there later. The assistant took Jian Xiyan to a closed room and then withdrew.
In addition to a few chairs and a few green plants in the huge room, what attracted Jian Xiyan more was the portrait of a beautiful woman on the opposite wall, there was no other decoration, the woman in the painting smiled quietly, but Jian Xiyan always felt that her eyes were full of sadness, that kind of helpless sadness.
Quietly looking at the woman in the painting, I felt that she looked like a person, but I couldn't remember who she looked like.
The soothing music flowed in every corner of the room, and it was also very fast, Jian Xiyan, who was still all kinds of rejection before coming in, was quiet at the moment, she walked straight to the chair and sat down, then closed her eyes and listened to the music like gurgling water.
I involuntarily sketched a very beautiful picture in my mind, a small bridge and flowing water, in the painting, a young woman sat by the window, quietly looking into the distance, and there was her lover on the rippling boat in the distance.
Immediately, there was a storm and rain, which almost overturned the boat, and the woman leaning against the window suddenly lost her face.
Jian Xiyan opened her eyes violently, then looked at her chair, and then let out a long sigh, very good, the chair is dry, she is really worried that she will lose control and lead to an embarrassing situation, after all, this is not home.
When I close my eyes again, the music is still soothing, but the image I just had just now never appeared again.
"Can you tell me, what did you hear, and what did you think?" A slightly hoarse, but extremely nice voice sounded from overhead, and the sudden voice made Jian Xiyan open her eyes again.
"Ah......" After seeing the other party's face, Jian Xiyan suddenly bounced up from the chair, then blinked her crystal eyes, and stammered: "How, how, yes, it's you, Jun, Junchen, big brother." ”
"Brother Junchen?Well, you call me Brother Junchen, you are the first person to call me like this, a very strange name, but it doesn't feel bad. The man tugged at the corners of his lips, and his smile was like a clear stream in a mountain stream, giving people a cool and refreshing feeling.
Jian Xiyan looked at the face opposite, which was very similar to Jun Chen, and listened to his tone, as if she didn't know her.
"Well, Miss Jane, I'm Shen Junchen, the doctor in charge of you, we're going to get along for a while, let's sit down and talk." Seeing that Jian Xiyan was still standing stunned, Shen Junchen motioned for her to sit down.
Shen Junchen, Jian Xiyan chewed these three words carefully in her heart, similar faces, the same name, but he was not her Junchen eldest brother, otherwise it shouldn't be this attitude.
Also, Brother Junchen left and went to where he should go, but this Doctor Shen has been living in Sucheng, and he is very well-known in his heart, because of this similar face, he confuses himself.
"I'm sorry, I misidentified the wrong person, Dr. Shen and a friend of mine are so similar that I thought it was him. Jian Xiyan smiled embarrassedly, why are there so many similar people, which always makes her unconscious.
It turned out that it was because of admitting mistakes, how could there be a trace of loss.
"Not only is it the same, but the name is also the same, isn't it?" Shen Junchen raised her eyebrows, because she called herself Brother Junchen, in fact, when he heard the voice of Brother Junchen, his heart inexplicably flew a few beats, and he felt unusually good.
"Yes. Jian Xiyan nodded, it was also at this moment that Jian Xiyan understood why Murong Wenyu kept saying that she was stupid, she was really stupid, and it didn't matter if she recognized the wrong person, she never knew what Brother Junchen's surname was, she just called him Brother Junchen.
In fact, Jian Xiyan just didn't know what Junchen's surname was, she didn't know anything about him, she didn't know where he came from, she didn't know what he did, she didn't know his age, and she didn't know where he went after leaving.
"Yes, there is such a coincidence, so that it has aroused my interest, if possible, can you introduce us to each other?" Shen Junchen glanced at Jian Xiyan and said.
It is amazing to know that there are people who are very similar to you.
"I wanted to, but it was hard, I don't know where he went or if I'll ever see him again. Jian Xiyan's gaze crossed Shen Junchen's shoulder and looked somewhere behind him, and there was a faint sadness in her eyes.
The reason why we are separated is to get together better, I don't know why, Jian Xiyan really doesn't like this sentence, separation is not a pleasant thing, time is changing, the earth is turning, who can be sure if we can really get together after separation, she doesn't like that kind of uncertainty.
"Well, that's a pity, but I'm sure you'll see each other again, the day you need him. When he said this, Shen Junchen's gaze lingered on Jian Xiyan's face for a few seconds, and no one paid attention to the emotion that flashed in his eyes.
"I hope so. Jian Xiyan shrugged, and said that everything has its own certainty, and she will wait for that day to come, not because of need, but because of the family affection that cannot be let go.
"Sit down, Miss Jane, and let's continue with the conversation we just had. Shen Junchen motioned for Jian Xiyan to sit down.
Jian Xiyan nodded and sat back in the original chair, while Shen Junchen chose to sit down on the chair opposite her, looking at the face in front of her, Jian Xiyan still couldn't help but think of Brother Junchen, how was he? How is he doing? Why didn't he give her a little information.
"Now is it possible to answer my question? Shen Junchen looked at Jian Xiyan with a smile, his smile was warm and unguarded.
"Question, what question?" For a while, Jian Xiyan didn't know what question Shen Junchen was referring to.
"I want to know what Miss Jian heard from the music, and then what came to mind?" Shen Junchen said, when Ding Yijie called him and told him about Jian Xiyan's situation, he directly chose to refuse, he was just a doctor who assisted in mental recovery, and he was not a doctor who could cure all diseases, how could he find him.
Because of his refusal, the call was transferred to Murong Wenyu's hand, he did not ask him to answer the patient, but just briefly told him about their love, and finally Murong Wenyu said: "I just want my lover to let go, and then be happy, I believe you can, so choose." ”
I don't know if he was moved by their love, or moved by the sentence behind him, in short, he nodded and agreed to take Jian Xiyan, a patient, before seeing Jian Xiyan, he had learned something about her with Murong Wenyu, maybe from that moment on, he had treated her as a friend rather than a patient.
"This ......" Jian Xiyan shook her fingers, she didn't know why he asked this, and she didn't know how to answer him, she just thought it was a very fresh and comfortable music, so she listened quietly for a while, and then a series of pictures appeared in her mind involuntarily, those were just some fantasies.
"It's okay, just tell the truth, I need your answer. Shen Junchen gave an encouraging look, he needed to explore her mental situation through her expression.
Because people are different, the visual and auditory angles are different, the same thing, because it is different people, then the feeling is also different, just like an abstract painting, you see a tree, and he may see a mountain.
"I heard the sound of running water, and a picture of a small bridge and flowing water came to my mind, and the picture of people in the painting, followed by a storm. Jian Xiyan answered Shen Junchen's question truthfully.
When I just closed my eyes and listened, it was indeed like this.
"Okay. Shen Junchen nodded, and then opened his mouth again: "Ask another question, can you tell me, why are you here?"
"I ......" Jian Xiyan found that this was a difficult question to ask, she came here because of some kind of illness, but it was really embarrassing to say such words to a strange man.
"It's hard to answer, yes? Then try not to think of me as a doctor, but as a friend. Shen Junchen looked at her, and Jian Xiyan only realized at this time that his eyes were as black as a pool, which made people deep.