The sky was gray, the drizzle was falling, and the passengers who got out of the cars on the side of the road rushed to the entrance of the airport. ，

In the corner of the glass wall on the left side of the door, beyond the erected blue suitcase, was a long-haired girl sitting on the steps with her legs bent, her head buried deep in her arms and her body trembling softly.

At the top of the stairs, there is a canopy to shelter from the rain, but once the wind blows, it will sweep the rain down.

I don't know how long I sat down, but the girl's coat was mostly wet by the rain at this time, and the soft long hair hanging down from the two ponytails was covered with fine droplets.

Tang Xiaonan tightened his arms, obviously his chest was so painful, but his whole body was numb, he couldn't feel a trace of coldness, and he just wanted to bury his face deeper.

When she bent down and cried to apologize to Teacher Emily, when she ran out of the airport crying, she found that she seemed to have been abandoned by the whole world, and there was nowhere to go.

What a great opportunity to study abroad or the best Manhattan School of Music. It was, it was a wish she never dreamed of, and now the wish has come true, and the distance is within reach, but at the last moment, she retreated.

However, from the beginning, her father and mother had great expectations for her, as well as her sister who loved her the most, including those relatives and friends at home.

Obviously, as long as you follow the teacher forward, as long as you board the plane, you will be dead hearted. However, at that moment, her heart felt like it was being cut piece by piece by a sharp blade, and if she took another step, she felt that she would collapse.

Yes, before this, after knowing her heart, she already knew that the piano was no longer her only dream, nor was it the only thing she worked hard for.

Get your boarding pass. When she clearly knew that she was going to leave here, she suddenly understood that no matter how painful she was, she wanted to stay, stay by her family's side, and stay by Ruan Ruan's side. also stayed in his life, even if he could only watch from afar in the future. Even if she can only watch it painfully in the future, she is willing to bear it, only praying that she will not let these things go, and only pray that she will not let it end like this.

didn't get on the plane, Emily's last expression was disappointment, such a rare opportunity, the opportunity that many piano students dreamed of, she just gave up so evasively.

Dad, Mom, Sister they know. He must have been disappointed, Ruan Ruan knew it, and he would, did he?

The bursts of colic in her chest made her constantly tighten her arms and hide inside, it was a world that belonged to her alone, she could not smile, or she could no longer be strong.

The wind stopped. The raindrops that rolled up from time to time dissipated, and Tang Xiaonan let go of his hand. Slowly lift the little face of the crying flower from the arm.

A wide black umbrella sheltered the wind and rain, and under the umbrella, stood a figure who could not return here. In an instant, her eyes were full of tears, like a crack in a desperate world, and like a ray of light that could be expected in the dark night.

Gave up, surrendered. I just want ...... Wish......

Loosening his tightly bitten lips, looking at the figure who squatted down, and looking at the warm smile that had forgotten him, Tang Xiaonan grabbed Lin An's shirt like a life-saving straw, and leaned his head obliquely. He cried loudly, wantonly venting the grievances, sadness, reluctance, self-loathing, and pain that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time......

The rain stopped not long after it fell, and the sky became even darker, as it was almost evening, and the sky was cloudy, so it was very dark.

Coming out of a clothing store near the airport, Lin An handed the newly bought coat to the car, and waited for Tang Xiaonan to knock on the window to signal to change his clothes, then he opened the car door and sat back in the driver's seat.

The car started and continued to drive outside the city, the road was slippery in the rain, and the car could not be driven thanks to it, and it was estimated that it would be very late to return to Changxi.

For a long time, he always thought that studying abroad was Tang Xiaonan's greatest wish, and he still thought so when he came to the airport to say goodbye today.

After saying goodbye, when he was about to walk out of the airport, he turned around and bumped into the complicated eyes that Tang Xiaonan happened to look at. At that time, he had a feeling that maybe Tang Xiaonan was not as looking forward to studying abroad as he had been, and the reason why he had to go was because of Emily's frequent invitations from Teacher Emily and the layers of expectations that her family had added to her, so she had to go because of these promotions.

Before taking the car out of Haisha City, remembering the look back that seemed to be clearly imprinted in his mind, he returned to the airport with inexplicable intuition, and sure enough, he found a person hiding in the corner Tang Xiaonan, a Tang Xiaonan who was so painful, so weak, and so sad.

On the highway, the cars in front and behind became fewer, turning into the slow lane, Lin An turned his head and glanced at it, and gestured to the back seat with the new coat to buy back the tissue, "Are you better? If you still want to cry, there are tissues in the back!"

"Thank you. As if he hadn't heard Lin An's joke, Tang Xiaonan embarrassedly put down the tissue in his hand. I had just been crying outside the airport for a long time, and when I got to the car, I cried for a while. The first time I howled and cried outside like this, it was still in front of him, and now that I am sober, I can't wait to find a hole in the ground to drill first.

The ridicule didn't cause a reaction, so Lin An couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, seeing Tang Xiaonan bowing his head and nervously pulling the tissue in his hand, he laughed and persuaded, "If you don't go now, you won't go, it's not that it will be good abroad, this time we won't worship foreign flattery, learn the piano well in China, and when we become famous in the future, we will go abroad to teach those people." ”

The Manhattan School of Music is the world's top music school, especially for piano and composition, which is very famous, and many famous musicians and pianists have studied there, such as Dimitri, Jeffrey Cohen, ......

Seeing Tang Xiaonan's face turned sideways, while breaking his fingers, he reported a long list of names like a number of family treasures, Lin An couldn't help but be speechless. Just now, someone was crying and saying that they didn't want to go abroad, and now, there is a little bit of a lack of wanting to go to Manhattan!

Glancing at Lin An's expression, Tang Xiaonan covered the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, turned his face to the window, and chuckled with watery eyes, as if he was very happy to play tricks on Lin An once.

"You know, it's your fault! I always say that I play the piano well, but after listening to Emily play that time, I don't have the confidence to go abroad. If you say this, then you have to be a teacher and be diligent and teach me more. ”

Facing the car window, she quietly looked at Lin An in the reflection of the glass, and the oncoming vehicles illuminated this small space flickering, "...... You are responsible. ”

Seeing that Tang Xiaonan's feelings seemed to have finally improved, Lin An replied with a dumb smile, "Well, you must be responsible." ”

He didn't believe it, and felt that the reason why Tang Xiaonan chose to give up in the end today was because he was reluctant to his family and Ruan Soft.

Besides, Tang Xiaonan went to study abroad at this age, the age is really a little young, the world view and outlook on life are still very immature, and going abroad will be more likely to be misled by some bad ideas.

Secondly, Tang Xiaonan is really talented in the piano, and it is a pity that he can't go to Manhattan this time, but as I said before, it doesn't mean that if you stay in China, you won't have a future.

In the past few years of high school, in the basic courses, he was taught by Teacher Xue Yi, and he was very confident in improving his skills. In the future, when he goes to college, he can let Tang Xiaonan go to the best music school in China, and he still has a way to help with this "favor".

It's really not good, it's okay to let Tang Xiaonan go abroad at that time, and it's more reassuring to be older. (To be continued......)