Chapter 210: Xiaobei's thoughts

"Xiaobei, where are you?" Su Xiaoxiao called Xiaobei and asked in a quiet tone.

"I'm on the rooftop. ”

"I'll go find you. ”

Su Xiaoxiao hung up the phone and tiptoed out of the house, Su's mother was already asleep, it was late at night at this time, Su Xiaoxiao was quite embarrassed to call Xiaobei, but he didn't expect Xiaobei to sleep.

Su Xiaoxiao tiptoed out of the house and came to the rooftop, it was late at night, the community was dark, most of the people had already slept, Su Xiaoxiao was quite embarrassed when he called Xiaobei, but he didn't expect Xiaobei to not sleep, and he was still sitting on the rooftop, presumably Xiaobei's heart was also very unsettled.

When Su Xiaoxiao walked to the rooftop, Xiaobei was sitting on the edge of the tall building with his back to Su Xiaoxiao, his legs were on the bottom, and the moonlight was shining on Xiaobei.

Su Xiaoxiao slowly walked towards Xiaobei, and after he walked behind Xiaobei, Xiaobei turned his head, with a sunny smile on his face: "It's so late, didn't you sleep?"

"yes, aren't you too?" Su Xiaoxiao sighed softly, walked to Xiaobei's side, and sat down side by side.

"You know, I've been afraid of heights since I was a kid. ”

Su Xiaoxiao didn't expect Xiaobei's first sentence to say this to herself, when she lowered her head and looked downstairs, even she, a girl who was not afraid of heights, felt a little nervous, Xiaobei was afraid of heights and was still sitting here...... Su Xiaoxiao felt a little incredible.

"Don't look at it, if I'm still afraid of heights now, then I would have been kicked out of the army a long time ago, and I can't be considered a qualified soldier. Xiaobei smiled, "I'm afraid of heights because I lack a sense of security." My dad was in a car accident when I was just born, and since then, I've been with my mom every day. ”

Xiaobei smiled, he seemed to smile brightly, but people couldn't help but want to cry.

"At that time, the neighbors around my house said behind my back that I was a broom star, that I killed my dad, and when I was too young, I naturally didn't understand anything, but by the time I was four or five years old, I could already understand everything. ”

Su Xiaoxiao hugged her legs, frowned, and sighed sympathetically: "I can't imagine that you are more pitiful than me." ”

Xiaobei smiled and said: "It's nothing, in our army, I'm not the only one with a miserable background." What others are saying behind their backs, we can't stop it, my mother is worried that I will be disturbed by these disturbances, plus it is a single-parent family, I am afraid that I will have low self-esteem and be withdrawn. So since I was a child, I was told to laugh, to always look forward, to look at everything for the better, my mother told me not to blame them, they don't understand anything, let alone my father's love for me, that's why I talk nonsense, don't blame them for ....... ”

Su Xiaoxiao was a little surprised, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Your mother is great." ”

"I think so too. Xiaobei smiled and sighed, "I really don't blame them, I know, it's because they don't understand my father's love for me, let alone my love for my father." But when I was seven years old, two big men broke into my house and forced my mother to hand over the money, and I was so scared at that time...... I know the two men who forced my mother with knives, and they were all from the neighborhood around my house...... My mom would rather die than take out the compensation that my dad got after he was hit and killed, and then they stabbed and stabbed again...... I hid under the bed and cried ...... very unproductively. ”

"Later, I learned that the two men were cheated because they went out to gamble together, and there was really no way to lose the money, and I knew that my father got a compensation after he died, and I heard that my mother had not touched the money, so I saved it for my future study. They thought that our mother and wife were easy to bully, there was no man in the family, and it was easy to rob, but they didn't expect that my mother would rather die than give them the money, and they searched the house and didn't find where the money was. ”

"At that time, I hid under the bed and shivered, covering my mouth with my hands, for fear that I would cry. It wasn't until they were gone that I crawled out from under the bed, and my mother didn't take a breath to see my unproductive son for the last time, and she couldn't close her eyes ....... ”

Xiaobei picked up his legs and buried his face in his legs, his body kept moving, he didn't want people to see him crying anyway, so he buried his face deeply, deeply, even though his pants were already soaked with tears.

Su Xiaoxiao turned her head and looked at Xiaobei with some surprise, and suddenly felt a little distressed, this big boy who always looked sunny was hiding such a sad story.

Su Xiaoxiao didn't know how to comfort Xiaobei for a while, if anyone saw his biological mother die in front of him, and when he was stabbed with a knife, he couldn't do anything, I'm afraid that the feeling of discomfort and self-blame will be painful.

After being quiet for a while, Xiaobei finally raised his head, his face was still filled with a bright and sunny smile, just like a warm sunshine, that kind of smile made people's hearts warm, but it made Su Xiaoxiao feel a faint pain: "My mother took my hand before leaving and said, son, they are also people with a hard life, if they do something wrong, they will naturally be severely punished by the law, and they will also pay the price, don't hate them......." ”

What a great mother who has educated such a man who always brings sunshine and warmth to others.

Su Xiaoxiao sighed deeply and said, "Brother Xiaobei, I believe that even if Auntie is gone, she must have gone to heaven." ”

"Yes, I do. Xiaobei said happily, "I believe that my mother must have been with my father in heaven, and they must have lived well in heaven, although I have no relatives since then." ”

"Later, an old grandfather took me in, taught me skills, taught me the principles of life, and then the old grandfather was gone, I didn't have much knowledge, but I still successfully enlisted in the army with my own ability, and finally I was fortunate to enter the same army with my brother Bing. ”

"After entering our army, Brother Bing and Sister Peiya took good care ......of me, and at that time, I treated Brother Bing as my own brother and Sister Peiya as my sister-in-law. Xiaobei smiled happily, "Although those days were very bitter, they were very happy, I was a recruit, and when other people wanted to bully me, Sister Peiya would kick their butts, so I circled around Brother Bing and Sister Peiya every day, and the sister-in-law also called Sister Peiya with a smile, although they never admitted it." ”

Su Xiaoxiao's nose was also sour, and he smiled forcefully: "My sister's person is indeed very good." ”

"Yes, she can mingle with everyone in the team, Brother Bing said that Sister Peiya is like a fire, enthusiastic and unrestrained. Later, Brother Bing and Sister Peiya left, I felt uncomfortable for a while, especially Brother Bing was tortured like purgatory before leaving, that scene made me feel uncomfortable all the time, if it wasn't for Brother Bing's permission, I wanted to go with Brother Bing. ”

"But at that time, I always had an expectation, hoping that Brother Bing and Sister Peiya would leave the army, and they would be able to live freely and happily in the future, but I didn't expect ....... Xiaobei's fists clenched and gurgling, even if he was laughing, but his eyes couldn't deceive people, and the anger in his eyes couldn't deceive people, "I didn't expect God to take away one of my only two relatives, and Sister Peiya died." Xiaoxiao, not only do you want to take revenge, Brother Bing wants to take revenge, I must also take revenge for this hatred. ”

"I know that when things involve Longmen, it is a pool of muddy water, plus a Buddha son who was born out of nowhere, that is a swamp, and if you go in, you are likely to die. But this big revenge has to be avenged. ”

"My mother said that you should face the world with a smile and face the people around you with a tolerant heart, but my mother also said that bad people should be severely punished by the law, but there is no law that can punish those people, since this is the case, I will punish them severely!"

Xiaobei's eyes were bright: "If one day, even if I lose my life, I must pat my chest and tell Sister Peiya, who is knowledgeable under the spring, that his little brother Xiaobei is worthy of her, and has never forgotten her or her hatred." ”

"For revenge, even if it is a life for life, I will not hesitate to do it. ”

Looking at Xiaobei, listening to what Xiaobei said, and looking at his shining eyes, Su Xiaoxiao's heart was moved, but more inexplicably uneasy, especially when he heard what he said, if one day, even if he lost his life...... This kind of ominous words made Su Xiaoxiao's heart tremble when she heard it.

Finally, she forcibly suppressed the deep uneasiness in her heart, looked at Xiaobei with a serious face, and said, "Brother Xiaobei, you promise me." ”

"What do you promise?" Xiaobei is also very concerned about Sister Peiya's sister, Su's mother's life is not too long, this Su Xiaoxiao is Sister Peiya's only family in the world.

Su Xiaoxiao looked at Xiaobei and said seriously: "You promise me, you must live well, you must not easily lose your life, my sister is no longer here, you can't lose your life for this." ”

"I know. Xiaobei smiled and said, "In this world, there are not many people who can kill me...... I promise you, I will live well. ”

Su Xiaoxiao breathed a sigh of relief and looked at the night sky quietly, at this time she knew that her sister was not only concerned about herself and her mother in this world, but also so many people cared about her sister and worried about her sister.

It's already worth it!