After all, Jin Guangyan couldn't ask Yan Xiaoxiao categorically, why can't you introduce me to others openly?

The atmosphere seemed to be slightly depressed, and a bitter smile appeared on Yan Xiaoxiao's lips on the other end of the phone. Yan Xiaoxiao, you are really a cockroach that can't be killed, can't you completely eliminate those illusory thoughts in your heart? Since you are living in a cruel reality, then stop dreaming of Cinderella. Prince Charming, are you a five or six-year-old girl? Since you are past the age where you can dream, you should be mature, okay?" She tugged at the corners of her lips and pretended to be free and easy: "Jin Guangyan, then it's decided, I'll call you after they leave, and you will come back." ”

Yan Xiaoxiao decisively hung up the phone, she is not an actor, and her emotions can be controlled freely. If she continued, she was afraid that she would not be able to hide the growing loss and frustration in her heart. Pain swept in, but it was the path she chose herself, and she couldn't complain about others, this is self-inflicted, right? Jin Guangyan, what kind of spell did you cast on me?

Yan Xiaoxiao couldn't see the same painful face, and Jin Guangyan still maintained his previous posture, even if the phone was already busy. The problems that lay between him and Yan Xiaoxiao did not disappear because of his deliberate evasion. Yan Xiaoxiao and his mother, they are all people he wants to protect, but why do they appear in his life as a multiple-choice question? Family affection and love, can't he have it at the same time?

He didn't want to break his mother's heart, but he didn't want to miss Yan Xiaoxiao. His mother gave him life, but Yan Xiaoxiao made his monotonous life vivid. In a sense, what she gave her was a second life. However, just because of his self-righteous rebirth, he can put Yan Xiaoxiao in front of his mother, and he can pretend not to see his mother's sorrow and pain? His mother is a hard-working woman, and she pins all her hopes on him, so how can he bring Yan Xiaoxiao to her? He can't ignore her feelings, which is the person he has sworn to protect since he was a child. The questions went around and around, but they were still thrown in front of him after all. Jin Guangyan only felt a splitting headache, and he didn't want to think about anything.

However, the more this happened, the more distraught he became. I couldn't work all afternoon, and walked around the office in a frustrated way. When it was time to get off work, he tried to press the urge to rush back. Staring at his phone, five, six, and seven, seeing that the hour hand was about to point to eight, Jin Guangyan felt that he was about to go crazy. Don't think about it, don't think about it, I've told myself tens of thousands of times, but I still can't restrain it. What are they doing, what are they talking about, does Yan Xiaoxiao smile like a flower in front of Jiang Yue? Does she think that Jiang Yue is the person she likes the most, the man who can make her laugh?

Jin Guangyan frowned in distress, Jiang Yue and Yan Xiaoxiao have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, if the Yan family had not changed, Jiang Yue and Yan Xiaoxiao would most likely have been married. Although Jiang Yue's marriage partner is Yan Shanshan, I am afraid that it is only because Yan Xiaoxiao's father is unconscious, and no one is in charge of her. If it had ended here, he didn't seem to have to be so sensitive. However, Jiang Yue's attitude made him panic. Judging from Jiang Yue's performance after returning to China, he couldn't believe that this man had no feelings for Yan Xiaoxiao. And Yan Xiaoxiao, Jin Guangyan's lips had a bitter smile, he couldn't understand her heart. Although he saw her feelings for him, was it really love? In fact, he never refused to face up to the problem: Even if Yan Xiaoxiao had some feelings for him, could she be more than she cared about Jiang Yue? Jiang Yue appeared in her life long before she knew him. Even if time doesn't prove anything, how sure is he that he can beat Jiang Yue?

Jin Guangyan had an inexplicable fear in his heart, he would only bully her and make her cry, but Jiang Yue always cared about her and took care of her. He didn't dare to imagine what Yan Xiaoxiao's life would be like if Jiang Yue was in the country when something happened to the Yan family? The reason why the desperate Yan Xiaoxiao came to him was because he appeared at the right time. But sadly, it didn't even happen because they were destined. This is just a trap he carefully designed, but it is despicable and dirty, but it makes his life intersect with Yan Xiaoxiao. It's a pity that this intersection is not romantic and beautiful, but has become Yan Xiaoxiao's nightmare. But Jiang Yue and her are not like this, their story seems to have started a long time ago. The reason why they couldn't hold it was because of the trick of fate. But, what if Jiang Yue wants to strive for his happiness?

Jin Guangyan ridiculously realized that he was a coward. Obviously, he has too many questions about the relationship between Jiang Yue and Yan Xiaoxiao, but he would rather turn a blind eye than delve into it. It was nearly nine o'clock, Yan Xiaoxiao's phone had not yet called, and Jin Guangyan's heart became more and more panicked.

After all, he was still out of control, and he unconsciously dialed Yan Xiaoxiao's mobile phone number. No one answered, which seemed to be the expected ending, but Jin Guangyan's hand holding the phone was still trembling slightly. His eyes became more and more dead, but he maintained this posture and refused to hang up the phone. As if that were the case, he could still look forward to it. However, the slightly hoarse but affectionate female voice on the other end of the phone did not belong to her: "Sometimes, sometimes, I believe that there is an end to everything. There are times when we get together and leave, and nothing lasts forever. But I, sometimes, would rather choose to be nostalgic and not let go. When the scenery is seen through, maybe you will accompany me to watch the fine water flow. I haven't boiled the red beans into a lingering wound for you......" An incongruous smile suddenly appeared on Jin Guangyan's lips, Yan Xiaoxiao, you still have him in your heart, right? But what to do, I am reluctant to give up on you, Jin Guangyan's eyes seem to be a little more cruel and resolute.

He walked slowly to the floor-to-ceiling window, which was so dark that he couldn't even see a few stars. Such a night, without a loved one by your side, is destined to be lonely, right?