On October 20, 2017, it was cloudy and sunny

Today, I received a long WeChat message from my mother:

Xing'er, mom has something to say to you, and I don't know where to start, it may be a little trivial and chattering, I hope you will be patient to read it.

Some time ago, my mother was sick and stayed in the hospital for more than half a month, so she didn't have to be nervous, it was appendicitis. At first, it was a stomach pain, thinking it was a stomach disease, and the infusion in the community outpatient clinic for a few days did not work, and then I went to the hospital to say that it was appendicitis, and conservative treatment did not work, so I had to do surgery. At that time, the doctor said that it was a minor operation, so he hesitated for a moment and didn't tell you that he was afraid that you would be worried, but only told his grandfather. Later, the operation was very good, but the wound never healed, and it was delayed in the hospital for a few days.

I'm just telling you now, I hope you don't get angry, in fact, I have deeply regretted it, I should have told you at the beginning, in case there is something in case, I can't even see the last side, bah bah, in short, I am deeply afraid. So, you don't "condemn" me for concealing anymore.

In fact...... I didn't tell you, there are some other reasons, a few years ago, there was such a person, who wanted to live with his mother for the rest of his life, I never agreed, I always felt that I would be buried with your father even if I died in this life. But he is very tenacious, always works quietly without asking for anything in return, and still goes his own way after I say I don't accept it, and understands what I don't want you to know, never exposes any information in your world, but only comes to the house to help with some work when you go to school and carry a bag of rice and noodles.

I said you were still young, and he said he could wait for you to take the college entrance examination, wait for you to graduate from college, and wait for you to join the job. I said I want to be buried with your father, and he said it doesn't matter if he dies, he can be buried alone, by the way, he is divorced, with a daughter, two years older than you, and he is also in college, and his ex-wife is married to someone else.

To this day, I still don't think I have to go this step with him. Although he was hospitalized this time because of his illness Zhang Luo, your uncle is busy with work, your aunt has always been with me, and there are times when I can't get out of bed, I have to take care of your sister Xiaofei, after all, she is also a sophomore in high school. I am very grateful to this person now, but I don't necessarily have to make a personal promise, even after such an incident, I feel that I must always have a companion? Support and help each other, so that you will not be dragged down by your children......

I want to discuss with you first, you have a veto, you nod, and then talk about your grandfather and your grandmother.

Don't rush to answer me, think about it, I follow your heart.

Mom.

……

My intuition told me: Can I still say no? My mother has even arranged who to bury with after death, what reason do I have to say no? My mother said a pitiful thing, but beating me up until now, it is not easy to pull me to grow up alone, just when I was a child, I carried me to the hospital in the middle of the night several times, at first I could still carry it, and then when I grew up, she had to call my uncle with me in my arms.

Now I'm not around, I have a headache and brain fever in the middle of the night, and I don't even have anyone to call my uncle, and I wanted her to have a dog from the bottom of my heart, right? In case of an emergency, she can bark wildly...... Now that there's finally someone who is "stronger than a dog", I should be relieved, right?

But I'm too nervous, right? How many years have I been? When I was a little older, I had such a god-like existence? I didn't even check it!? There are too many things in this world that I don't know! For example, Yingying's current is still not the second generation? Is Bai Xue's division and merger finalized?

Unknowable things are unknowable, my mother is right: people, there must be a companion, even if it is like Xuemei, with medical books as a companion, it is also a lot of fun!

Where's my partner?

Alas, no matter what, I took out my phone and replied to my mother:

I don't care if he calls him Dad!