(15)
After a long time of anger, I finally gave in because the wound needed to be treated. In the process of applying the medicine, Chenbei and I began to discuss whether to erase this memory of leaving the song.
In fact, people who know who we really are will basically be erased by us in the end, and I know it's a little unfair to do so, but that's the way it can only be in order to avoid unnecessary trouble. Originally, the decision of the two of us was also to say that if this matter has nothing to do with Lisong, then we will erase the memory of Lisong. But since he insisted on sending us both back last night, my mind has been shaken a little.
I don't want to disappear from his memory, I want to be friends with him for real, as an epiphany, not as a human in my disguise. I knew that my idea would be 90% likely to disappoint, but I really wanted to give it a try.
A long time ago, there was someone who was willing to be my friend after discovering my identity again, and kept a secret for me, and I really hope that Lige can be the second person like this.
Originally, Chenbei didn't agree with my idea, but he couldn't stand my insistence that I want to die or live. In the end, Chenbei had no choice but to agree to me to see the reaction of Lige.
As soon as this decision was made, my mind immediately returned to Ah Shu.
I don't know how Ah Shu is now, although Mu Chen will definitely not hurt him, but he has definitely not been treated as well as by our side for so many days. Ah Shu loves to eat, so when he comes back, I must take him out to eat a bunch of delicious food and make it up for him.
As soon as I thought about it, my mind turned on the à la carte mode. And just as I was looking through the menus in my head, I suddenly heard footsteps on the stairs.
I realized that it might be Mu Chen who woke up, so I got up and went to the tea table to make tea. Chenbei, on the other hand, continued to sit there, as if he was just an ordinary customer, and everything that happened in the store had nothing to do with him.
When Mu Chen, who walked down the stairs, saw such a scene, tears instantly filled her eyes, she looked at me, and then at Chenbei, not knowing where to go. I looked up and happened to see her like I saw pity, and I suddenly felt helpless, so I had to signal her to go to Chenbei with my eyes.
Mu Chen got my signal, so he hung his head and slowly walked to Chenbei's side, and called Brother Chenbei softly with a crying voice. Chenbei didn't do anything else, only "um" as a reply, and he couldn't hear what the tone was at all. Seeing this, Mu Chen didn't know what to do next, standing beside Chenbei, like a child who had done something wrong, he lowered his head and didn't speak, and cried silently.
I scolded Chenbei in my heart for not knowing how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, and on the other hand, I was angry that this Mu Chen was spineless as soon as he saw Chenbei. These two emotions collided and accidentally ignited my temper. I rushed to the two of them with the brewed tea, threw the tray on the table, and began to yell at Mu Chen:
"Cry, cry, cry, cry, what are you crying about! The person you want to kill is me, I didn't cry, you didn't cry to Chenbei, are you sorry for him? Don't you just like him, it's not that you made any mistakes, why are you crying? If you want to cry, he will cry, and it is his loss to miss the girl who is so dedicated to him like you. You wiped my tears away, but I was. You said you can't have a little backbone, you were so arrogant when you killed me, why did you put out the fire as soon as you got to him?"
I angrily counted Mu Chen and turned my eyes to Chen Bei, and just wanted to criticize Chen Bei two more sentences, I heard Mu Chen say sorry to me in a very low voice.