After Jing Rong finished these words, he sat back in his chair and continued to read the folds, without looking up at me again. And I seemed to have cried all the tears of my life, and when I looked at him again, there was only a sour look in my eyes.

I seem to suddenly understand why only Jing Rong can sit here among the four of them, compared to him, the floating line is too kind, the jade soul is too old-fashioned, and the cultivation is similar to Jing Rong, but he is still not ruthless enough after all, and he is also a person who is easily burdened by feelings. So people like Jingrong should be born to be kings, and I, I don't want to be great, I don't want to sacrifice, but I can't choose.

I can't afford to pay the price of selfishness.

In that case, I will make those who deserve to be punished receive the punishment they deserve.

"So what are you going to do? Xiuhe has been telling me to try not to make things bigger, for fear of bad effects, do you think so too?"

My voice was low and hoarse, revealing a kind of determination and cruelty. Seeing that I was finally willing to accept this result, Jing Rong put down the pen in his hand, raised his head and said to me seriously:

"Now it seems that the lineup on Shen Yuan's side is not small, and as far as I guess, there should be gods in the heavenly realm involved in this matter. In order to avoid startling the snake, it is indeed not suitable for us to have a big move before the abyss has no action. I will discuss specific matters with Xiu and a few of them, as for Sinan...... It's always good if you can save him safely, but if you can't ......"

"I understand. ”

"Okay, then go and rest, I'll let Scarlet Sakura follow you, you can talk to her directly if you have any questions. ”

After arranging these, Jing Rong lowered his head and continued to work. I got up and prepared to leave here, but after I got to the door, I still didn't hold back, stopped, turned my back to Jingrong, and whispered:

"If it does get to that, I want you to promise me one thing. ”

"You say. ”

"After I'm gone, please erase everyone's memories of me, I don't want to...... I don't want to be remembered by anyone. ”

I clenched my hands tightly, fearing that if I gasped loudly, I would lose my strength and fall to the ground. I didn't even dare to look back at the scene, for fear that if I saw his eyes, I would lose confidence in making this decision.

But I had to.

I have seen too many partings of life and death, and I understand that death is only an accident for the deceased, even if he has regrets, complaints, or other feelings, as long as he crosses the bridge, he will forget these things. And for those who love him who are still alive in this world, his death is the beginning of their suffering.

I don't want to be forgotten, but I don't want Chenbei to be sad about me, since I'm destined to disappear, it's better to completely withdraw myself from their world.

Jing Rong obviously didn't expect me to make such a request, he stared at my back for a long time, and when I could barely hold on to my determination, he finally spoke, and whispered a "hmm" to my back.

As if I had been pardoned, I pushed open the door and let Scarlet Sakura, who was standing by the side, take me back to my room. I locked myself there for three days and three nights, and on the fourth morning, I opened the door and asked Scarlet Sakura to help me freshen up.

I sat quietly in the clothes that Scarlet Sakura had prepared for me, letting Scarlet Sakura help me comb my hair. The whole grooming process was very thoughtful, and I never said a word, and Scarlet Sakura also cooperated with me not to say a word. It was only then that Scarlet Sakura finally spoke, breaking the silence between us:

"Is the girl going out to meet a friend?"

"Before she stabbed me, we were friends. Right now...... Maybe so......"

My tone was very bland, like a cool white open hanging aside. However, Scarlet Sakura smiled after hearing my description, and then continued:

"Mu Chen's girl has changed a lot since she came back from the human world, and she is much gentler towards people and things, but she is more like a pet raised by Sister Chang'e. ”

"How do you know I'm going to find Mu Chen?"

I turned my head to look at Scarlet Sakura in surprise, the confusion and vigilance in my eyes undisguised. Scarlet Sakura didn't care about this, she straightened my body, and while continuing the movement of her hand, she replied:

"The slave and maid naturally know, otherwise the Emperor of Heaven would not have sent the slave and maid to serve the girl. Your thoughts, the Emperor of Heaven understands everything, it's just that his identity, his status, has too many bodies that can't help himself. ”

Scarlet Sakura's voice is very good, especially when she laughs, it is as soft and smooth as silk satin, and it sounds very comfortable. But at this time, I didn't have the heart to appreciate this voice at all, and my heart was full of her sentence that I couldn't help myself, and I couldn't help but whisper:

"Who in this world is not involuntary......

"The girl is right, but the slave maid said that life is a gift of fate, and the so-called pain and loss or involuntary self-help are just us repaying this gift, since these are all things after all, why not look away. You still have a long way to go, so you don't have to worry so much about this kind of thing at this moment. Okay, the slave maid gave the girl a flowing cloud bun that is now the most popular in the heavenly realm, which is just right with the nebula sleeve shirt on the girl's body, see if you like it? If you don't like it, change it. ”

Scarlet didn't give me a chance to continue the conversation, she brought a mirror and placed it in front of me, and held another side to stand behind me so I could see my hair and hair accessories. And I looked at myself in the mirror who changed into a wide-sleeved long skirt and put on a layer of large-sleeved shirt, and in a trance it seemed to be back to a long time ago, when I was noisy and annoying Sinan.

Countless memories I thought I had forgotten shook off the dust and returned to my mind, and I looked in the mirror and was stunned, until Scarlet Sakura called my name a few times before I noticed my gaffe.

I whispered sorry to Scarlet Sakura, then praised her for her ingenuity and hurried out of my place.

I spent the whole morning in the homes of those wounded men. First, he went to the floating line to inquire about his condition, and after confirming that he was okay, he went to Xiuhe and learned that Jing Rong had changed the body of the jade soul. The appearance of this new body is almost exactly the same as the previous Jade Soul Gui, I just glanced at it, and wondered if the Emperor had already expected such a day, so he had always kept the original body of the Jade Soul Gui. Xiuhe was still alive and kicking, as if nothing had happened, I had a brief chat with them, and then went with them to Taishang Laojun's residence to visit Chenbei.

Chenbei's condition is much better than we imagined, after Taishang Laojun's treatment, his body is better than before he was injured, and even his cultivation has improved a lot. Seeing him like this, all the hearts I had been hanging on were put down, and after a few words of greeting, Chenbei suddenly asked me:

"Has that girl Mu Chen come to look for you these days?"

I was puzzled by his question, so I just shook my head. When he saw me move like this, his brows furrowed involuntarily:

"Even though I was in a coma all the time, I always felt as if she was there for me to take care of me. I asked the old man, and he said that no one had come to me, and I thought that if she came, she would have come to you, so I wanted to check with you. ”

Chenbei simply told me what happened, and as soon as I heard that the hero of this story was Mu Chen, I grabbed Chenbei's arm without saying a word, and directly dragged him out of Taishang Laojun's mansion.

Chenbei, who didn't know why, only reacted to his situation after being dragged far away by me and began to struggle. And I ignored his movements, and while dragging him, I said to him:

"I'm the only one in the heavenly realm who is considered a friend, and I happen to be going to see her, so if you have anything, just ask her in person, and introduce Chang'e to me by the way. ”