Chapter 129: Let go
The man in the suit maintained his due demeanor, although he was surprised in his heart, he still patiently listened to Xiaoxue on the surface about the signs she found, and did not directly regard Xiaoxue as a neurosis.
There is a reason why Xiaoxue is acting so calmly now, because she found that Tianhao did not leave her at all, although Xiaoxue did not know how Tianhao did it, but she found more and more evidence that Tianhao came back to accompany her on purpose that day.
"Tianhao is a person who doesn't understand romance, but that day he appeared downstairs in my company with roses in his hand, and then gave me a big hug in front of all my colleagues in the company. Later, I asked one of my girlfriends, who walked out of the company building with me that day, and told me that she didn't see a man with flowers in his hand at all, and that her attention was all on the luxury car parked outside the company building that day. Xiaoxue remembered the romantic scene of that day, and she still remembers it vividly, but if she had known that Tianhao had deliberately come back to accompany her, she would not have broken free from his arms if she said anything.
"At first, I thought it was just a coincidence, but then I came to this western restaurant alone, and the waiter who served me and Tianhao at that time still remembered vividly, he said that he had never seen a girl who could eat so much, and he drank a whole bottle of red wine by himself. I said at the time that you remember the wrong person, the last time I came with my boyfriend, but the waiter insisted that he was absolutely not mistaken, the waiter said that although the person who ordered the food was a Mr. Chen, but in the process of dining, he only saw me alone.
I gradually realized that this incident may not be a coincidence, because there was a detail that I still remember very clearly, when Tianhao asked the waiter to serve the food, I asked me to repeat it, and at that time I still wondered why the waiter couldn't hear what Tianhao said, it turned out, it turned out..."Xiaoxue's voice gradually lowered, as if she was reminiscing about the situation at that time.
"Don't you think all this is too unreasonable? I feel that the plot you said only happens in movies, you didn't deliberately make up such a story in order to reject me, right?" The man in the suit is a complete science and engineering man, he doesn't have so many unrealistic fantasies in his head, what kind of time-traveling, the soul of the dead, he absolutely does not believe in such things.
"I know that few people will believe what I say, but it doesn't matter, as long as I know it myself," Xiaoxue ignored the question of the man in the suit and continued to say to herself, "That night, he gave me my birthday in advance and gave me the birthday gift I wanted the most, and when I went to sleep, I could see that he was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, but Tianhao insisted on cheering up." And the two of us were walking on the beach, and I saw a tear coming out of the corner of his eye, and now I understand that he knew that he would have an accident at that time, and everything he did was to make up for future regrets..."
After Xiaoxue finished speaking, both of them fell into silence, the man in the suit didn't know how to continue to speak, he seems to have discovered the shortcomings of art girls now, that is, he likes to think crankily, if what Xiaoxue said was heard by others, maybe she would have been sent to a mental hospital a long time ago.
"Have you ever watched "The Ghost Love", or "The Time Traveler's Wife"?" After drinking the drink in the cup, Xiaoxue suddenly raised her head and asked.
The man in the suit shook his head blankly, although "The Ghost is Not Over" is very famous, it is already a very old movie, and the man in the suit really hasn't taken the time to click on it, but you can imagine the scene in the movie just from the name. And the other "Time Traveler's Wife", he heard it for the first time today.
"If you don't believe what I say, you can go and watch these two movies, I feel that Tianhao is either still in the world, or like a time traveler, he has mastered the ability to go back to the past, so even though he has left me now, he will definitely come back in the future, I will stand where I am and wait for the day when he returns. Xiao Xue showed a relaxed smile on her face, and this smile was finally understood by Tianhao.
It turns out that she is no longer sad, and she no longer cries bitterly, is it because she knows that she has not left all along? Tianhao felt a sour feeling in her heart, she imagined herself as a ghost who could stay in the world forever, or a time traveler, so since she had appeared before, she might also appear again in the future, Xiaoxue has such a spiritual sustenance, so she will have such a smile on her face.
The blind date of the man in the suit naturally ended in a very embarrassing way, he didn't expect that he would lose to the ghost imagined by Xiaoxue, but this is fine, he doesn't want to marry a woman who is not mentally normal as his wife.
Xiaoxue sat alone in the western restaurant for a while, and when she was leaving, she suddenly turned her head and said to the air beside her, "Tianhao, are you here?"
Xiaoxue returned to her rental house from the western restaurant, while Lin Yu and Tianhao sat on the beach, Tianhao's expression was very serious, and he didn't have the satisfaction and relaxation when he came back in the morning.
Tianhao found that although he made up for his regrets, he gave Xiaoxue the expectation that he shouldn't have, he couldn't stay in the world all the time, and he wasn't a time traveler, she just wasted her good youth by waiting like this.
To tell the truth, the man in the suit that Xiaoxue went on a blind date today, Tianhao feels that he is indeed a man suitable for marriage, and may be more suitable than himself in many ways. For example, the income of the man in the suit is definitely not low, and he doesn't seem to have any fancy, the most important thing is that he can give Xiaoxue the kind of life he expects, have his own house in Yangcheng, and then live his own life in peace.
But because of Xiaoxue's fantasy about herself, it is obviously impossible for the two of them to continue, and Tianhao realized that it is not the most important thing to let the living stop crying sadly, and it is the best result to be able to let Xiaoxue completely let go of herself and continue her life.
Tianhao found out how ridiculous his jealousy was at the beginning, and now think about it, if Xiaoxue really forgot about herself completely, went on a blind date happily with the man in the suit, and then started her new life, maybe she could leave the world with peace of mind.
Tianhao remembered a lyric he had heard, "The deepest love is to let go of your hand", he didn't want Xiaoxue to be lonely in his fantasy for the rest of his life, Xiaoxue being able to live happily was the greatest comfort for him to leave.
"Lord Death, can you let me go back again? This time, I hope to break up with Xiaoxue," Tianhao turned his head and said solemnly.