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As the night deepened, the party became more and more lively against the backdrop of flames and elixir. Originally, we who wanted to sit on the side were infected by such a cheerful atmosphere, and in the end, except for Sinan, the rest of us did not refuse the invitation of those children, and happily ran to the bonfire with them to play.
The silence of the grassland was broken by the laughter and laughter without scruples, and although the evening breeze blowing from the grassland had cooled down, it was warmed by the scorching flames when it blew through us, gently wrapping every heart beating for love.
Accompanied by the singing of the song, our group of people who were the most tired of the excitement forgot their age, forgot their identity, and forgot all their troubles and sorrows, and sang and danced like everyone else, drank and played, and had a lot of fun. When the campfire was about to burn out, and when everyone was in good spirits, we stopped drunk.
Many children could no longer resist the drowsiness caused by alcohol and slept on the grass. I barely held on, carrying the half-bottle of wine that I hadn't finished drinking, and staggered over to Lige's side and sat down.
"Well, do you like the gift I gave?"
My voice trembled a little from the effects of the alcohol, and it sounded like a cry. Lige, who was lying on the ground, thought I was crying, so he turned his head to make sure. Seeing that I was only a little sleepy, he smiled and turned his head back again, not answering my question.
"You see, the stars tonight are so beautiful, the same ones I saw when I was a kid. ”
The voice of the song is rare and gentle, and I was stunned, and I couldn't help but think of the scene many years ago when I was still in Huaguo Mountain and counted the stars with the stones. Ever since the stone was gone, I haven't looked at the stars with appreciation. I've always resisted doing anything that reminds me of stones, but this time, I don't want to say no more.
Raising his head at the sound of the song, the inky night sky was as pure as soft satin, and the stars shining wantonly were as dazzling as pearls inlaid in silk, which was extremely beautiful.
I tilted my head, held the wine bottle and pillowed Lige's stomach, picked a comfortable position and lay down, and said softly:
"Lige, in the past few years, I've worked hard for you. ”
"Everyone has a life, and there is nothing hard or hard. ”
There was a hint of tiredness in the voice of the song, and I always wanted to say something after listening to it, but I didn't know how to say it.
"Forget it, I don't advise you, as long as you're happy. ”
"I'm happy today, and some people seem to be happier than I am. ”
Lige smiled, raised his hand and pointed to the right. I looked in the direction he was pointing, and saw Cao Cao and Guo Jia sitting cross-legged on the ground facing each other, playing with the drinking order they had just learned.
Obviously, Cao Cao's IQ is impossible to become Guo Jia's opponent, so it doesn't take long for Cao Cao to pick up a wine bottle and pour a sip of wine at the beginning of each game. After a few games, Cao Cao was already a little drunk and couldn't sit still, but Guo Jia didn't drink a sip of wine, only laughing on the side. Seeing this, Cao Cao sat up from the ground with a "pout", threw the wine bottle, and turned around to leave with a black face. Guo Jia didn't move, he just kept a good look of the show, drinking wine while watching Cao Cao's back.
Cao Cao took a few tentative steps, and seeing that Guo Jia had no intention of chasing after him, he turned his head and shouted angrily at Guo Jia:
"Why don't you keep me if I want to leave, don't you want me anymore?"
"Apo is reluctant to leave me, so I'll just wait for you to come back. ”
The light in Guo Jia's eyes was as bright as the stars in the sky, and Cao Cao looked at it, and all his anger turned into tenderness. He sighed and opened his arms to Guo Jia.
"You guy, you really can't escape your eyes. ”
"No way, who made me smart. ”
Guo Jia smiled like a little fox, and as he spoke, he stood up, ignoring the eyes of the people around him, and threw himself into Cao Cao's arms.
"Are you scared?"
Cao Cao rested his chin on Guo Jia's head, asking Guo Jia as well as asking himself in his heart.
He knew that what he was doing now was difficult for the world to accept. He was afraid, afraid that the disgusting gaze of the world would destroy everything, and even more afraid that he would lose the person in his arms again. So he was depressed, he hesitated, he was undecided, and even thought about giving up after that quarrel, but he struggled again and again, but he still didn't give up.
He understands that this is a difficult road to take, and he may end up with a broken body. But he still wanted to try it once.
This time, even if the result was unsatisfactory, he would not regret it.
Feeling Cao Cao's nervousness, Guo Jia rubbed Cao Cao's clothes, smiled, and replied softly but firmly:
"I, Guo Jia, have never been afraid. ”
"Also, no regrets. ”