It was like a sweet dream, or a long nightmare, and when I woke up, the scene in the dream became hazy.

On the back of her right hand, there was a trace of warmth, Tang Xiaonan opened her eyes, the light suddenly brightened, she couldn't help but close it again, and then slowly lifted her eyes. What caught the eye was an unfamiliar ceiling, a snow-white ward, and a variety of sophisticated medical instruments standing on the side.

Her body was weak, and it was so difficult to turn her head down, she gently turned her face sideways, and saw the sun shining through the window, spilling on her hand beside the bed. And this warmth is limited to the back of the hand, and when it is about to be conveyed to the body, it is offset by the shivering coldness.

I tried to look at the sunshine on the back of my hand, trying to put it in my heart, but my eyes were blurry, and my nose was constantly sour, as if I couldn't control it, and it would be like coming back from Anyuan yesterday, which made my love almost collapse.

Even if he met for the first time, he looked at her distractedly, Ruan Ruan was standing beside her, and he thought he was looking at her!

From disgust to disgust, from disgust to ignorance, from ignorance to care, to liking, to liking.

Yes, like him, like him, like him so much!

I used to just understand this feeling, and I knew that I wanted to keep this feeling, but after yesterday afternoon, I really knew how much I liked that like, more than all of them, more than anyone else, anyone!

Teach them on the plateau for her on the rooftop, fight with that Chen Wenhao for her, and teach her the piano...... If you don't like her, why do so much for her!

If time could come all over again, she would rather her world be without him. In this way, there will be no more sadness, no more heartache.

Every encounter in the past. It used to be a sweet and warm memory, but now, these are like sharp blades in the heart, just thinking about it, you will feel pain. I want to sink to the bottom like last night.

Raise your head and try to keep your eyes open so that the tears don't come out again. She couldn't cry anymore, she couldn't show that vulnerability anymore, because she didn't want her family to worry, and she didn't want Ruan Ruan to worry. Don't want to......

When he sees it, will he be worried?

Tang Xiaonan blinked his eyes, exhaled a long breath, and his feelings gradually eased, but sadness was written all over his face unconsciously.

There was a slight breath in my ears. At this time, it felt like the other hand was being pressed by something. She tried to turn her face to the other side, and when she saw the sleeping figure lying on the edge of the bed, she could recognize him even if her vision was too blurry to see the face.

He slept with his face to the door, his arms folded on the edge of the bed, his head resting on it, and the elbows of his thick coat. Gently pressed on her hand that she had reached out for nowhere.

In an instant, tears could no longer be controlled.

Why, why is it still in front of you. I don't want to see him again. But I couldn't take my eyes off, I just wanted to look at him like this more!

Tears blinded his eyes, and he gently wiped them on the quilt, and his vision became blurred again in an instant.

The resolute face on the side became clearer and clearer in front of him. Slightly delicate eyebrows, eyelashes overturned. The bridge of the nose is high, and this qiē has been deeply rooted in the bottom of my heart. It wasn't until yesterday that I didn't know how deep it was carved. It hurts so much!

Tang Xiaonan covered her mouth, tears slid through her fingers, she raised her left hand, stretched out with a cowardly tremble, and when she was about to touch him, she immediately withdrew in panic.

She retracted her face under the quilt, but she was reluctant to look away, looking at the sleeping person, her face was full of unhindrance and sadness, and she curled up in pain.

From yesterday afternoon, from standing behind the gazebo and hearing the conversation between him and Ruan Ruan, I knew that that feeling no longer belonged to her, and that person could not always be by her side as she had always imagined......

The hospital bed moved slightly, and Lin An woke up and sat up. I fell asleep unconsciously, maybe I was too tired last night and slept too late.

Shaking his sore neck from side to side, he suddenly saw the quilt on the bed twitching, he turned his head, and saw that Tang Xiaonan didn't know when he pulled the quilt over his head to sleep, and he seemed to be breathing not very smoothly and moved his body.

Lin An chuckled, Ruan Ruan sometimes sleeps with his head covered, this habit took a long time to change, could it be that he learned it from Tang Xiaonan, or Tang Xiaonan learned it from Ruan Soft!

Light-footed bent over and picked up the edge of the quilt, for fear of waking up Tang Xiaonan, who was asleep, he gently pulled it down. And when the edge was pulled over the chin, I saw Tang Xiaonan with his hand on his forehead, looking at it with two eyes half-open and half-squinted, but his eyes were a little incomprehensible, and his eyes were also red.

Lin An looked down at the two hands holding the quilt, as if he was about to quietly lift it, and Tang Xiaonan looked at it with such a stunned and innocent look, he couldn't help but feel guilty, after all, this scene was too much like a scene.

Tucked the two sides of the quilt, Lin An hurriedly let go of his hand, and met the pair of big eyes, he explained embarrassedly, "This is, seeing that you sleep with your head covered, it is not good for your health, so I ......"

Tang Xiaonan saw Lin An wake up suddenly, and hurriedly pulled the quilt over his head. was quietly wiping away his tears, but the quilt was suddenly pulled away, and then his eyes lit up, and he met his gaze, and he didn't know what to do in a panic, but he saw his misunderstanding and explanation, although the sadness in his heart did not fade, but he couldn't help laughing out loud.

Suddenly, a scene from last night appeared in front of her eyes.

Yesterday I came back to the bedroom after taking a shower, and I fell asleep crying and crying on the bed, I didn't know that I had a fever, and I only felt that my thoughts were very chaotic and my body was very uncomfortable. When Ruan Ruan came to call her to eat, she was actually conscious, but she didn't have the strength to open her mouth, and it was extremely difficult to even open her eyes.

I fell asleep, as if I felt it, and when I opened my eyes with difficulty, I saw that it was really him, and I vaguely knew that it was him who put on his pajamas.

When she was carried downstairs, the cold air and rain rushed towards her, and her head was clearer. With the help of the street lights, I saw him hurrying forward with his arms, and somehow, the tears just couldn't stop.

I really wanted to break free from that embrace, but her body was so weak and powerless that she regretted that she was sick, otherwise she wouldn't have let him hold it.

At the same time, there is a trace of contradictory and selfish prayers in her heart, hoping that this road can go longer, because she understands that after walking this road, this embrace, which she has secretly dreamed about, does not belong to her after all.

Thinking of this, my heart couldn't help but tear again. Tang Xiaonan curled up slightly, retracted his hands into the quilt, and pressed his stinging chest tightly. The next second, when her hand touched the bulging pajamas on her chest, she subconsciously looked down.

Inside the pajamas is a thin tight-fitting autumn coat, usually at home, out of the bedroom have to add another pajamas. Last night, I was alone at home with Ruan Ruan, and I only wore this one on my upper body, and after taking a bath, I felt physically and mentally exhausted, and I wanted to lie on the bed quickly, and I didn't wear underwear inside.

I clearly remember that last night it was he who lifted the quilt and put on his pajamas. This, that, is he......

Lin An turned to look at the lounge, thinking that Ruan Ruan hadn't slept well last night, and she had just fallen asleep, so it would be better to wake her up later.

Turning around, he saw Tang Xiaonan curled up again, half of his head shrunk under the quilt, and his face was a little red like last night, he was startled, leaned over and asked urgently, "Is there something wrong with your body?"

"No, I don't. Seeing that Lin An stretched out his hand and was about to press a row of buttons on the head of the bed, Tang Xiaonan hurriedly poked out his head to stop it. Then, she pulled the quilt edge with both hands, slowly moved her head higher, and whispered weakly, "I'm fine, I just woke up a little dizzy, and now it's okay." ”

"Hmm. Ruan Ruan just fell asleep over there, your sister will ......come back later" Lin An nodded reassuringly, walked to the end of the bed, and found the button to raise the head of the bed, so that Tang Xiaonan could lie down comfortably.

After that, he stretched out the panel of the hospital bed again, and he continued to talk as he walked to the living room, "Do you feel hungry? I bought you a bowl of red date barley porridge when I came." Even if you're not hungry, drink a little to pad your stomach first. ”

Tang Xiaonan was about to refuse, but it can be seen that although Lin An was inquiring, he had already returned from the living room with a packing box. She cautiously glanced at the lounge, and then, with her arms in front of her, she sat up with her arms in front of her, and she silently lowered her head and quietly looked at the bowl of porridge that was placed in front of her.

(To be continued) R640