Chapter 60: The Abnormal Shen Liyang
The weather in Qingcheng County tonight is still relatively cold, and after staying outside for a long time, Yang Ning felt a little numb and cold at his feet.
But looking at Shen Liyang opposite, the eyes that had been staring at her, she couldn't bear to interrupt.
But tonight, he was really a little abnormal. Ordinary Shen Liyang, although he also talks to himself and smiles at himself. Never before have I said so much as I do today.
Shen Liyang looked at Yang Ning and didn't react at all, his eyes were still in a daze, so he stopped, wanting to pull her thoughts back.
"Eh~ Yang Ning, what are you thinking?"
He shook Yang Ning's arm and watched her eyes fall on his own.
"Oh, it's okay, Shen Liyang, you go on, I'll listen!"
"Well, in fact, since then, I think you're suitable to be Katsuna's friend.
Because people who don't always share happiness with you and comfort you can be friends, and anyone can do that kind of thing. But when you are in the most difficult and dangerous times, the people who can help you and protect you at all costs are true friends.
So I slowly accepted you, and in the process, I was moved by your truth.
To be honest, those of us, some of our friends, who are in your relationship, very few of us can talk to you with their real faces. When they said things that complimented me, I was not happy, but more afraid, I was afraid that I was serious, but they treated me as a fool and used me to achieve their own ends.
You are different, I can feel what you say and do with us, you are sincere from the heart! And you have never tried to take advantage of us. ”
Yang Ning looked up at him, smelling the smell of wine coming from his body, and finally figured out the reason why he had so many emotions today.
She looked at his red face and his eyes that opened and closed from time to time. Suddenly I wanted to tease him.
"How can you see that I won't use you, in case I want to capture you, break into your interior first, and use you step by step after a long time?"
Shen Liyang leaned his whole body on the chair, as if he had the strength to sit up straight. He raised his heavy arm and shook it at Yang Ning.
"No, it won't. ”
"What if that's what I thought? ”
"No, no, you're not that kind of person. Some people are greedy, but they are all life-saving, otherwise they would not have the opportunity to enjoy those fame and fortune.
But you, you're different, when you were in Changbai Mountain, if you just used us, you would have slipped away by yourself, and you wouldn't rush over and face those villains alone to save me.
You, you,,, you're different. ”
Looking at him in a daze, he could still confront himself so confidently, just to prove that he was sincere to them.
Bursts of heat welled up in her body. Although Shen Li Yang is better than men, on the surface, there are so many "friends" and superior living conditions.
But they are also lonely, a child forced into the loneliness of the adult world. At the age when they should be most carefree, they have to live with a mask and accept the path arranged by their families.
Who can really think about those roads that they like?!
She patted Shen Liyang's shoulder with her hand.
"Well, if you're not feeling well, don't talk so much. Let's get inside!"
"No, no, I'm fine, I'm not done yet!
Yang Ning, after getting along for such a long time, you should also understand what kind of person I am.
Don't look at my face paralyzed all day long, in fact, I still have a lot of emotions in my heart, but growing up in such a family, I had to cover myself in that way.
Growing up, even my parents didn't really understand what I liked, they just forced their own ideas on me.
Compared with Cheng Xin, my family still has many complications. So I had to do that.
But the longer I spend with you, the less I can wear that mask in front of you. I want to show my truest self in front of you.
Yang Ning, you know, I, I'm sincere, I really like you. ”
Shen Liyang held the handle next to him, sat up, turned his eyes to look at Katsuo's white and tender little face, trying to find a happy expression from it.
But she still had a calm face. He frowned, and just kept looking at her seriously, expecting to wait for an answer, an answer that he could accept in his heart.
When Yang Ning heard what he said, her hands clenched and kept clasping her fingernails, and she was also a little distressed now.
It's not my own heart that is distressed, but I don't know how to explain it to him.
In fact, now she really hasn't thought about thinking about falling in love.
Her most important goal is to be filial to her parents so that they can live a healthy life. Besides, now that she's a thirteen-year-old, she's not so eager.
In the depths of her heart, there is some resistance, resistance to love, once at that young and ignorant age, she is also full of expectations that she can have a prince to integrate into her life.
But reality will always shatter those unrealistic dreams, or at such a big price.
She admits that she is timid, and she is too timid to love anyone anymore.
But Shen Liyang in front of him, he said to himself so sincerely, saying that he likes himself, whether it is an impulse in adolescence or something, she has to explain it clearly to her.
She also had to give a serious answer to his feelings.
She looked into his eyes and said slowly, "Shen Liyang, I know you like me, I can see it, you sometimes lose your temper and quarrel with me, you always care about me, and you can think of me first when your life is critical."
I'm really touched, but I have to be responsible for your feelings.
I can feel your sincerity, but I can't deceive you like that. I used to struggle with it, afraid that I would speak too bluntly. But if I don't say it now, it's my fault.
I like you too, I like you as a friend, and I really like you as a friend. You're really good, but I'm still young, and I don't think about it that long-term, I just want to take care of my own parents. ”
After Yang Ning finished speaking, he didn't dare to look him in the eyes, so he looked behind him.
The two-story building behind him had no dim lights at this time, leaving only boundless darkness, as if it was about to swallow people in.
Shen Liyang was a little excited when he heard her words, he didn't want to hear her say such things.
He stood up and pulled Yang Ning to hug her into his arms. Because he was too sudden, the more he hugged Yang Ning, the more Yang Ning retreated.
"Ning Ning, I really like you, I don't want you to be my friend, I want you to be my girlfriend, my partner in life. ”
Because his strength was too great, Yang Ning could only hide.
"Shen Liyang, you're drunk, hurry back, get some sleep and you'll be fine tomorrow. ”