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The people who were still stunned that he was attacked by snakes saw this scene, and immediately turned against each other, picked up tables, chairs, sticks, and were about to kill this monster that was a disaster to the world. And I, in order to avoid injury, quietly let go and sneaked out from under people's feet. I wanted to rush home and ask my mother for credit, to tell her as soon as possible that no one would ever hurt her again, and that I had killed the bad guy who always hurt her. But I didn't get far away when I saw my wounded mother, and stumbled here.

I rushed to my mother's side and tried her to hug me, but she didn't look at me and went straight to my father.

At this time, my father had been beaten to the ground of blood and was unrecognizable. I don't know who in the crowd said first, "The snake meat is delicious", and these people are ready to start eating their father's corpse. The mother rushed to his father, took him in her arms, and yelled like a madman to stop the greedy actions of these people, and some of them recognized that the madman-like woman was the father's wife, and thought that the mother and the father should be the same kind and both were harmful monsters, so they aimed the weapon they had just beaten at the mother.

The fists, feet, tables and chairs rained down on the mother, but the mother always hugged her father's corpse tightly, did not cry, and did not let go. As soon as my mother was beaten, I crawled back and tried to free her from the crowd.

I just wanted to protect my mother and avenge her, I never thought it would cause such a situation. I cried desperately and tried to bite the bodies of those people, but before they could turn their attention to me, my mother was no longer breathing.

Her mother died, and after she died, her body was still human, and her face was still so beautiful. It was only then that those people finally realized their mistake and realized that they had killed the wrong person. But none of them said sorry to their mother, refused to bury her bones, and thought that I would be a monster and would find me and put me to death.

I didn't know what was going on in their heads, and it wasn't until I became integrated into them that I realized that they didn't really want to kill the youkai, but that they were worried about my revenge, and that I was alive and that I would expose their murderous atrocities and cover up their efforts for their supposed justice.

It's ridiculous to think about it all now, but at the time, I didn't laugh at their mood. All I could see was my mother's bloody corpse, and all I knew was that on my fifth birthday, I had lost my loving mother forever.

From now on, no one in this world will ever love me as much as she does, and I am the culprit for all this.

I couldn't control the anger and despair in my heart, and I looked at everyone in their presence as if they were evil spirits from the underworld. They have the ugliest appearance, they have the most cruel hearts, and they are not even qualified to bury my mother!

I rushed to the men in a frenzied veil, and wrapped my body around them, which I don't know when, and then bit their throats one by one, and made them witness each other's deaths, until there was no one alive in the tavern but me.

I buried my mother's body next to the cliff I frequented most, and as for my father's body, I threw it into the sea. After that, I hid in the mountains and began to cultivate, and after I was able to master my abilities, I went down the mountain and began to look for my mother's reincarnation.

I didn't have any clues, so I could only look for them blindly. I searched for many years and walked through many cities, but I found no trace of my mother. But despite this, I never wanted to give up, and I couldn't convince myself to forget the sins I had committed. Over the years, there have been so many nights when I have woken up from nightmares, and I always dream of my mother's desperate, helpless, and resolute eyes before she died, and she looked at me like that, covered in blood, and asked me why I had ruined her happiness and let her end up like this. I never felt guilty of killing those people, but I felt guilty and guilty of my impulsiveness and ignorance. I don't want to turn back time and give me a chance to do it all over again, I just hope that I can find her, be her son again, and be filial to her for the rest of my life.

In the process of searching, I met Qiansheng, and he gave me a lot of help, including mobilizing the snake clan to help me find it, and he was also adjusting from it. I never talked to him about these things, but he respected my choice and was understanding of what I was doing. It's just that sometimes he will persuade me to give up, because he doesn't want to see me continue to embarrass himself like this. At this point, I would turn down his kindness until ten years ago, when we found out about her.

It's hard to describe the feeling I felt when I first met her, you know...... That mood...... It's the person you've been looking for all your life who suddenly appears in front of you, you will be excited, you will be excited, but when you realize the fact that she was in her prime when you left her, and when you see her again, she is in her last years, this gap, this psychological gap, I can't describe it.

But I'm glad I found her, and I still have a chance to make amends before she dies. So I used everybody to help me find out what I could do about her, and when I saw those things, I wanted to kill her hateful son.

I couldn't accept that the people I loved were being treated like this. You see that she lives in such a good environment now, but before I took her here, the place where she lived was unbearable to look at. An elderly man in his eighties, with no one to take care of him and no ability to earn money, can only make ends meet by picking up garbage. But her son, who is the CEO of a listed company and has hundreds of millions of family assets, drove her out just because of her daughter-in-law's words and severed the mother-son relationship with her. I really wanted to kill her son, but I knew that with her character, no matter what the man did to her, she would still treat her like a son. If I kill him, she will be saddened. I couldn't let her go through this again, so I pretended to be a caregiver hired by her son and took on the responsibility of taking care of her.

I tried to play the role of a good son and took good care of her. We've had a great time, but she's at the end of her age. Seeing her get closer and closer to death, I was overwhelmed and didn't know what I could do. I tried to transition my cultivation to her, and I also gave her the decoction according to the old recipe on time, but there was still no way to prevent that day from coming.

In fact, greed is not only a sin unique to human beings, all living beings in this world have the shadow of greed in their hearts. For example, after living with her for so long, the more I didn't want to lose her again. So as I watched her take her last breath, I followed the advice of a snake demon to collect the yang energy of the living and transition it to her mother's body, so as to continue her life.

It's just that this is a palliative rather than a cure, and even if I collect more yang energy, I can't maintain it for long. Soon the mother's body began to decompose, and although she was still conscious, her body had become a real corpse. Yang energy can only slow down the rate of decay, but it cannot change the fact of decay, just as we were looking for another way to prolong our mother's life, we met you.