She regretted it, regretting that she only cared about her own feelings when she was with him, and deliberately ignored his feelings. But what's the use of regretting? In the situation she is in now, she doesn't want to live, she can't die, and there is no point in doing anything.

She hoped that he would come to her rescue, she didn't want to be the pet of this group of men, but if he did, she felt that it would inevitably cause a terrible war.

Earlier, she did not understand the meaning of war, and only felt that it would not have anything to do with her. Now after the baptism of blood, she feels that if there is another war, then she will never survive again.

This kind of survival is not only reflected in the body, but more importantly, in her soul. If this war started because of her, then the rest of her life, whether it is life or death, will always be accompanied by sin and pain, even if she goes deep into the Yellow Spring, there is no possibility of liberation.

Such thoughts took root in her heart like seeds, and she began to fear hearing from him, like a frightened bird, and even the slightest hint of wind and grass was terrified.

She wished that he had never loved her, or that he would give up his feelings for her in front of the state, so that she could live without carrying thousands of lives.

However, the heavens once again ignored her prayers, and Wu Sangui did not hesitate to descend to Dolgon after learning of this great change in his family and that she had fallen into the hands of Li Zicheng, and then led his troops to attack the capital.

With Dolgon's backing, coupled with his own good at leading troops to fight, he won the bloody battle with Li Zicheng. Not only that, with the cooperation of Dolgon, the two of them attacked all the way, completely breaking the last line of defense of the Ming Dynasty, and also crushing the peasant rebel army led by Li Zicheng, becoming the new masters of this thousands of miles of rivers and mountains.

The dust has settled, the victory and defeat have been decided, and he hugs his lost and regained lover, but he can't feel the joy of reunion no matter what.

She grimaced and asked him why.

Why did he get involved in this war, and why did he make her the culprit.

He also wanted to ask why.

Why did he lose his sense of proportion when he heard that she had an accident, and why did he even abandon his dignity in order to save her.

They are all asking themselves why, and they all know what is the reason for coming to this situation, but they dare not say.

Because if you say it, you will face parting, because if you say it, it will only increase the deeper sin.

It turns out that not all love is so beautiful, maybe sometimes between love and hate, the choice of love is ten thousand times more painful than hate.

A few years later, on the grounds of discord with her wife, she walked out of the gate of the Wu family, stepped into the monastery, and recited scriptures for those innocent people every day, accompanied by silence and loneliness. And he fought in the north and south, and after helping the Qing Empire gain a firm foothold, he broke away from Dolgon's control, and like Li Zicheng, established himself as king, and finally died of illness.

After all, they did not have a happy ending like the love story circulating on the Qinhuai River. They did not want to see each other again when they were alive, and they did not want to sleep together when they died. They became two intersecting lines, never to meet the other again. But they all knew the name of the dot that had tied the two of them together.

Love.