"Otherwise?" Chen Wenjing said with a smile.

I breathed a sigh of relief and looked scornful: "That's good, that's good." ”

"Why are you so afraid that I like you?" Chen Wenjing asked me, "Am I terrible?"

"It's not that I'm afraid, it's not worth it. What I said was sincere, "You are so young, so beautiful, and you have such a degree, such good conditions, your object should be very good." ”

"If two people love each other, these are all appearances, I don't see that you are so superficial. Chen Wen walked quietly, without the liveliness of the spoof.

I don't know if this topic is too heavy, or if Chen Wenjing remembered something, her mood suddenly became low, and her voice was a little low.

There was also a bus at this point, and she and I got into the bus stop.

The evening wind was cold and the weather forecast pointed to moderate snow tomorrow.

Maybe you don't have to wait until tomorrow, it will fall tonight.

In my impression, it is rare to have a good weather during the New Year, I don't know if God sees it too festive, so it will fall some snow or rain and wash it down.

"It's a façade, but it can't be ignored. I said, "At least someone like me is not worthy of you." ”

"What kind of person are you?" the car hadn't arrived yet, and Chen Wenjing and I had never chatted like this before, she asked me.

I thought about it a little and found that I had no advantages at all, all of which were disadvantages, and I could say them casually: "Low education, no serious job, low income, no house, no car, no motivation, old, not handsome, no taste, etc., many, many." ”

"Is it that exaggerated?" Chen Wenjing chuckled.

"Yes. I nodded, sure.

"Then why don't you change it?" asked Chen Wenjing.

"Lazy, I'm lazy. I was silent for a moment before I said.

"This is also the reason?" Chen Wenjing did not believe.

"Getting rid of these problems will make me uncomfortable and unhappy, so I don't bother to change them. I said, "Life should be about comfort, comfort, and happiness, and in order to get rid of these problems, I have become unhappy, isn't that torturing myself?"

A bus came by, not the two of us waiting, the driver looked at me, I waved my hand, and the car went away again.

"Then why do you want to open a steamed restaurant?" Chen Wenjing said, "I'm afraid this is not the life you want." ”

"The premise of life is to live, if you can't even live, how can you live?" I said, "how many people want to sleep until they wake up naturally, but no, they have to get up when the day dawns, brave the cold wind, shrink their necks, endure the white eyes, squeeze out smiling faces, all in order to live." ”

I have figured out that in order to achieve the state of life I want, I must live first, and then I can live a better life and live my own way.

When the car came, Chen Wenjing said goodbye to me and got into the car.

I looked at the departing bus, and Chen Wenjing sat by the window, staring at the dark night sky.

When I got home, it was already past ten o'clock.

"My dad hasn't come back yet?" I didn't see my dad when I entered the house.

Chen Le and Chen Le were soaking their feet, and my mother was watching.

Chen Le's little feet were trampling in the footbath, splashing everywhere.

"Wash well, water splashes everywhere. I grimaced, "Don't cry, believe it or not, I'll beat you." ”

Chen Le's mouth was pouting, he was so aggrieved that he wanted to cry, but he didn't dare.

"Don't know about the murderous child. My mother put her arms around Chen Le and wiped her feet, "Your dad won't come back, he's been sleeping in the place on duty for the past few days." ”

"He hasn't had a holiday yet?" I asked, "it's going to be the New Year." ”

"Stay not far away, just come back to eat at Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, he specially found someone to change the shift, the salary on holidays is much more than tasting, there is air conditioning there, and he can't freeze." My mom said.

I sat on the sofa, my heart was blocked, my dad didn't come back to live these days, those overtime pay is definitely not the main reason, he works in an irregular place, and he can't give much overtime pay, at most three or four hundred yuan.

He didn't come back to live, mostly because the location of the house was too small to live.

It's warm and it's okay, but it's cold and it's not good at all.

"Why don't I go live outside. I said, "I'll come back in the evening." ”

The key to Su Ran's house is still in my hand, and I haven't gone over since I came back, so it shouldn't be a problem to stay for a few nights in the past.

"What are you doing when you go out to stay? Is it too cold?" my mother asked me, "I'll give you an extra bed and quilt, so you won't be so cold at night." ”

I wanted to say that the house was small, but after thinking about it, I didn't say it.

When the two elders pay, they will feel happy, if I go out to live because the house is small, my father will definitely not be happy even if he comes back to live.

For parents, their children are sensible, and they are happy no matter how much they give. If I don't accept this powder, they will definitely not be comfortable.

Chen Ke washed his feet, wiped them clean, took a pot of boiling water, and added some boiling water to the footbath: "Dad, you wash your feet." ”

"I don't need to add a quilt, it's warm. I sat on Chen Ke's small chair, "Mom, can you walk long distances with your legs?"

"It's been fine for a long time, what's the matter with you?" said my mother.

"Let's go buy some New Year's goods tomorrow. "I bought some things at home, but I don't think it's enough, my mother has been staying at home for the past few days, not going out much, just taking this opportunity to go out with her.

Although it is cold outside, the air is better than in the house, and a proper walk is also good for the health of the elderly.

"There's something I still have to buy, so let's go with us tomorrow. My mom didn't refute.

My mother and Chen Ke and Chen Le were huddled together, I sat on the sofa, watching Chen Le lying on the edge of the bed sensibly, making room for Chen Le who was moving in the middle, and my heart hurt terribly.

The one-meter-five bed sleeps three people, and it's winter again, so it's a little crowded.

It's not rich enough.

Huddled under the covers, I felt a little more pressure on my body.

When I was sleeping, my mother woke me up, "Hurry up, it's snowing." ”

"Hmm. I poked my head out of the window and looked out, the white flocculent was still flying, but I didn't think much of it, I just wanted to squint for a while, "Let me sleep again." ”

"The two children are up, what are you still rubbing? Hurry up, don't waste time. "My mom urged again.

I clutched myself under the covers, wanting to stay a little longer.

A small body pressed against my head, and then stepped on it.

"Xiaole, your butt is itchy, isn't it?"

Chen Le seemed to sit down and laughed non-stop.

I cautiously poked my head out, grabbed her, leaned my face over, and rubbed Chen Le's face with my chin.

Chen Lexiao leaned back.

"The beard is scummy, and your face is worn out for you, hurry up. "My mother came over and snatched Chen Le from my hand and put shoes on her.

I couldn't sleep, I got up, the cold wind rushed into my body, I shivered, got dressed, and rushed into the toilet to wash.

When I went out, my mother found a hat and scarf out of nowhere, and wrapped Chen Ke and Chen Le tightly, exposing only her eyes and half of her nose.

Outside the building, the snow covered the upper of the shoe, and when you stepped on it, there was a creak, leaving shoe prints, which made people feel very comfortable.

Got up early, there were only a few rows of shoe prints on the road, Chen Ke trotted all the way, leaving a series of footprints on the snow-white ground, Chen Le followed behind, wah-wow screaming, wanting to push Chen Ke away and step on it himself, but he couldn't catch up, and shouted anxiously.

"Isn't there that, so much, come, step on it, and follow the example of Dad. I grabbed Chen Le and stretched out my foot to step on the blank snow in front of her, leaving a footprint of forty-two yards.

Chen Le learned from me, stepped on the side, and looked at my big footprints, seemed to be a little unconvinced, suddenly stomped his feet, and then looked at the messy footprints and giggled.

I didn't take the bus, I stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and I asked the master to drive directly to the Walmart supermarket in the city.

There are a lot of people, especially in front of the supermarket.

The red colored silk and lanterns were hung up, the snow in front of the supermarket was cleared, a lot of cars were parked, people were crowded, I held Chen Le, my mother led Chen Ke, and followed the crowd inside.

"Mom. Suddenly, Chen Ke shouted.

I looked at Chen Ke.

"I saw my mother, over there, my mother over there. Chen Ke pointed in one direction and squeezed there hard.

I was afraid that she would be lost, so I had to follow.

Inside the supermarket near the entrance, I saw Tong Wangjun, she was with Xu Heng.