Fu Xing simply told me the story of several of them, and his tone was as normal as if Ah Shu reported to me every day about the business status of his deceased thoughts. Although he carefully handed over the right to speak to me at the end, I didn't know what I should think or say after listening to it, so I could only keep my head down and try to drink all the remaining porridge in the bowl one bite after another.

Instead of feeling displeased by my rudeness, he smiled at me and continued:

"You lovely little girls always bring too much sex into the story when you listen to it, and it's obviously a very ordinary thing, but you always have to feel sorry for others. ”

"Don't you feel sorry for yourself for so many years? It's not you who rebelled, you just interceded for your uncle, this is a normal thing, why did he imprison you here in disguise?"

I held the empty bowl and argued with the float, as if the float was not the hero of this story, but an outsider. Float just took my bowl from my hand, smiled, and replied to me in an understated tone:

"I'm sad, he said he came back to see me, but he didn't come once, how can I not be sad. ”

My bewildered heart instantly felt very sour after hearing his words, and I looked at his back as he packed up his things and almost wanted to speak, but in the end I all chose to be silent.

I can't say comforting words, for so many years, there are too many people who owe him comfort, and I shouldn't say these words. And I know that he doesn't need comfort, what he needs is to let go of himself and face his heart calmly.

I don't know how much loneliness and self-blame a person has to go through in order to learn to forgive all the hurts, to seal up their true heart, and to leave only a smile to deal with everything in this world. But I know that the scar in Fuxing's heart may have been caused by Jing Rong at first, but the reason why it will never heal is that Fuxing has always refused to forgive himself.

He can't forgive himself for choosing to stand opposite Jingrong in order to protect him, and he can't forgive himself for severing all contact with Jingrong so strongly and decisively. It's not so much that Jing Rong imprisoned him in the West Sea, but that he chose the West Sea to punish himself.

But he is not wrong, it is not his fault that he saved Jing Rong, it is not his fault that he follows Jing Rong to unify the Three Realms, and it is not his fault that he maintains his family, but maybe sometimes, in the face of feelings, there is no distinction between right and wrong.

It's like Sinan violated the rules of heaven, just to love me.

When I thought of Sinan, the sourness in my heart aggravated a little. And just as I was about to open my mouth to persuade the float, the door of my room was pushed open by Xiuhe, and he did not even greet me, and when he saw that I was awake, he commanded in a cold voice:

"Wake up, then go back. ”

"Aren't you hurt? Can you go back now?"

I looked at Xiu Ho in amazement, who showed no signs of injury at all, and thought that he was just trying to be stubborn, hoping to leave the float sooner. But I didn't expect him to pick me up directly from the bed, and without saying a word, he wanted to pull me out like this. I was a little angry by his rude movements, and I couldn't help yelling at him while struggling:

"What are you doing, isn't this worrying that you are afraid that your body will not be able to bear it, I said that you let go of me, I can go by myself. ”

After being yelled at by me, Xiuhe finally let go of his hand. As soon as I was freed, I stopped in a rage to straighten up my clothes that had been repaired and messed up. After everything was done, I began to lose my temper at Xiuhe without any scruples:

"Are you sick, you haven't been normal since you came to this West Sea, you will be happy and unhappy. Please, I'm here to find someone, I don't care about what happened to you before. You can catch up with the old or seek revenge if you want, whatever you want, but if you have a temper, can you not spill it on me? Besides, who was so excited when he first came here that he couldn't even speak, and now he is putting on this appearance, what do you want? What does a big man say directly, and he still hides it, as for it?"

I didn't care what the reaction of the floating line or Xiuhe was, and after I finished what I wanted to say, I slammed myself on the sofa with my breath, looking like "I just won't leave". As my movements ended, the room was suddenly extremely quiet, and the atmosphere became a little eerie. But it wasn't long before the awkward atmosphere was interrupted by the sound of laughter:

"As far as I know, Miss Su, you are the only person in this world who dares to talk to the Hades like this. Even the Emperor didn't dare to lose his temper with him like this when he was angry with him, it seems that he has really changed a lot over the years. ”

"Yes, he has become more and more arrogant and lawless in recent years, and the Jade Soul Gui also told me a few days ago that he has changed a lot, who knows what he looked like before, I haven't seen it. ”

I couldn't resist the floating smile, so he spoke first, and I couldn't help but talk. Seeing that I was not so angry that I didn't even want to speak, Fuxing came to me and sat down beside me, and said to me:

"In the past, he was decisive in killing, he didn't like to laugh, he always rushed to the front when he killed the enemy, and when his own people were injured, he always silently decocted and changed the medicine for them in the rear. He never expresses it, but he is the most emotional. Occasionally a little stubborn, but behind the stubbornness, there is also his own thoughtfulness and loyalty. Although it may seem a bit unapproachable, he is really a nice and nice person. ”

Fuxing's serious description made me feel as if I knew a fake Xiuhe who had been impersonated, and I really found it hard to believe that the person who owed me two gold bracelets for several years and was always fried and arrogant to the point of unreasonableness was the person he said he was. I wanted to tell him that the Xiuhe I recognized was completely different from him, but before I could speak, Xiuhe, who had been cold-faced, spoke:

"How much do you have to sacrifice for him? The first time he rebelled, we saw that we kept him in your face, and then what? What did we get in exchange for our soft-heartedness? Not only did he recover his cultivation, but his strength was even a hundred times stronger than before, and he was also planning a second rebellion! Yes, I can believe you unconditionally, I believe that you have no idea, but you go and ask, how can anyone else in this world believe in you? You are already unable to protect yourself, and you want me not to hurt him, you tell me, how can I not hurt him? He has hurt so many of us, and even so far Sinan's life and death are uncertain, I already want to tear him alive, how can I not hurt him? Floating, I ask you to be fair to a few of us, okay, we are all born and died with you, we all love you equally, even if I beg you, don't be so stubborn?"