January 28 cloudy

At the beginning of the winter vacation, the weather forecast clamoured that there would be snow on the first day of the new year, and now dinner is over, and there is not half a shadow of snowflakes. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Ruixue Zhaofeng year's lottery head is not available.

I already deeply felt that Ding Younian would not be an easy year.

The final results turned into a year beast, and they arrived as scheduled on the morning of the Chinese New Year's Eve. When I saw my results on the campus website, I was a little surprised, and the accident did not have a miracle. It's still to be expected. Seventy-seven-eighty-eight probably describes the effect of the results in the seventies and eighties. This high score is very much corresponding to my tepid college life in the past six months.

Half a year passed, but nothing was caught.

Maybe I haven't adapted yet, how to forget the college entrance examination, how to start a new journey.

Xuemei's score is 90 points, which is a reward for her continued learning habits.

Yingying was light and breezy every day, and she broke up vigorously and violently, and she also took the test.

The snow is not as sharp as Xuemei, and it is not as sharp as my seventies.

When a person is about to die, the most self-aware is himself. The best thing about the quality of the results is also yourself.

I didn't dare to share my score with my mother, but I just said that I didn't know the score until school started.

In fact, when I came back from vacation, I have already suffered a lot of damage, oh no, it is a spur.

From the seven aunts and eight aunts to the neighbors and friends, everyone who met asked me-

"Xing'er, my shoulder always hurts, what's wrong with you?"

"Xing'er, I took a film in the county hospital a few days ago, and the doctor said it's okay, can you take a look at it again?"

"Xing'er, I have a headache, can you help you make a cupping?"

"Xing'er, will you get a needle? The infusion can come to you directly in the future, right?"

......

I can only explain over and over again, I still don't know how to give injections and infusions, I can't watch films, and the Western medicine I studied should not teach cupping......

Then I have to continue to explain that I am still studying mathematics, physics and chemistry this semester......

Then he meditated hard and continued to explain why he had to study mathematics, physics and chemistry to study medicine.......

Eventually, all the conversations ended in silence.

Of course, there are also the subtext of various doubts and doubts in the other party's heart.

And the guilt, helplessness, and confusion in my heart.

I am very glad that I was able to have such a score in the first semester, and I am very glad that my family and friends have such expectations for me.

Since I was a child, I have been studying for exams, for junior high school, for the high school entrance examination, for the college entrance examination, and now what are you studying for?

How do you spend college?

Is it really as the seniors said, 60 points are long live, and 61 points are wasted?

Or, like Xuemei, who is 90 years old, and strives to get a scholarship?

After all, there are still people waiting for me to go to the needle infusion cupping to watch the film. Don't forget the original intention.

What is my original intention?

It's ridiculous to think about it, Shang Ke sent a WeChat message, wishing me a happy New Year, and at the same time, saying that he had a rare pass in the English test, thanks to my encouragement in the exam room. A boy like him, who is very biased in subjects, burns incense and worships Buddha if he doesn't fail in English, thank God, what is his goal in college?

The future is too far away, so let's listen to the words of the national father-in-law and start with a small goal, for example, first pass the legendary English level 4?

This is not a small goal for Shang Ke, haha.

I suddenly felt that there was still hope in life.