Chapter 117: The Left of the Wilderness (Part I)

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Cen Ye didn't even raise his eyes for him.

Training begins.

Soon, Xu Xunsheng noticed that although he gently came to coax her to reconcile this morning, the low pressure on Cen Ye's body that had been depressed since he came back last night had not disappeared. As soon as he opened his voice, although it was still not good, he always felt a little more depressed. The stuffy and hard energy on his body, Xu Xunsheng could feel a small movement when he looked at him from three meters apart.

However, it is not the same as the last time I trained, and I was angry at my brothers. Today, the anger in his stomach seems to be mainly directed at himself, not at others. There is no longer a harsh and harsh yin and yang monster to others. When he encounters someone who does something wrong, he just calms down and asks you to do it all over again. One time doesn't work, a second time, two times doesn't work, a third time. It's stubborn, but it's also dull. So the brothers didn't think there was anything wrong with him, except that he was a little depressed today.

Only Xu Xunsheng doesn't think so. Ono has something on her mind, and she can feel it deeply.

He was really harsh on himself, there were a few true and false voice conversions, Xu Xunsheng felt that he was close to perfection, he actually sneered, and said, "It's worse than Lu Xiaohai's peak state." Then he pulled the microphone and practiced again and again against the wall. He just tossed himself over and over again. sang until his throat was dumb, and he dropped the microphone, sat down on the steps, took out a cigarette, and smoked in silence. Others, on the other hand, have long been swiping their phones to eat snacks on their phones.

Xu Xunsheng looked at his back, straight and thin back, slightly arched. She walked over with a drink, sat down beside him, and handed it to him. He took it, tilted his head and took a big sip.

"What's wrong?" she asked softly.

He didn't look at her, but looked straight ahead: "It's nothing, a little tired." ”

Xu Xunsheng said: "You are working hard today. ”

He smiled and said, "It's necessary, Kuangzuo is so strong, if you don't work hard, how can you win the championship?"

So Xu Xunsheng thought, could it be that he was really because of the pressure of the championship? Otherwise, he couldn't find any other reason. Otherwise, who can make Ono angry? He is angry with others. Thinking like this, she was a little relieved, leaned her head lightly on his shoulder, and deliberately teased him: "Ono, you didn't do this before. ”

"What?"

"You weren't afraid of anyone before, and you weren't nervous. Why are you a little timid now?"

Cen Ye was quiet and said: "Lao Tzu will not be afraid of anyone now, he will try his best to win the championship, and no one can take what to do with Lao Tzu." ”

Xu Xunsheng was stunned and looked up to find his eyes. But I saw him smiling as usual, and I couldn't see any clues.

And she can only rely on him like this, and nothing else can be done. Both of them were silent for a while, and Cen Ye probably sensed his indifference to her, and his fingers lightly touched her chin, and said, "What are you thinking?"

Xu Xunsheng said: "You." ”

Xu Xunsheng probably didn't understand the feeling of heavy involvement in Cen Ye's heart when he heard this word. He lowered his voice and whispered, "What do you want me to do? Am I not with you, huh?"

Xu Xunsheng also blurted out just now, but he was asked by him at this moment, and he was so close in the court, his face was a little red, and he just wanted to leave, but he pulled her back, put his hand on her shoulder, and let her lean on his chest.

"Blind and worried. He said, "If there is Lao Tzu in everything, you can just follow it." ”

"Good. ”

At this time, Zhang Tianyao stood up and said, "It's okay in the afternoon, I'm leaving." ”

Zhao Tan waved his hand to signal K, and Huizi was playing with his mobile phone without even raising his head. Zhang Tianyao's eyes fell on the pair who were facing away from them again, and he smiled sarcastically in his heart, and he didn't know what he was laughing at. As soon as he wanted to go out, he heard Cen Ye ask, "Where are you going?"

Zhang Tianyao turned his head to look at him, Cen Ye's body and face were half turned around, although he was asking him, he didn't look at him at all, staring coldly at the ground.

Zhang Tianyao was still a little unaware of the taste, and felt a little strange. Because when there is usually no rehearsal, Cen Ye never asks where he goes. His heart suddenly moved, his palms sweated inexplicably, and he replied, "Go out." ”

Cen Ye smiled very shallowly, glanced at him, his eyes were extremely dark and deep, and asked, "Who are you going out with?"

Zhang Tianyao's heart suddenly felt a little angry, and he was a little weak-hearted, and at this time, Zhao Tanhuizi also looked at them, probably feeling a little strange. Zhang Tianyao replied lukewarmly: "Friend." After speaking, he didn't wait for Cen Ye to say anything, and quickly opened the door and went out. After walking for a while, I felt that the irritability and nervousness in my heart gradually subsided, and the rest was covered layer by layer, the strong disgust and anger towards Cen Ye.

After thinking about it for a while, he suddenly had an idea - once in the band, he and Cen Ye were the best and most connected, and they didn't even lose to him and Zhao Tan. When did he lose his disgust with this former brother?

Zhang Tianyao's heart suddenly became more irritable, and he even felt that some things were difficult to face and didn't want to think deeply, thinking that he was going to leave anyway, anyway, he didn't have to succumb to him in the future, and most of them would not have any more dealings with them after the game, so he hurried up and left.

Inside the house, Cen Ye drank the drink in one go, pinched the bottle hard, and smashed it into the trash can.

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In the next few days, Cen Ye took the band and practiced in the dark. Zhang Tianyao is never absent, after all, winning the championship is also very important to him. But Cen Ye basically didn't pay much attention to him.

Cen Ye's whole heart was immersed in training, forcing himself not to think about anything else, and not to care about anything else. He held his breath and also had an extremely stubborn thought -- as long as the band performed well enough, as long as it could shine in front of the national audience! Could it be that the organizers could forcibly eliminate Chaodui? As long as they could win the championship with their strength, they would have to work harder to control them, right? Maybe they would have better negotiation capital and the best of both worlds!

He thought so, and he was not allowed to try to imagine a failure to win the championship or other more unpredictable scenarios. Day after day, I forgot to sleep and eat, and only the game was left in my eyes.

Cen Ye's tumbling and unspeakable thoughts, Xu Xunsheng naturally didn't know. It's just that watching him work so hard, although I understand that he is a champion, I always feel that something has changed about him. What is it, and I can't grasp it. Even if he treats her gently, he still treats her gently and dotingly.

And he always felt that he had something to do, and he didn't tell her. You can Xu Xunsheng's temperament, you don't say it. I've asked a few times, but you still don't say. Naturally, I remained silent. It's just that for such a period of time, the time he has to spend alone with her is almost gone, although his eyes are still soft and sincere, but whenever Xu Xunsheng looks at his lonely appearance of practicing hard from behind, looking at his often silence, he feels distressed, and he feels that he doesn't know when he starts, there is a very small opening, and it is cold and quiet, as if he has gotten into a mess of incomprehensible things. It's no longer like before, the two people are so close that there is no distance.

Cen Ye's crazy efforts, Zheng Qiulin also saw it. She didn't say a word, and she didn't continue to force him to choose. Because she knew that the time was not yet right, and no matter how hard she pressed, she was afraid that Cen Ye would rebound even more.

But deep down in her heart, she also felt a little pity for the young man's strength, and held a very rare gentle thought, she thought, just let his pure and unruly temperament keep a little longer. See how long he can struggle.

After all, they will let him recognize the reality, remove the edges and corners, accept the arrangement, and go the way he should go. He really needs to be sharpened before he can precipitate the heart of a true superstar, and understand that everything should be like this!