"I only have one set of quilts left, and the other things in the room have been moved to Wuchang, do you want to sleep with me at night?" Tang Wan turned her head and suddenly followed me.

"No, no, I'm not sleeping here, I'll go back to sleep. I shook my head, I was a little scared now.

"What are you afraid of, and I'm not worried about what you're going to do to me. Tang Wan looked at me with some disgust, as if she was a little dissatisfied with my hasty refusal.

I smiled bitterly in my heart, Tang Wan was not afraid of what I would do to her, but I was afraid of what I would do to her.

I suddenly felt that the world seemed to be reversed, I became a woman, Tang Wan, Chen Wenjing, Tong Xiangjun became a man all of a sudden, how did I become the passive one?

"Is it that Su Ran is at home, so you are in a hurry to go back?" Tang Wan asked me.

I shook my head: "No, it has nothing to do with her, she hasn't come back for many days, and I've been living alone." ”

"Then what are you worried about, just sleep with me today, I'll go and spread the quilt, it's not like I haven't slept together before. Tang Wan suddenly became more active, and compared with before, she seemed to be a little more cheerful.

I wondered a little how Tang Wan could have changed like this, was it because I told her about my divorce, so she became like this, or was it some other reason?

Tang Wan was making the quilt in the room, and I walked to the door and looked at her: "Forget it, don't bother, I'll take a car back." ”

"If you're worried about doing anything too much to me, take a shower first, wash it in cool water to cool down, or vent yourself in the toilet, I'm not against it. Tang Wan glanced back at me with a resolute attitude, "There are still a lot of things to pack up in the house, and I have to trouble you to help me move them tomorrow morning." ”

"Okay, then I'll go take a shower first, and you can take your time. I sighed, but in the end I didn't refuse Tang Wan, I don't seem to know how to refuse, I'm not a decisive person.

I am obviously angry with Tang Wan, angry that she trusts Liu Chuang more than she trusts me, but when I know that she is in trouble, I will still help her, I don't want to see her sad and sad, I will think of her good, filter her bad.

I think as a friend, I may not be generous, and I have some mental cleanliness, but I should still cherish my friends. I don't have many friends, only Tang Wan and Wu Dong show a few of them, but if they encounter difficulties, I will still help them.

It has nothing to do with returns, just because of the word friend.

Friends are not much more expensive.

On such a cold day, I didn't really wash with cold water as Tang Wan said, I took a hot shower and came out, Tang Wan had already made the bed, and I didn't know what to do in the kitchen.

"Are you cooking so late? I'm not hungry, are you hungry?" I asked her, walked to the edge of the kitchen and smelled a burst of milk, and looked inside only to find that Tang Wan was not cooking, but hot milk.

"Drink a glass of milk, it will be more comfortable to sleep at night, and I will buy some milk to warm up tomorrow morning for you to drink, there is not much left in the refrigerator, just a little bit." Tang Wan took out the slightly warmed milk and brought a full bowl to me.

"Yours?" I asked her, and there was only one bowl of milk.

"I don't drink, you do. Tang Wan shook her head, "You drink quickly, go to bed after drinking, tomorrow will definitely be uncomfortable." ”

"It's a little too much, how can I sleep after drinking, I'm afraid I'll have to get up every two or three hours. "I'm holding milk. Looking at the milk that was about to overflow the edge of the bowl, "You can bring another bowl, and I'll give you a share." ”

Give Tang Wanyun a little milk, and after drinking, we went into the room, she slept on one end and I slept on the other, but the quilt was just one bed, and it was very thin.

I didn't feel that embarrassed, we used to lie like this before.

"Why did you leave such a thin quilt, this quilt is only four catties, it should be covered in summer. I asked Tang Wan, the quilt was light and fluttering on her body, and there was no weight at all.

"Are you cold?" Tang Wan asked me, she was still wearing pajamas, her body was curled up, her legs were slightly arched, and only her head was exposed, with her back to me, "I originally planned to leave everything here and not move, and I didn't plan to sleep at home at night." ”

"Then why did you move again?" I asked her, as to why she slept here tonight, the topic was so ambiguous that I automatically filtered it.

"Because you don't want to, I'll move everything I can, and I'll sell it if I can't. Tang Wan seemed a little angry.

"If I don't want it, you can keep it, there's no need to sell it, or it's more cost-effective to find a housekeeping company to help you move to Wuchang than to sell it." I said.

"I'll leave it to you, if you don't want it, I don't want it, then you can only sell it. Tang Wan emphasized, as if she was coquettish.

I listened to it very usefully, and felt that I should still have some status in Tang Wan's heart, otherwise she would not have said such a thing.

Being remembered by a woman or a beautiful woman, no matter how you think about it, it is a blood-boiling thing.

"Alright, go to sleep, it's going to be the night tonight. "I didn't dare to think deeper, I was afraid that the blood would rush down, so I pulled the quilt at her side, and I lay flat on the bed myself, so that I could minimize air leakage and warm up a little.

"Are you angry with me?" Tang Wan asked me suddenly.

"What are you angry about?" I asked, in fact, there were some speculations in my heart, Tang Wan should have asked about the leakage of the secret of the charity fund handling process one day, I suspect that Liu Chuang did it, but Tang Wan didn't trust me, I was really angry, but I couldn't really say that I was still angry.

"Because I believe in Liu Chuang, I don't believe you, so you're angry, right?" Tang Wan said, sure enough, this was the case, she didn't wait for my answer, as if she was sure that I was angry, Tang Wan, who was originally facing away from me, suddenly turned around, and we were face to face.

, Tang Wan exhaled like an orchid, "Liu Chuang helped me a lot at school, a girl has nothing to rely on in the field, it's very difficult, but these are nothing, the important thing is the feeling of loss in my heart, I feel like I have been betrayed, I instantly become very lonely, as if my whole life has lost its meaning, I sometimes even think about whether to end my life like this, so as not to continue to suffer." ”

I can probably guess that Tang Wan will be in this situation, and I know that it is because of me without asking, because she saw me like Tong Wangjun, but I didn't expect Tang Wan to have the idea of suicide because of this.

I'm really a scumbag, I hurt several women at the same time, and now this situation is not getting better, and I don't know how it will end, not only that, but there are new women who have fallen in.

Debt, I'm a little skeptical that it's because I lost my memory for eight years, so God gave me a peach blossom charm, or put a few red threads on me?

"Do you know who was with me at that time?" Tang Wan seemed insecure, curled up even more, and pushed her knees against my stomach.

But I will have no desire, only guilt.

I suddenly remembered that in high school, a few of us stayed up all night, Tang Wan and I were in a private room, we were tired of playing and curled up on the sofa in the middle of the night, she slept like this, always liked to put her knees on my stomach, and I would quickly hug her legs.

"It's Liu Chuang who is by your side. "It must be so, I said, my hand touched Tang Wan's pajamas in the quilt, but finally retracted.

"Well, it's him, from the time I got off the train, he helped me get the rest of the things, including helping me sign up, helping me move the salute to the dormitory, and then guiding me to choose classes, introducing me to the club, she arranged everything for me and helped me do it. Tang Wan clasped her knees with her hands, "You would have done these things for me, but you didn't accompany me." ”

"I can't accompany me. I said, my eyes were a little dry, and I was a little jealous, and Liu Chuang seemed to have snatched something from me.

"I know. Tang Wan nodded, "I just hope you can understand that Liu Chuang has helped me, he is really good to me, you don't force me to choose between you and him every time, okay?"

I feel a little heartache, heartache Tang Wan has another man in her heart, but reason tells me that this thing will happen after all, I shouldn't be too greedy, I should be happy for her.

But fucking I just couldn't be happy, my eyes were a little moist.

I don't know why I'm crying, I don't want to cry, but I can't stop crying.