Chapter 62: Slowly Returning
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Inspiration can be unpredictable sometimes. For example, half an hour ago, Cen Ye originally listened to the recorded Xu Xunsheng's singing, looked at the scenery outside the window, and traveled out of the world with a relaxed heart. Suddenly, a strong sense of musicality and impulse, like an irresistible heat current, rushed into my heart. This impulse has always been familiar to him, and he was gradually overwhelmed by it, Xu Xunsheng couldn't think about it, took out the reindeer boy book and pencil from his bag, threw the headphones aside, and began to bury his head in capturing and writing.
Of course, when the book was in Xu Xunsheng's place, it was still white and clean, and it was very in the owner's style. After being in Cen Ye's hands for so many days, he always held it in his hand, and he often threw it around, his skin was worn out, and it was a little black, which was weird and ugly. But Cen Ye didn't dislike it, and took it with him wherever he went.
Zhao Tan went to the toilet and came back, and when he saw this posture, he understood, and he didn't bother him, and played with his mobile phone by himself. However, Zhao Tan occasionally glanced at it and found that some of the melodies and lyrics in the book were divided into "male" and "female", but he was taken aback, so he asked: "Who do you want to sing with?"
Cen Ye replied without raising his head: "Of course it's with Xu Xunsheng." ”
Zhao Tan hadn't heard Xu Xunsheng sing, and Cen Ye didn't bother to share the recording with him, so he was greatly surprised. I thought it was bad, Ono is going to be lustful, to be a faint king, the girl he likes, and he has to be the second lead singer?
Cen Ye glanced up at him, then motioned for him to pick up his headphones and listen. Zhao Tan listened suspiciously for a while and was stunned.
I see.
Their band has really picked up a treasure. Zhao Tan thought about it and felt that this road was feasible. They are about to participate in the finals, everyone has seen a lot of this kind of variety show, and the judges like originality, adaptation, and innovation the most. If they want to win, they have to keep innovating. If you prepare such a choral song, as a miracle trick, maybe it will be of great use at that time.
Zhao Tan was also a little excited in his heart, and just wanted to discuss a few words with Cen Ye, but saw that this guy was lying on his stomach and was repeatedly revising a note. I don't know what came to mind, but when he put pen to paper and wrote the word "female", a smile rippled on the corner of his mouth.
To tell the truth, Zhao Tan has known him for seven or eight years, and he has never seen him smile like this. Really, it's a silly laugh, without the usual recklessness and casualness, it's the kind of laughter that is particularly simple and indulgent. Zhao Tan "chuckled" in his heart and blurted out: "You~ Mom still said that she didn't come to her?"
Cen Ye paused for a moment and didn't say anything, but he didn't write again.
The train rumbled, Zhao Tan was quiet for a while, and said, "When did it start?"
Cen Ye replied, "What did it start when did it start?"
Zhao Tan said: "Don't pretend, Xu Xunsheng." ”
Cen Ye was also wondering, when did it start? But the memory actually took him back to the day he saw her for the first time. She sat down in front of the piano with her head bowed and played a song by Jin Ge Iron Horse. So Sven, elegant, gentle, cold. is a person who is the opposite of him, and he can't be beaten by eight poles. But it's her. Thinking of this, Cen Ye smiled unconsciously.
Zhao Tan looked at him and smiled a little silly and obsessed again, but he was silent. Although he usually jokes about Ono and women, this trip to the southern capital, he also worked hard to use them as a light bulb, and always went to be a single dog wandering outside. But when it comes to feelings, the first thing he thinks of is, after all, for his brothers for many years. What's more, it's Ono, who usually looks flying and domineering, but in fact, Zhao Tan knows that if this guy is sincere, I'm afraid he will be stupider than anyone else. If he really falls into such a temperament, if he doesn't get it, if he doesn't have a good death, the consequences will be unimaginable.
"People haven't made it clear yet, don't fall too deep. Zhao Tan blurted out.
Cen Ye was stunned, looking at him, the smile in his eyes faded, and his expression seemed to be a little confused, but he quickly came to his senses. Then he returned to his usual appearance, as if he was a little arrogant, and said, "Don't worry, Lao Tzu is naturally measured." If I get into it, I'll pull her along. ”
Zhao Tan always felt that the direction in which the two of them were talking was getting more and more weird, thought about it, and asked: "Since they all like this, why don't you break the chase?" But he also had a guess in his heart, thinking that Ono was afraid of being rejected? After all, it was not an ordinary girl, it was Xu Xunsheng.
Sure enough, Cen Ye was silent again, and after a while, he smiled and said, "The emperor is not in a hurry, and the eunuch is in a hurry." I'm afraid to scare her. And...... What can I give her now? Of course, I have to start a career and fight the country. At least a good place in the national races is required to speak to her. However, I hadn't met her before. Later...... If she is still willing to like someone, it must be Lao Tzu, not someone else. Lao Tzu will never do it. ”
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Xu Xunsheng returned home, calmly put down the car keys as usual, changed his shoes and entered the house. Mother had been secretly watching her through the door. When she finally sat down on the sofa and made tea with a calm gaze, her mother sat down beside her and asked lightly, "The two boys are gone, and they won't come to the house to play before leaving." ”
Xu Xunsheng didn't want to talk to her about this, so he lowered his head and drank tea. The mother smiled again and said, "Xu Xunsheng, you are tempted." ”
Xu Xunsheng's heart pounded and said, "Mom, what are you talking nonsense." ”
"Hehe......" said the mother, "I don't know about the daughter I gave birth to? That person didn't leave two days ago, and every time you come back, although you don't say that the spring breeze is full of faces, but you are also very energetic! ”
Xu Xunsheng: "...... Where do I usually wilt?"
"Whoever wilts, who knows. The mother said, "If you like it, go back to Xiangcheng with him, what do I need to hold my grandson if I go on like this?
Xu Xunsheng couldn't listen to it anymore, and looked up at his father for help, but his father, who had always been gentle, just laughed when he heard the argument between the mother and daughter. Xu Xunsheng glared at him and said, "It's all what you're used to." Mother: "It's not big, it's not small!"
Xu Xunsheng resisted the urge to hold his forehead and said: "I'm not wilting, they are just friends, I have entertained for three days, of course I will be a little tired." I won't tell you. ”
The mother said again: "Xun Sheng, you are too much like your father." ”
Father: "Why did you get to me again?"
Mother: "Don't talk, I didn't chase you back then, can you have a happy marriage and family now? Do you think about how long you have a crush on me and still don't dare to speak? Daughter, you live too carefully, this is not wrong in normal times, and your parents have never supported you and don't say anything about you." But what about love, it's different. You get what you give. You can't keep yourself out and be passive all the time, because you're really going to miss your beloved.
I have always felt that women must have themselves in love. But sometimes, you have to let go of yourself, you pay unforgettable feelings, it is possible to get unforgettable feelings. Otherwise, you seem to be protecting yourself, but you are inadvertently failing others, but in fact you are also failing yourself. Don't stop the feeling in your heart, feel it, accept it. Even if it's not suitable, I'm sure you can pull out right away and not get hurt. ”
Mother's words, Xu Xunsheng didn't think so. But my mother was right, she was very similar to my father, and she would only dive headlong into the things she liked, and silently stay in that safe field. Many other things are only moved by others after others push them. But what does it matter, who in this world is not living in a way that is comfortable for them?
It's just that lying in bed this night, I still remember how I felt when I heard my mother's sentence "You are tempted". I always feel uneasy, faintly anxious and faintly hot.
There are also mothers who say that she is too protective of herself and will let others down. Xu Xunsheng thought to himself, my mother was wrong, I am not that kind of person.
If I fall in love with someone deeply, I will definitely do my best and will not look back. I'm afraid that I'm afraid of meeting such a person, she has been engraved, but he refuses to remember.
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Xu Xunsheng returned to Xiangcheng three days later. The band was also quite busy after the festival, and Cen Ye didn't chase her and ask her when she would come back. Xu Xunsheng didn't inform them, he dragged the box back to the studio and packed up for the day. The next day she had something to do.
Xu Zhi's tomb is on the outskirts of Xiangcheng, and his death is a week later. But on his death day, there will always be a lot of family and friends, Xu Xunsheng didn't want to meet anyone, so he went to pay his respects a few days in advance.
On this day, the weather was refreshing and sunny, and Xu Xunsheng wore a black coat and went to the cemetery with flowers and some dark coins. Xu Zhi was used to living a comfortable life before he was alive, so Xu Xunsheng burned him more money every time. The vulgar is vulgar, and seek peace of mind.
As a result, she just arrived at the cemetery for a while, laid flowers, cleaned the surroundings again, and a text message came into her mobile phone.
Cen Ye sent: "When will you go back to Xiangcheng?"
Xu Xunsheng replied truthfully: "It's already back." ”
I waited a few minutes for his reply: "Where? I don't see anyone in the studio." ”
Xu Xunsheng thought to himself, this guy actually went to his house. But when I looked around, I didn't want to tell him the truth for some reason. So he put his phone aside and pretended to be dead. Seeing that a few more text messages jumped in, Xu Xunsheng didn't look at it. After a while, the phone called.
Xu Xunsheng had no choice but to pick it up: "Hey." ”
Cen Ye's voice sounded relaxed: "When did you come back, why didn't you reply to my text message?"
Xu Xunsheng: "Oh, I didn't see it just now. I came back the day before yesterday. ”
Cen Ye paused for a moment and said, "Didn't you tell me when you came back the day before yesterday?"
Xu Xunsheng suddenly didn't know how to answer, thought about it, and said, "It's not far, there's no need to tell the world, right?"
Cen Ye said "heh......" and didn't say anything.
Xu Xunsheng asked rhetorically: "Why did you run away from my house?"
Cen Ye replied: "Let's see if you have come back, we have to use the training room." ”
"Oh. ”
Then he asked, "Where the hell are you? ”
Xu Xunsheng was stunned for a moment and replied, "I'm in the cemetery." ”
This time, Cen Ye was also quiet for a while, and said, "Where is he buried?"
Xu Xunsheng always felt that he used strange words, but he couldn't say what was strange, so he said "um".
Cen Ye asked again: "Today is the death day?" Xu Xunsheng sighed.
Both of them were silent for a while, and suddenly they heard him laugh and say, "No wonder no one pays attention when they come back." Xu Xunsheng sighed in his heart, always feeling that he should explain something, but he didn't know how to explain it.
Seeing that she was silent, Cen Ye on the other end also felt inexplicably embarrassed, so he said, "It's okay, hang up." ”
Xu Xunsheng was silent, Cen Ye just wanted to hang up the phone, but heard her speak: "Xiao Ye...... Wait a minute. ”
Cen Ye's heart moved, and suddenly the feeling of irritability dissipated a lot, and he said lazily: "What's the matter? Don't let Uncle Ben hang up the phone." ”
Xu Xunsheng also smiled and said, "I want to ask...... I'll be back in a moment when you're going to use the training room. ”
Cen Ye seemed to have some kind of bright light in his heart to dispel the haze, and he suddenly didn't feel like he was in a bag, and said, "We'll use it as soon as you come back." ”
Both of them were silent for a moment. It was the silence between each other that made Cen Ye's heart beat inexplicably, and said, "The cemetery is far away, do you want me to take a ride to pick you up?"
"No!" Xu Xunsheng hurriedly said, "I'll come back myself." ”
Cen Ye smiled and said lazily: "Okay, then move quickly, if it's slow, Lao Tzu will come and pick up people." ”