I guessed what Ah Shu told me to do, and I got up to go upstairs, but I had just taken two steps when I saw the girl walking towards us accompanied by Ah Shu.

I knew I was going to hear a long story next, so I nodded at her and walked over to the tea table to make some tea.

After getting used to drinking Shengpu, I was not very interested in other teas, but the taste of Shengpu is still a little difficult for people who are new to tea. Therefore, in order to satisfy the appetite of the public, I have prepared some of the six major types of tea in case of emergency. Obviously, this girl's condition is not suitable for drinking Shengpu and listening to stories like me, so I made a cup of Zhengshan Xiaozhong and put it in front of her.

Xu was because she had never drunk tea so seriously, or because she didn't believe in my tea-making skills, so the first cup, she frowned and drank very little. I don't have any worries about this at all, because although my tea-making skills are not as good as Sinan's, they are not too bad, not to mention that the tea I choose is not bad, and it is especially suitable for her age and personality.

Sure enough, when the tea soup entered, she slowly stretched out her wrinkles, she put down the teacup, looked at me carefully, and said in a somewhat surprised tone:

"I didn't expect you to make tea well, the first time I drank such a delicious black tea, it was not at all the same as what I used to drink at home. ”

"If you like something, if you do it for a long time, you will naturally be better than others. What's more, I'm a teahouse here, and of course tea is also good tea. ”

"So in fact, Qu Yuan also loves Chu State very much, right? Otherwise, he would not have sacrificed his life for Chu State, and in the end, he would have been martyred..."

The girl's eyes began to become a little misty, I looked at her face, which was not at all similar to Qu Yuan, and said in a deep voice:

"You should know better than we all know how much he loves his country. ”

"yes, I really know that very well. I can still feel his pain, his despair, all his feelings, I know it clearly, I can empathize, but I... It's not him after all..."

At this point, there were already two lines of tears on her delicate face. And my hand holding the teacup trembled uncontrollably because of her last words, and suddenly, a few drops of tea fell on my hand. The still hot tea soup burned my hands red, but the appeal was far less shocking than her last sentence. My mind kept repeating her last sentence, and every word in this sentence was like a hammer, little by little, gradually shattering the faith that I had established in my heart. Before I could recover from the blow, I heard her continue:

"For a long time, I wondered why I slept for a long time when others didn't fall asleep for no reason, and every time I woke up, everyone looked at me strangely and scared, as if I had done a lot of incredible things when I was asleep. Also, I don't understand why other children have parents who hurt me, and I will only be called a bad child by my parents who love to lie. I didn't lie, I really didn't, but they never wanted to believe it. Later, they probably got tired of my unchanging and unconvincing explanations and insisted on sending me to a psychiatric hospital. Do you know what a horrible place it is? They actually sent me there. How reluctant I was, but they didn't want to listen to me at all, and no matter how much I pleaded and defended, I ended up like this. If I hadn't met you, chances would I have spent the rest of my life in an insane asylum. I really don't understand, I've already drunk Meng Po soup, I've cut off all the ties with everything I once loved and worked so hard for, but why, I still have to live with the resentment and anxiety of my previous life? I am me, I am myself, my name is Shuanghe, I am not Qu Yuan, I am not the Qu Yuan who is willing to die for the country, why, why can't I have a happy life? Who can tell me why I must live with such a fate..."