Chapter 20: I'm Good

As soon as he was thinking about leaving, Qiu Yuxin's eyelids jumped, under normal circumstances, as long as Qiu Yuxin's eyelids jumped, an unlucky thing would happen to him.

This is not superstition, it may be that Qiu Yuxin's sixth sense is too effective, so that his body will react accordingly.

This scares Qiu Yuxin a lot, there won't be anything more terrible happening, and I must be fully prepared in the past few days to avoid bad things from happening.

The world of children is simple, and what happens like this seems to have no effect on them, they should eat and drink. It's still a child's world that is simple, and a piece of candy can make them happy for a long time if they are unhappy.

The older you are, the more things you understand, and the less pure happiness you have. Qiu Yuxin thought that he must take care of the innocence of these two little ghosts, so that they can live happily and happily every day.

"You eat more, it's all your mother's fault for not taking good care of you when you were still in your mother's womb, you look at you now, you don't look like a five-year-old child should be like at all. Mom, I'm sorry for you. ”

Thinking of what happened when she was pregnant, Qiu Yuxin felt guilty about these two little ghosts. It's all because they didn't take good care of themselves at the beginning, and the two of them will be offended a lot at such a young age.

But fortunately, they are still healthy.

"Mommy, don't do this again, we will be distressed, besides, we are healthy and happy now, because we have the greatest Mommy in the world!" Looking at the two people with flamboyant tongues, Qiu Yuxin felt very relieved.

The two imps also played and ate, and ate for nearly two hours, knowing that they would not leave until ten o'clock in the evening. After settling the two little ghosts, Qiu Yuxin went out to find Pooh.

According to Qiu Yuxin's understanding of Pooh, he should go to the bar to get drunk, and every time Pooh is injured by Moshan, Pooh will go to the bar to get drunk and indulge for a night.

Qiu Yuxin, who has been away for five years, is no longer so familiar with the city, not to mention that the city has also changed a lot.

This made Qiu Yuxin have no clue at all. At this time, Qiu Yuxin's mind appeared Lu Wei's face. Although Qiu Yuxin has always denied his feelings for Lu Wei, there are times when he can't deceive himself.

Although Qiu Yuxin is suspicious of what Lu Wei did to her three years ago, it is undeniable that she likes him.

It's just that she is wise enough, since Lu Wei doesn't love herself, she will leave, there is no need to stay by Lu Wei's side and be wronged.

Although there can be infinite wealth and supreme status by Lu Wei's side, these are not what Qiu Yuxin wants, what she wants is just a simple love, without any impurities. It's just that Lu Wei can't give this kind of love.

Thinking of this, Qiu Yuxin hurriedly patted his face, "Qiu Yuxin, have you forgotten how he treated you five years ago, quickly remove Lu Wei from your mind! You can find Pooh on your own." With such a psychological hint, Qiu Yuxin's confidence suddenly doubled, and his motivation also increased, and Qiu Yuxin began a long road of searching.

After leaving, Pooh lost his soul, he didn't know where he should go? he really couldn't understand why Mo Shan didn't like him, why he always had to treat himself like this, was he really so bad that he didn't even deserve a lover?

Pooh wanders aimlessly through the streets, the anger and grievances in his heart are nowhere to be released, and he desperately needs a suitable opportunity to fight people now.

As he walked, Pooh saw a gym, Pooh got in and got a membership card, Pooh began to vent, he smashed a sandbag hard, and thrashed it hard, as if this was the way to vent the anger in his heart.

Sweating profusely, Pooh played for about two hours, and for two hours Pooh didn't stop for a moment, and he enjoyed the feeling now, much better than drinking. Maybe this is the way to vent that really suits you.

However, at this time, Qiu Yuxin on the other side was anxiously looking for Pooh, and no one answered his phone, which really made Qiu Yuxin anxious, especially the more anxious he was in the end.

This is a call to Moshan, but no one answers. At this time, Qiu Yuxin realized that he should make a friend.

Pooh sat down on the ground after venting, and he kept asking himself in the process of venting, is this unrequited love going to end?

But he is really confused now, he is not as humble as a speck of dust in front of his feelings, and in the end he still hasn't been cherished by Mo Shan.

What should I say? It's all voluntary, even if I want to complain about myself, what should I complain about?

I decided to start this one-man show on my own, and I already expected it. Then the pain of the process will have to be borne by oneself.

It's just that now Pooh really can't hold on, and most importantly, he has no reason to persevere.

In the relationship, you see who it let go, even a very loving couple has a day of quarrel. Maybe it's time for this one-man show to really end.

Pooh shook the beads of sweat on his hair, saw that the phone kept flashing, picked it up and looked at it, 32 misses, all of them were called by Qiu Yuxin, which made Pooh feel a little warm, there are still people in this world who care about their safety.

Pooh dialed it, and it rang, and Qiu Yuxin picked it up.

"Li Xun, are you sick, what are you using your phone for, is it an ornament? Do you know that I'm worried about you now, where are you now, I'll go find you. ”

Qiu Yuxin's roar sounded in his ears, and it was the first time he had seen Qiu Yuxin Winnie who was out of shape, but what he had done was indeed excessive. I didn't tell Qiu Yuxin what I was doing and where.

"I'm fine, I'm in the gym now, I'm not messing around, I'm safe now, you don't have to worry about me, I'm fine. Hearing Pooh say this, Qiu Yuxin finally put his mind at ease, but fortunately he did not lose his mind.

"Tell me the address of the gym and I'll pick you up. ”

"I'll send you a location, I don't have the strength to type now, I'm tired like a puddle of mud now. ”

"Okay, I'll pick you up now. ”

Some people don't mess around when they're really sad, they will choose a rational way to vent their emotions. To be honest, such a Pooh impressed Qiu Yuxin. She thought Pooh would drink until dawn, but Pooh didn't.

Qiu Yuxin thought a lot on the way to Pooh, she didn't know how she should persuade Pooh, maybe there were some things she thought clearly than letting others remind her over and over again.

Seeing Pooh in front of him, Qiu Yuxin couldn't say how sad he was, he blamed himself, if he could be wiser, Pooh might not be so sad if he didn't make that call.

Qiu Yuxin sat next to Pooh, "Pooh, I'm sorry for you for all this, if it weren't for the fact that I was too selfish to let you get close to Lu Wei, that phone call wouldn't have been dialed, it's all my fault, it's me who was too reckless, that's why you're so sad now." Sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

"Silly girl, it's none of your business, I have always known Mo Shan's attitude towards me, but I have always been unwilling, if I can give up on him early, maybe I will be relaxed for many years. Even though Pooh was tired and had difficulty lifting his arms, Pooh rubbed Qiu Yuxin's head with all his might.

For so many years, in Pooh's eyes, Qiu Yuxin is like his sister.

"How do you feel after venting? Just be yourself and don't care so much about what others say. ”

"Yuxin, have I been wrong for so many years? I'm so confused now, I don't know what to do, I don't know what is right and what is wrong. "Pooh is like a helpless child now.

"Pooh, you have to believe in yourself, and you can't deny yourself because of a little emotional setback. In my heart, Pooh is a very warm being, he is a person who can give strength to others. If you think about it, if it weren't for your help, I would probably have lost my two children by now. So, you have to believe in your worth. ”

"Yuxin, you better let me be alone for a while, I need time, I need to think about what I should do next. ”

"Let's go home and think about it, it's not safe here. I'll have a good chat with you when I get home, and it's okay to drink. You see, it's so late now. It's so cold outside. ”

"Okay, but you'll have to hold me first, I'm too tired to stand up now. I just pushed a little too hard. ”

"What have you done to write, why are you so tired?"

"I hammered it at that thing for two hours, and now my arm is sore, and it's better to drink in the future, although it will have a headache, but it won't be like this. I felt like my whole body didn't belong to me anymore. Pooh said, pointing to the lonely sandbag that was still shaking.

"That sandbag is pitiful enough to be tortured like this. Okay, come, I'll help you, let's go home. However, Qiu Yuxin overestimated herself, and in the face of a tall man like Pooh, she underestimated his weight a little.

It took a lot of effort to pull Pooh up, and it was really a lot of effort to get Pooh to get him to the car like this all the time. Qiu Yuxin now hopes that someone can help him.

But she didn't know who to turn to. There is no way, now this situation can only rely on oneself, and it is unreliable to rely on others.

"You can't do it, Qiu Yuxin, don't throw me again, my body is very expensive, and you can't afford to pay for it. ”

"Shut up, why are you so heavy when you don't look fat, what do you eat all day long, you're just a pig. Now in Qiu Yuxin's view, the farthest distance is the distance from where he is now to the car. It's really too hard to get to the car.