Feng Xiaoyu, a girl who is only fifteen years old. It stands to reason that girls of this age are more or less happy and innocent and romantic, as well as longing for the future and life. But Feng Xiaoyu's memories are all gray, thick and gloomy, no attachment to life, and negativity to life.

Feng Xiaoyu's parents divorced when she was more than a year old, the reason is very old-fashioned, Feng Xiaoyu's father had an affair because his wife was pregnant, Feng Xiaoyu's mother couldn't bear it anymore and chose to divorce. The couple were not very old at the time, so they each remarried, and soon had a child of their own. Therefore, as a baby, thinking about Feng Xiaoyu became superfluous, and was stuffed to her grandmother to raise.

Feng Xiaoyu's grandmother can't say anything good to her, nor can she say bad, the old lady is patriarchal, when Feng's father remarried and gave birth to a son, Feng Xiaoyu's grandmother's attitude towards her was even more cold. Although there was no scolding, she had to do the laundry and cooking by herself. Feng Xiaoyu is not beautiful, her personality is not likable, and no one has cared about her mood since she was a child, Feng Xiaoyu's personality has become more and more sharp, sensitive, and cowardly.

When she was twelve years old, her grandmother also died, Feng Xiaoyu became a person completely, her parents and her have rarely seen each other since childhood, they have no feelings at all, and they don't want to take over such a child and go home, just give her a little money every month and let her live alone. It's this money, and the parents are still passing the buck to each other, and they are expecting each other to give it. The father's side was because the stepmother didn't want to give money, and the mother's side felt that the child was the Feng family's species, so why should she raise it. Feng Xiaoyu was thrown around by them like a burden.

Feng Xiaoyu's life in reality is simply terrible. Luckily, she won the lottery and got a nutrition pod for the game when she was shopping, so she entered the game. She can forget everything a little in the game, although she is ordinary in the game. But the busy leveling, doing tasks, and having a few friends still made this girl who had never been happy feel good, and her face was dyed with a smile.

But everything stopped at one mission, and in that mission, Feng Xiaoyu unexpectedly met her sister Zhao Yanyan, who was born when her mother remarried. During the conversation, Feng Xiaoyu, who had no scheming, accidentally slipped out of her mouth and said her identity in reality. If it's someone else. may not be interested in Feng Xiaoyu because of this information, and he will not know who Feng Xiaoyu is. But Zhao Yanyan knew Feng Xiaoyu in real life, but the news revealed by Feng Xiaoyu made her sure that the person in front of her was her half-sister.

Zhao Yanyan has always disliked Feng Xiaoyu. Zhao Yanyan's family is not very rich. It's just an ordinary salary, and because of Feng Xiaoyu's existence, her mother is in a bad mood every time she goes home after sending money to Feng Xiaoyu, and because of this, she feels that Feng Xiaoyu has disturbed her family's life.

Zhao Yanyan can't deal with Feng Xiaoyu in real life, but she is a very powerful pharmacist in online games, and many big guilds are recruiting her. So Zhao Yanyan let out a rumor. No matter who kills Feng Xiaoyu, he will give the other party a bottle of potion with a temporary state.

In fact, even if Zhao Yanyan didn't send the potion, there were many guilds that hunted down Feng Xiaoyu in order to curry favor with her, and for a while, Feng Xiaoyu was like a rat crossing the street in the game. Everyone shouted and beat her, and even her former friends pulled her out of the friend list to draw a line.

Maybe it's just a game for Zhao Yanyan, she just wants to give Feng Xiaoyu some color to see, and then vent her anger. But for Feng Xiaoyu, this game is the last happiness in her life.

Feng Xiaoyu felt that all thoughts were lost, if the people living in the dark did not feel the sun, she might still be patient, but when she knew what warmth was and then entered the abyss, she would feel extremely cold.

When no one in the world loves you anymore, do you still have the courage to love yourself?

Feng Xiaoyu's answer is no.

Her world was gray, without a ray of sunshine, full of drifting depression, without revenge, without hatred, and if July were to be described, it would be burned ashes, lifeless and hopeless. In the final analysis, Feng Xiaoyu just wanted to make himself disappear into this world, and even his soul disappeared with him. When a person doesn't even love herself anymore, then no matter whether betrayal or resentment is meaningless to her, so she chooses to end everything and let herself come to naught.

Feng Xiaoyu's request made July very difficult, not because the requirements were too high, but because she didn't have any requirements at all, July only needed to live in this world for three years, and after three years, the task would be completed. For such a simple task, it stands to reason that July should be happy, but July can't be happy at all, and even has a feeling of guilt like taking other people's money but not having to work.

July looked up at Feng's mother with an angry face on her face, and her sympathy for Feng Xiaoyu made July have a killing intent towards this woman. In the past, when she was doing tasks, July rarely hated others because of her emotions, but this time she really hated the woman in front of her.

This person hurt not others, but her own child, maybe this woman will never know how cruel she is, she only feels that her first marriage was ruined because of Feng Xiaoyu's existence. She felt that she had given Feng Xiaoyu life, and the other party should be grateful to her. She felt that Feng Xiaoyu was just an object for her to disgrace, because she gave birth to Feng Xiaoyu, so no matter how vicious she used to hurt Feng Xiaoyu, she didn't need to feel guilty.

"It's true that I'm under-taught, because you didn't teach me anything at all. July looked at Feng Mu with sarcasm on her face and said.

"What are you talking about?" Feng Mu was stunned when she heard Qiyue's words, she couldn't believe her ears, and then shouted to Qiyue with a sharp voice.

In her memory, Feng Xiaoyu has always been a character who can't beat a fart, and she will always hide in the corner like a mouse, not daring to speak loudly, this seems to be the first time she has heard Feng Xiaoyu's sharp rebuttal.

"I mean, I want you to get out of here, and don't let me see you again, because you're not worthy of being my mother at all. Qiyue said very calmly, but her words were no longer calm in Feng's mother's ears.

"I gave birth to you and raised you, what's wrong with saying a few words about you? You white-eyed wolf, my life is all given by me" Feng Mu seemed to be hurt, pointed at the tip of Qiyue's nose, and scolded sharply.

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Thank you Min Min for the reward of her classmates (to be continued......)