Don't ask me, "So, what is your goal", you didn't hear clearly, you didn't understand, I just told you, "Get out of here, get out of here, that's my goal"......

"No, you haven't brought your rations yet!" the servant tried to stop me.

"I don't want any rations, I say ......", because the journey is so long, I am ready to give everything, even if I can't get anything along the way, then, "I will definitely die", even so, at least I have died well, and completed a journey with no end.

I have "gone out" and approached the "ideal".

In the singing, You Zishi remembered his situation all along. When I was a student, my family was ordinary, my father was a working-class person and had no status in society, my mother was unemployed, and she did some small business to supplement the family.

And so, all the way to high school.

The interests and hobbies that had been suppressed in the body of the high school wanderer poet because of the pressure of study and the poverty of the family slowly awakened, and he began to fall in love with music and creation, and fell into the unprofessional business that was despised by teachers and parents, and since then he has almost fallen headlong into it and cannot extricate himself.

Fortunately, the academic foundation of more than ten years is very stable, and the self-control ability of Youzishi has always been strong, and he did not waste the "big thing", and he was still admitted to Yuhai University.

Since then, life has been turned upside down.

In college, no one asks you what you have to do, and no one cares what you're doing. In addition to the basic credit system, school discipline and rules, what you want to do is your personal freedom, no one cares, and no one will stop it.

As a result, many students have begun to be confused, surfing the Internet all day long, clubbing, making friends, dating guns, and the nightlife is quite rich.

There is more free time. Youzi began to learn guitar, harmonica, write poetry, learn lyrics, create publications, and build websites, and was very busy.

Although the profession of Youzi poetry is 108,000 miles away from creation, it is not even a boundary at all. Landscape architecture design is not the same thing as the preferences of the wanderer's poetry, but it is a pity that when filling in the volunteers, the young people are not sensible, and they look for a long time in the science major that they almost don't know much about, and finally take it for granted to fill in this profession.

How many people fill in their major?

Like Kafka, the wandering poet is here, and his heart is outside the window.

Fortunately, the wandering poems did not waste themselves, in the case of ensuring that they passed the academic test, they devoted a lot of time to their hobbies, kept tackling key problems, kept self-studying, grabbed every free good resource on the university campus, desperately absorbed all the good nutrition, read a wide range of books, listened to good music, while learning musical instruments, they also practiced writing every day, spurred themselves from the literacy of literature, improved themselves, recorded their inspirations at any time, compiled them into poems, and waited for them to be sung if they had the opportunity in the future……

Always be ready.

The idea of Youzishi is that even if the work he will engage in in the future is not his ideal, at least, he should be prepared to enrich himself, maybe he can come in handy at any time, or it is not bad as a hobby, and he will start a family in the future, and the family will write poems, sing songs, play the guitar and play the piano, which is also very happy.

In the past two years of college, a lot of things have happened, although Youzishi has also struggled countless times, but, in the end, every time in the music and words to persevere, although self-study is not as good as a famous teacher to teach, sometimes have to take detours, so the progress is very slow, but no matter what, at least Youzishi has been unconsciously quietly improving, beyond the past self-appearance.

All this can be proved by the calm and chic performance standing on the stage today. If it weren't for the painful and struggling times in the past, without those doubtful but persistent persistence, today, even if there is a system, there is no way for Youzishi to stand on the stage in a short period of time.

There is a kind of thing, called self-confidence that emanates from the outside, this kind of thing, comes from the bottom of the bones. And its source comes from people's every struggle and effort, every day and every night of unwillingness and not to give up!

Self-confidence is not born out of thin air, it has to be linked to your efforts and struggles, and your sweat and tears!

Just as the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold!

It is the blood, sweat and tears that people who have not seen before and after them, the struggle and pain that people cannot experience, and the humiliation and stubbornness that cannot be explained clearly, that can finally be exchanged for the glory and glory of today!

Maybe there will be overnight success in this world, but You Zishi knows that it does not belong to the welfare of ordinary people like him. If you want to shine, you have to sharpen it first!

It is with this belief that in the vast sea of people, in the rhythm that is easy to be buried at every moment, Youzishi still perfects himself and has high requirements for himself.

The wandering poem longs to break out of the "window" that imprisons him. This desire is stronger than anything else.

What exactly is the so-called "ideal"? In fact, in many cases, young people's hearts have become no longer important, and what they desire is nothing more than to rush out first.

Rush out and break through. In a sense, this act itself is called an "ideal".

Rush out, get out of here, leave home, leave the circle that people draw, leave the limits of the self, let go of the wings of the sky, and let yourself grow wild.

That's the ideal.

Even if he repeatedly hit the south wall, even if he broke his wings, he did not hesitate to die.

With a pure heart, it is better to indulge in burning than to linger, and for the sake of the beauty in the heart, uncompromising until you grow old...... This is called ideal.

It's not heroic enough, what kind of ideal is it.

Although this song "Going Out" does not have the tearing roar like "Who Brought Me Here" and "Alien", it is not so high-pitched, but it is more moving. You Zishi sang with dedication, and felt freedom and liberation in the song.

At this moment, You Zishi felt that this was the benefit that music brought to him - he had "gone out" and was no longer sad.

After the song was sung, the scene was stunned for three seconds, and then the applause was as warm as the previous mentor Xie Huan singing "Ideal", which resounded throughout the venue.

At this moment, Yan Xi's face was like ashes, knowing that the Dream group had been defeated. Originally, he came to the scene to ask the question, and wanted to give Youzishi a dismissal, but he didn't expect that his master and apprentice were all successfully completed, which was like a heavy slap back, which made people even more embarrassed and unhappy.

It's good if You Zishi loses, you can make a big fuss and say that he was defeated by his dream!

But what I didn't expect was that Dream, which was also a dream, was defeated by the "ideal", this time, it seems that he died unjustly, what a providence.

(End of chapter)