These words were quite painful, but Xu Xunsheng's heart seemed to collapse suddenly, and great grief rose from the bottom of his heart. She thought that she had been so resentful, so sad, so self-blaming, but there was nothing she could do. It's been a long time since I've finally gotten rid of it, but because of what he said, what he did, those feelings came back.

But Cen Ye, what do you want to do? Why, all of a sudden, you want to hold on to me again? But if we break up again next time, then how do you want me to deal with myself? Then how do you want me to live my life in the future!

She shouted sharply in her heart, but she couldn't speak. wanted to struggle, he said soft words in his mouth, but he held on to it and refused to let go. It's like knowing that she'll run away as soon as she lets her go. The stubbornness of the ruffians in the past has recovered ten out of ten.

She was angry and panicked, this scene was really familiar, and there was a cold breath in her heart, with a certain resolute courage. She raised her hand, and with a slap she hadn't expected, slammed it into his face with a "snap".

Cen Ye's whole person was a meal.

She yelled: "Cen Ye, are you crazy? What do you think of me? I'm not your girlfriend anymore!"

The others didn't move, but they still held her tightly. But the eyes finally focused on her face. The strength of this slap was not small, and there were a few more red fingerprints on the fair-skinned and well-maintained cheeks in an instant. After Xu Xunsheng finished fighting, his heart was also in pain, and there was desolation.

Cen Ye's arm finally slowly loosened, no longer holding her waist, but still pressed against the trunk of the tree, besieging her. The whole person seems to have just woken up from a confused dream. He suddenly laughed and said, "I have never been slapped by others in my life, only you." Xu Xunsheng, this is the first one you gave me?"

Xu Xunsheng felt a "pum" in his heart, he didn't expect him to say this at all. I just felt that the twilight around me was like a deep pool, and I was about to drown both of them.

"The fourth. Cen Ye said abruptly, "I remember every slap clearly." Do you remember?"

Xu Xunsheng's eyes were hot, and he said stubbornly: "I don't remember." Turning around and wanting to leave, he didn't let go even though he was slapped and pressed her back.

Both bowed their heads.

She looked at the ground, his head resting slightly on the tip of her hair, but he didn't dare to really get closer.

Then I heard him whisper, "I recognize all of these." Don't beat me in the future, can you succeed?"

Why did he talk like that?

Xu Xunsheng's tears fell, and just as he wanted to raise his hand to wipe them away, one hand was faster than hers, gently pinching her face, and then wiping away the tears with his fingertips.

His voice was lower: "Don't cry. ”

Xu Xunsheng said: "No one wants to beat you. It's you who push me every time. ”

Cen Ye put his forehead against her cheek, was silent for a while, and said, "I'm sorry." As long as you don't go, let's talk. The two of us haven't talked about us properly these days.

I've thought about it many, many times before. I know it's all my fault, it's me who messed up the relationship between the two of us. At that time, I was too angry, and I obviously cared about you very much, but I refused to bow my head.

In fact, I have thought about coming to you many times in the past two years, but I am afraid that you will not pay attention to me like this. So until now, I feel like I'm getting better and can be better for you, and I'm trying to get closer to you.

Shengsheng, what I think has never changed, and I have never had anyone else in the past two years. I just want to be with you for the rest of my life. You...... Can you give me a chance and we try to start over?"

Xu Xunsheng really couldn't say a word.

Resume...... Really, is it okay?

His words, like a spell from a Gu man, began to linger in her heart. She almost burst into tears again. She seemed to have sensed a great unforeseen sweetness and sourness tempting her. If she really cares, she will definitely fall.

But that was something she couldn't have imagined in the past two years. It's been a desperate thing for a long time!

Then her gaze returned to Cen Ye's face and saw who he was now. She also remembered the gap between the two people's current lives and identities. I think of those who used to obstruct behind their backs. Those seemed to weigh a thousand mountains, together with his promises, standing behind him, waiting for her. She had fallen on it, and this time, the mountains were higher, and could they leap over them?

The fact that she didn't know a future she knew at all sent chills down her mind just to think about it.

I can't go back, there is a voice in her heart.

……

Thinking like this, my heart gradually cooled down. Suddenly, her heart hurt fiercely, but she deliberately ignored it.

She froze and said, "Didn't you ask me what I wanted to tell you yesterday?"

Cen Ye stared at her.

"I have something to say to you: we can't be together again," she said. ”

He wrapped his arms around her, and at some point let them go. Then he suddenly laughed, and smiled softly, and asked, "Why is it impossible?"

A familiar feeling, from the man in front of him, slowly attacked Xu Xunsheng. She knew what it was like, that time, on the eve of her breakup with him. The stubborn, cold Cen Ye, the Cen Ye that she couldn't grasp and control, seemed to have finally returned.

These days he is peaceful and gentle, patient and tactful, as if he really looks like a mature man. But now, when she said no, his side, which seemed to have just been thorned, was finally exposed again, ready to stab her. With his pain stabbed at her too.

Xu Xunsheng breathed slowly, as if she could suppress the pain and hesitation in her heart, and she said, "Because I don't feel for you anymore." ”

He didn't move, he didn't show any expression, and then, she heard him say clearly, word for word, "Impossible." ”

Xu Xunsheng seemed to be blocked by him in one breath, and blurted out: "How is it impossible?"

He kept staring into her eyes, and he didn't know if he could see the panic and dodging inside, to her surprise, he didn't fight back against her with the thorns all over his body like he did back then, but was quiet for a while, and said plainly: "Because you said that you will always like me." You swore by it, I remember it all. ”

Xu Xunsheng's breath stagnated, and he said in a dumb voice: "How can that be counted? Cen Ye, can it be that what every pair of lovers say when they are good in the world can always be counted?"

Cen Ye said: "Why can't you count? In my place, you are alone all your life, and you will always count." ”

Xu Xunsheng almost choked up, and hurriedly raised his leg to leave, but heard him say again: "Even if you really don't feel it, then we won't talk about the past, just talk about the present, start again." I feel that my current conditions are also good, no worse than any man around you. I'll pursue you again, okay?"

But he didn't say that it was okay now, but as soon as he said it, Xu Xunsheng's heart fell straight down again, and blurted out: "Cen Ye, don't you know that we are now people of two worlds? Look at your surroundings, what kind of person are you now, what kind of life are you living, what kind of life are you living, what kind of person are I."

I don't know how I'm going to be with you, let alone live with you in the future. We can't have a lot of problems, which can't be solved at all, and in the end they are scattered...... Why don't we just get together and disperse, stop pestering, and let yourself and me go, okay?"

As soon as the words were finished, it was like a blade, grazing through the heart. It's just that no one knows.

Then she looked at it, and Cen Ye's eyes finally gradually cooled down.

And these eyes, when they first stepped on this hill, clearly flashed with the persistent light of expectation.

And Xu Xunsheng only felt that his heart was like the scenery in front of him, vague and silent. It was as if it was someone else who had just said that, not himself.

At this moment, a voice came from afar: "Teacher Goldfish...... Teacher Cen ......: "I vaguely heard that someone was looking for me.

Xu Xunsheng raised his leg and walked towards the person who came. Listening to the silence behind him, he didn't move. She hesitated, but didn't dare to look back.

After a while, there was movement, and it was he who was quick and caught up.

When passing by her, I heard his voice almost hoarse as dust: "It turns out that you really can't bear it." ”

Xu Xunsheng's heart seemed to have been punched hard, and he raised his head, but saw that there was no expression on his face, and took the lead in walking to the bodyguard, wearing sunglasses and masks, and walking forward. 2k reading web