Lu Xuanan temporarily decided to go abroad in a fit of anger, and he regretted it, but he was stubborn in his bones, and he only returned to China after graduation. Lu's mother scolded him at home every day for having no conscience, but she missed her son very much, but the mother and son had a conflict, so she assigned Lu's father to have time to take a look at the ruthless white-eyed wolf.

There is really no way to compare abroad with home, it sounds like a glorious façade, but you don't know how hard it is to really live, it's not that he doesn't want to go home, it's just that he is not ready.

Lu Xuan'an did his homework very well during his study abroad, and he spent a lot more time studying than others, because the time when he couldn't sleep at night was spent studying.

At first, as soon as I closed my eyes every night, I was the same face, and then I was angry, depressed and couldn't sleep, and then when my mood calmed down a little, I still couldn't sleep, I was very sleepy, but as soon as I closed my eyes, I was very awake.

I went to the hospital for a check-up and also saw a psychiatrist, and it was considered to be habitual insomnia, which required self-regulation, and the medication would not have any particularly good effect.

Lu Xuanan gradually began to take sleeping pills every night, at first he could sleep one night by taking one pill, but later the dosage became larger and larger, and he also felt that he had side effects and stopped taking the drug, so he switched to drinking.

He is very glad that he has the physique of falling asleep when he drinks too much, and occasionally adds one or two sleeping pills if he doesn't drink enough.

Last night, he was surprised that he had no dreams all night and slept so deeply.

Lu Xuan'an stretched his waist with long hands and feet, and got up comfortably. When he got up, he found that it was not right, Yan Shu threw him directly into the guest room.

His house is a duplex, with the master bedroom and study upstairs and the guest bedroom downstairs.

Lu Xuanan found the phone and dialed over: "Comrade Yan Shu, I said how can you climb a few more stairs, throw me in the guest room and leave." ”

"Gone?" Yan Shu was a little puzzled, "You didn't notice any difference?"

Lu Xuanan was about to go back to the upstairs bedroom to change his clothes, Yan Shu was becoming more and more unreliable now, and he didn't say anything about taking off his clothes: "Yes, you are different now, and you have begun to perfunctory me," his eyes swept the kitchen, and when he found something unusual, he took two steps forward, "Yo, for the sake of your porridge, forgive me." ”

Yan Shu sighed and said with a smile: "I wish you a happy meal!"

Lu Xuanan went back to the bedroom, took a shower and changed his clothes, and then went downstairs slowly to eat breakfast, the temperature of the porridge was just right, and the hangover stomach was no longer empty, and it was much more comfortable.

His kitchen has all kinds of pots and pans, but it is basically an ornament, he is tired of cooking, and the part-time worker only cleans regularly and is not responsible for cooking, and the kitchen has been empty. I really didn't expect that the first person to use his kitchen turned out to be Yan Shu.

After eating breakfast satisfied, I hummed a song and went to work at the company, and it was almost eleven o'clock in the company. He looked at the office opposite, the door was on, the light was not on, thinking that this person had not arrived at the company yet, so he took out his mobile phone and looked at it and did not receive any information.

Quickly walked into his office and dialed out Li Jia's extension: "What about the person in charge of the drawing?"

Li Jia could also understand instantly: "I'll contact her now." ”

He knew that Yuan Ying hadn't arrived at the company yet, but he didn't ask, after all, she was not an employee of the company, and she was just working here temporarily. Except for Mr. Lu, who dares to say anything?

Yuan Ying was still asleep at this time, and was woken up by a phone that suddenly rang, she was very unhappy, and she was not very happy to get up: "Who?"

Li Jia didn't care about her sudden temper: "Miss Yuan, Mr. Lu... I'm looking for you. ”

Yuan Ying sat up suddenly: "I said what is going on with your road, you don't let others rest well after you sleep well, right?"

Lu Xuan'an didn't let go of her hand last night, she tossed for most of the night, waited for him to sleep a little more before pulling out, and boiled porridge for him before leaving before coming back to rest, it was only a few hours, can you still let people sleep well.

After venting a little, it was much more relaxed, squinting his eyes and starting to wash, after cleaning up and grabbing a piece of bread, he went out, and there was no water to eat while walking, and he almost choked himself to death.

After receiving Li Jia's reply, Lu Xuanan waited until there was a sound on the other side, and he picked up the phone unhurriedly and dialed out.

In a short time they were standing before him

"It's only been the first few days, and Miss Yuan has started to miss work. ”

Yuan Ying looked at him intently, his complexion was okay, he didn't have Zou Mei or subconsciously stroked his stomach, and he was in a good state. The tone is relaxed and teasing, and the corners of his mouth seem to be smiling, and he seems to be in a good mood.

Looking at it this way, she drank very high last night, it doesn't look like she was deliberately drinking, and she doesn't remember being there last night?

Seeing that she didn't speak, Lu Xuanan stared at herself in a daze, and knocked on the table: "Ask you." ”

"Huh? ”

"It's almost noon now, Miss Yuan. ”

"Oh. ”

Lu Xuanan clasped his hands in front of his chest: "That's how you treat your work?"

Yuan Ying was helpless: "What do you want, big..."

Lu Xuan'an raised his eyebrows, Yuan Ying took it back, and changed his words: "No, that... Last night, a fool drank too much, and I sent him back and it was a few o'clock in the morning, and then he got up late today.

"Fools?"

"Aang...."

"Why do you want to send it? What about it?" Lu Xuanan wanted to ask if it was a man or a woman, but the words turned around again.

Yuan Ying thought about it seriously: "Maybe it will be weird for a man to take care of?" ”

Lu Xuan'an naturally thought that it was a woman who drank too much, so he didn't continue to ask: "Forget it." With a wave of his hand, "Go get me a cup of coffee." ”

Yuan Ying was stunned, and when Lu Xuanan was about to say it again, she opened her mouth: "Okay." Then he turned and went to the pantry.

This time it was Lu Xuan'an who was stunned, and he went?

After Yuan Ming's "coffee" was served, the people who were originally full of doubts became a little angry: "I want coffee, what are you?

Yuan Ying put a glass of milk in front of Lu Xuan'an: "That's right." ”

"What about you coaxing the children, and let me drink milk!"

Yuan Ying stood straight, neither humble nor arrogant, and replied very seriously: "I will go buy some tea and put it in the pantry." ”

She had just looked around, and there was nothing but coffee and milk, presumably she only drank coffee. It's a drunken and a coffee-drinker, so it's strange not to go to the hospital.

Lu Xuanan looked at her in disbelief, and his voice couldn't help but raise a few decibels: "Are you okay?"

"Oh, thanks for the concern, I'm fine!"

Lu Xuanan waved his hand impatiently: "Get out, go out." ”

"Oh. He turned around and took two steps, then turned around again, "Remember to drink the milk." ”

Lu Xuan'an stared at the milk, and the woman suddenly took the wrong medicine? and cared about what he was drinking! Staring at the milk, he suddenly laughed, picked it up and drank it all.

In fact, he doesn't like to drink milk at all, the reason why he has milk is because he occasionally adds a little to his coffee, but he only drinks black coffee most of the time. The smell of milk is too fishy, but today's milk seems to be fine, not to the point where it is difficult to swallow.

Yuan Ying went back to the office to prepare, only to find that the sketch he gave to Lu Xuanan yesterday was still with him and had not been returned. Went to his office again.

"Mr. Lu, I'll take yesterday's sketch. When he saw the empty cup that was originally carrying milk, he said, "Hey, you're done?"

Lu Xuanan pushed the sketch over, and his eyelids didn't lift: "It's falling." ”

Yuan Ying picked up the cup: "Then I'll pour you another glass." ”

"Wait a minute!" Lu Xuan'an showed a hint of embarrassment and said unnaturally, "I drank it." ”

Yuan Ying said very naturally: "Then I'll take the cup." He picked up the sketch again and walked out.

She knew that she had a smile on her lips all the time, and it seemed that it had been a long time since she had felt this light-heartedness. When he was in school, Lu Xuanan took care of her a little more, and he always said that he was a man and should be.

For a while, Chen Fan asked for more illustrations, and the comics had just started to be serialized, so in order to gather some popularity, he couldn't be too sloppy, and he didn't care about eating seriously in order to be in a hurry, so he ate indiscriminately. During the menstrual holiday, it is not taboo to eat, raw and cold things are still eaten, the month is fine, and when the next month comes to the menstrual holiday, it hurts half to death, and the face is pale.

During that time, my physical condition was very poor, and my whole person was sallow and sallow, and I lost a lot of weight. Lu Xuan'an was in pain, and when she asked her, she just said that she had a heavy study task recently, and she needed to read a lot of materials, so she couldn't take care of it when she was busy.

Yuan Ying didn't tell Lu Xuanan about his contribution, and it was just because of money that he worked so hard at that time. Grandma is old and not in good health, so she has to take responsibility.

Once he told Lu Xuanan about making money, he would inevitably mention the reason, and this happened to be a topic that Yuan Yuan didn't want to talk about.

He has never concealed Lu Xuanan's family background, and Yuan Ying has always known it. At that time, she felt that as long as it was this person, nothing else mattered, but she was unconsciously inferior and timid, afraid of being looked down upon by his family and friends, and afraid that she was not worthy of him.

Since his body was affected, Lu Xuanan insisted that Yuan Ying must eat with him every day to facilitate supervision. He remembered the days of each month and would tell her a week in advance what she could eat and what she couldn't eat.

Sometimes Yuan Ying was so hungry that she wanted to eat ice cream, and Lu Xuanan didn't let her buy it, so she stood in front of the store and didn't leave, looking at him pitifully, brewing tears and blinking and falling, this trick is especially useful, every time Lu Xuanan must compromise.

Satisfied, he got the ice cream, even though it was a small one he had carefully selected. As soon as he took a bite, Lu Xuanan stretched out his head: "I want to eat it too, give me a bite too." ”

Yuan Ying innocently handed him the ice cream, and he only took a bite.

The already small ice cream disappeared by two-thirds in an instant, and Yuan Yuan's eyes widened in anger and looked at him in disbelief.

Lu Xuanan didn't care at all, and said vaguely with a mouthful of ice cream: "Well... Delicious!"

Yuan Ying stuffed the remaining ice cream into his mouth and left in a huff.

At that time, it was a pleasure to be angry.

Many of the memories of the past have gradually blurred, but occasionally they suddenly become clear again, and the dust and sand that buried the past are scattered with a gentle breeze.