The meal was almost over, and as soon as it got dark, several men made an appointment to play cards for a while, and Ruan Xiaomeng also wanted to go, so he pulled Xu Xunsheng together. With-Dream- . Xu Xunsheng shook his head: "I won't." ”

Ruan Xiaomeng: "I can teach you." ”

Xu Xunsheng said: "I don't want to fight. She has always been stubborn, and Ruan Xiaomeng had no choice but to give up.

Xu Xunsheng took a taxi alone, but instead of going home, he went straight to the gymnasium. She had never seen a concert, where did she expect that the traffic jam was terrible, and seeing that the time was about to come, she walked over the last kilometer.

There are crowds of people, both inside and outside the museum.

Xu Xunsheng looked at all this and felt very strange. The girls were in groups, holding the same signs, banners, and some even dressed the same. They all had proud and excited smiles on their faces, and they all looked very young. They were all looking forward to seeing that person tonight, even if it was just from a distance.

Xu Xunsheng followed the flow of people and walked into the venue. When she looked up, she saw that the venue was bright enough to accommodate tens of thousands of people, and this was a stage and world that was too open, which made her a little stunned. The man's huge poster hung in front of the stage, and on the big screen, a promotional video of his concert tour was playing. This is the first time Xu Xunsheng has seen it.

He was wearing a white shirt and black trousers, like a real male god, in a sunny and hazy room, he was wearing headphones, his face was cold, he walked through the crowd, he was standing on the stage of an unknown concert, the lights were all out, he was wearing a shining costume, and several lights behind him suddenly cast into the sky, and he began to sing...... A close-up shot landed on his face, and he was just staring at the camera with heavy eyes, a smile slowly emerging in the depths of his eyes.

He laughed on the screen, and many fans in the stadium began to cheer. As the video continues, such cheers burst out from time to time.

Xu Xunsheng suddenly felt a trace of remorse, she shouldn't have come. If you come, you will really see him, although it is a long, long distance. Does she really want to see him again?

Or is it not important whether you can see it or not?

……

Xu Xunsheng bought the cheapest grandstand tickets, and now they are almost full. She found her seat, and not long after she sat down, the lights went out and the audience erupted in cheers. Everyone around seemed to be excited, except for her, sitting in the highest and farthest row, in a corner with almost no light.

The lights are on.

The lights are one by one, slamming on, like rays, and their teeth and claws occupy your entire field of vision. More than a dozen backup dancers stood silently on the stage, and in front of them, a young man in a black baseball uniform and a peaked cap bowed his head held the microphone, also motionless.

The audience erupted in the most enthusiastic cheers, "Ono, Ono-", "Cen Ye, Cen Ye-", "Cen Ye, Cen Ye-" shouts one after another.

Then there is a brilliant light like ten thousand meteors falling, and it blooms on the stage at the same time. Xu Xunsheng didn't know how to do it, but the cheers of the fans exploded even more, and then quickly quieted down, as if they were all waiting with bated breath for this gorgeous performance. There is light and smoke on the stage, but it is intertwined with enchanting brilliance and seamlessness, as if it is a dream realm that everyone yearns for. And that person is the master of the dream, the prince hidden in it, who comes flutteringly.

The best dancers began to dance to him, and the music was smooth and varied, just like the style he now has in the music industry. He began to slowly swing his body to the music. Compared with the neat and energetic movements of those dancers, his gestures are casual at first glance, there is no regularity, he takes a step forward very casually, and sways in the same direction with the dancers very casually. It's just roughly in line with the top dancers.

But he called him the most brilliant of all, not only because he was the most handsome and stood at the front, but also because even if his dancing posture was not professional enough, his whole body and soul seemed to be integrated with the music. Only him.

Xu Xunsheng's mind suddenly flashed a picture from a long time ago. In the simple and rough basement, a few lights, a few people, they played music, and that Ono danced like this, even if he was wearing the cheapest clothes, he was also very high-spirited. His movements were always gentle and slow, a hint of a careless smile on the corner of his mouth, and the burning eyes he looked at her, like peach blossoms, made her lose her mind.

The big screen finally cast a close-up of him, and it was also the first time Xu Xunsheng saw his current appearance tonight.

The hair is still parted, still so short. It's just that it used to be very casual and fluffy, but now every trace of shape seems to have been carefully cared for, soft and shapeless.

Xu Xunsheng used to look at the billboard, his hair was dyed light brown, and now it is dyed back to black. That face was fairer and more defined. He looked ahead, his eyes were firm, and the young man's face was full of pride.

Xu Xunsheng suddenly understood that such a man was actually very strange.

In the crowd, in the cheers, in the lights that lit up all over the stadium, she suddenly fell completely silent. Quietly looking at this completely strange world, looking at the man on the stage who he didn't quite recognize.

It's good, a voice said in her heart, this way, it's good.

She suddenly became a little dazed and a little absent-minded. Those emotions that have been buried in my heart for a long time seem to finally have an explanation and a way out. She smiled softly and slowly, and got up to leave.

But that voice, as if it had come out of a dream and a memory, came to my ears.

"The light illuminates the room again,

The dream is only half done.

Who panicked on the night road,

Woke up the little window

。

I don't know where to put the smoke,

The tea was cold at midnight.

Open the skylight and want to look,

But I saw that the night sky was cloudy

。

She's not the moon in the water,

You can get it with just a handful of it.

But I'm in the mirror,

Gazing at the years and months

。

Love is not rosemary,

Confuse me and lose my bearings.

But she's a dream,

There was no warning of leaving

。

My fingers are hot,

Playing is a lonely movement.

I staggered,

Walk on the road to no return

。

Don't be cranky,

How can there be so many eternities.

Open your eyes and look back,

I've been fine like this in my life. ”

……

——

When Xu Xunsheng returned home, it was already midnight. She didn't expect it to be so cold in the middle of the night, she didn't wear enough clothes, and her hands and feet were cold.

After entering the house, she turned on the roaster directly, sat for a while, until her body was much warmer, then went to take a bath, changed into pajamas and came out, and put on a very thick cotton coat.

Even if she slept later than before, it was now past the point where she went to bed. My mind was empty, but I didn't feel sleepy. I took out my phone, but I saw a text message.

It was from the wilderness, just a few minutes ago: "Did you sleep? What are you doing?"

He didn't even sleep so late. If it was usual, Xu Xunsheng would have replied to him, but today he just threw his phone aside.

In the middle of the night, everything is so quiet that it makes people feel trance. Occasionally, a vehicle returning from the night in the neighborhood passes by, and the lights shine in the garden outside the gate, and then disappear or go out. Xu Xunsheng sat for a while, only to realize that he didn't have anything in his head, so he sat like this for a long time. But she still didn't want to sleep, she didn't want to go to bed, she didn't want to close her eyes and lose consciousness peacefully, and then she stayed all night until dawn. Another day passed like this, as if a lifetime had passed.

At a glance, she caught a glimpse of the half-engraved chapter next to it, so she took it over, took out the tool box, moved the lamp over, and slowly began to carve it.

In fact, it didn't take long to engrave, and not a single stroke was finished.

Suddenly some of the voices heard at tonight's concert sounded in my head, the clear and mellow voice like an eagle, and later, the fans accompanied him with the chorus of 10,000 people:...

"Don't be cranky,

How can there be so many eternities

Open your eyes and look back,

I'm good like this in my life......"

Xu Xunsheng's movements in his hand stopped, and then his vision was a little blurred, and he saw a drop of water, which fell on the chapter and slowly faded. Then those tears fell more and more quickly, without warning. She slowly held Zhang tightly in the palm of her hand, and heard her own almost choked voice. She couldn't remember how long she hadn't cried. It seems that from the day she saw him win the championship at the dock, she was no longer allowed to think of herself, and she never shed tears again.

When I watched the concert today, I felt so far away from that person's thousands of mountains, and I couldn't even see his real face clearly. At this moment, the tears seem to be out of control, and they can't be controlled at all.

She didn't want to let herself cry out loud, she didn't want to lose control.

She put down the chapter and slowly buried her face in her arm, motionless.

——

As soon as the concert ended, Cen Ye left the venue under the heavy protection of his entourage and drove to the most expensive and private hotel in Xiangcheng.

At first, there were fans on the road to follow, but they were later dissuaded from leaving by relevant personnel. Cen Ye took the VIP elevator and checked directly into the hotel top suite, Cen Zhi and the others also went back to the room, dealt with some follow-up work and rested, this day of intense attention was over.

Cen Ye returned to the room, the makeup had been removed by the accompanying makeup artist, he went to take a shower, changed into a coat that looked the most ordinary, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the phone, and there was no movement. Looking up again, I saw that the lights on both sides of the Xiangjiang River were bright, and the silence was long. He was stunned for a moment, took out the car keys from his bag, put on sunglasses and a mask, and went out very lightly, without telling anyone.

The ViP elevator stopped in the underground garage with a "ding", and there was no one around in the middle of the night. Without squinting, he walked to a very ordinary black sedan in front of him. The car was prepared by a bodyguard he had instructed before, and even Cen Zhi didn't know about it.

There were very few cars on the road, and after crossing the river, I soon arrived at the neighborhood where Cen Ye could draw the outline with his eyes closed. I don't know if it's because it's dark, it's only been two years, and those buildings seem to be obviously old. Cen Ye's hand was firmly pressed on the steering wheel, and when he passed the sentry box at the entrance of the community, the security guard inside looked up, and Cen Ye subconsciously turned his face sideways.

He used to drive anywhere and couldn't afford to buy a car. I don't know how many times I have walked this road. He drove slowly, and there was no one in the neighborhood late at night, and there were very few windows with lights on. In the distance, he saw the courtyard, and the familiar blue and white doors and windows, and the lights were on.

Cen Ye's speed was still very slow, slowly approaching. Then, you can see the dimly lit trees and vegetable patches in the courtyard, as well as the stone steps at the door. The wood on the porch is white, and although it looks a little old, it is very white and clean. He could see the window clearly, the orange light was dimly warm.

When he saw the person lying on the table, Cen Ye's mind suddenly went blank, and then he turned off the car silently, still holding the steering wheel with one hand, taking off his sunglasses and mask, and quietly, from a distance of more than ten meters, through a half-open window, looking inside.

The man was lying on the table, with a thick coat and cotton pajamas on the sleeves. The long hair, with a slight curl, spread over the shoulders, also fell on the table. There was a light above her head, and she had some tools for carving seals at hand. She still looks the same, and so does her life, and it hasn't changed at all. She seemed to fall asleep on her stomach.

Cen Ye looked at it, and he didn't know how long he had been watching, so he pressed his face with his hand. He put his sunglasses back on, but tears trickled down from under them and into his fingers. He tried not to make a sound, but the tears couldn't be stopped, and they kept falling.

It's been two years, and he said in his heart, it turns out that you have left me for two whole years, Xu Xunsheng.