"Why don't you just kill me, as long as you kill me, you can get what you want, why don't you do it? You look me in the eye and tell me, do you dare not kill me, or are you reluctant to kill me?"

I reluctantly got up despite the pain, let the wound bleed, and grabbed Sinan's collar with my uninjured hand, forcing him to look at me. But he dodged left and right, and refused to meet my gaze when he said anything. This was a very good development for me, and I was secretly glad that my method had worked, when I saw him throw away his dagger, hold his head with his hand in pain, and crouch on the ground.

Even though he had tried to suppress his voice, the series of painful moans reached my ears. I stood there for a long time, and I didn't react to the situation in front of me for a long time, until I heard my name in this small moan, and then I woke up from a big dream and knelt beside Sinan.

"Little Master, Little Master, what's wrong with you? What's the matter with you? Don't scare me. ”

I shook Sinan at a loss, trying to determine if this was another trick. When Sinan heard my voice, he finally resumed his previous voice and began to talk to me intermittently. I tried with great strength to hear what he was saying, but his voice was so faint, so faint that it almost moaned, and I couldn't help it, so I put my ear to his lips as much as I could, trying to hear what he was saying.

After another moan that sounded almost suffocating, Sinan's voice came to my ears again. I finally heard every word he said, and in an instant, my tears poured down like a downpour.

Kill me.

He repeated these four words over and over again, and with each utterance, the pain seemed to increase a little more. I curled up in his arms and listened to his words and wept, not wanting to believe that what was in front of me was reality.

Not long ago, I was willing to accept the gap between the identities and status of me and Sinan, thinking about how to implore Jingrong to marry us, but now I have to face not only the wedding of the two of us, but also the scene where he begged me to kill him so desperately, how can I accept such a gap?

"My little epiphany, please, kill me like this. ”

Seeing that I didn't move, Sinan raised his hand and touched my hair with all his might, and then pieced together his tenderness intermittently, and spoke to me with a smile that longed for relief. I clenched his hand tightly to my chest and shook my head desperately, not wanting to hear him say it again. He just laughed and laughed, and then picked up the dagger while I wasn't looking, and handed it to me.

"You know me, I'd rather die than suffer such humiliation. What's more, although I don't know what I've done during this time, I know that I have become a tool of the abyss. I don't have to think about it to realize that I have made many irreparable mistakes, so that even if I can get rid of the shackles of the abyss, I will not be able to escape the shackles in my heart. I don't want to live in self-blame for the rest of my life, and I don't want to create even greater sin for myself, so now I have no choice but to die. And what Shen Yuan wants is you and me, both of them are indispensable, as long as I die, you will no longer be in danger. So madam, don't hesitate any longer, please kill me. ”

This is the second time he has called me Madame, but it is the first time that he has called me so naturally, so logically, and so tenderly and sweetly. Normally I would have happily pounced on him for a hug, but now he is saying that he has delivered the dagger to my hand, and then forced me to plunge it into his chest as I had forced him just now. When he did this series of movements, he had a death-defying expression on his face, just like the expressions of those heavenly soldiers before they went into battle. But I struggled desperately, and I didn't let the sharp blade of the dagger get any closer to his chest.

"I can't do it, little master, I beg you, I really can't do it. Things will always get better, trust me, we will always find a solution, don't give up, don't give up. We still have a lot of things to do, Ah Shu is still waiting for you to go back and pick him up in the underworld, you can't just give up on us......"

"But...... It's too late. ”

Sinan's tone was as cold as the dagger in my hand in an instant, and when he raised his head, he looked at me with eyes as elusive as an abyss. I was taken aback by his sudden change and subconsciously wanted to back away. But I forgot that my hand was being held in his hand, and as soon as I moved, he took it with him, and stabbed the dagger into his heart with his backhand.

"You're right, you're dead, and what I want will naturally get it. ”

That strange voice reappeared, only this time it sounded more gloomy and terrifying. Unfortunately, at this moment I can only feel my rapidly passing life force, and the rest, I have completely lost consciousness.

I failed, and as much as I hate to admit it, the blood gushing from my chest and his increasingly hollow eyes are a constant reminder of this reality. I felt a deep sense of despair, but at the same time, I felt a hopeless relief.

I've been forced to make choices, and now I suddenly realize that no matter which option I choose, in the end, it's just like that.

After all, I didn't have the destiny to be a hero.

Completely oblivious to my own situation, I lay in the desert and laughed without warning, and the louder I laughed. Sinan didn't expect me to have such a reaction, and his eyes became even more gloomy. But I didn't care about his thoughts at all, and looked at the sky, and said to myself:

"Little Master, I'm sorry, if I had been willing to learn a little more from you before, we wouldn't have ended up like this today. But don't worry, you won't be alone, because I'll never leave you again. ”

As soon as the words fell, a huge circle lit up beneath me. At the same time, Sinan lost the ability to move due to the power of the magic circle, and no matter how he struggled, he couldn't move a step.

From time to time, my ears rang with his threatening words, but I had lost my ability to discern what he was saying. I didn't pay any more attention to his energy, but I held on and silently recited the mantra that Jing Rong had given me.

The light of the circle suddenly intensified, almost shaking my eyes, but the touch on my right hand became more and more real because of the intensification of the light. I slowly faded into my human form, changed back to my original state, and then whispered to the "corpse" of the stone lying on the ground:

"You told me that I don't bloom because it's my time of death. But the most beautiful moment of Epiphany's life is the moment when it blooms in the moonlight. You are the first person I have met since I came to the world, and it is worth it to show the most beautiful moment of my life in front of you. It's just that from now on, I can no longer accompany you, and I still ask you to follow your heart and live happily and peacefully. ”

"Replace me and Sinan, live well. ”

The milky white moonlight seemed to fall on my body at this moment, giving me a soft luster, but the original white petals were dyed a bewitching red because of the bleeding wounds on my body. I dispersed all my cultivation and waited quietly, and finally, the outermost petal moved.

It is like a pool of water wrinkled by the warm wind, soft and weak, with a burst of delicate ripples, and then, all the petals seem to be inducted, all have the intention of loosening, almost a few breaths, the petals that were originally tightly fitting are scattered, in a majestic, irrepressible form, diffuse into a real, arrogant and cold beauty under the moon.

I don't know what I look like, I don't know if I'm as beautiful as the epiphany I see, but I know that I don't have much time left, and I can only strip the stone from my body as soon as possible and send it into his body.

Soon, my essence and the heavenly spirit of the stone were all incorporated into the body of the stone, and then, with the last bit of strength, I turned into a human form and walked towards Sinan.

Sinan, who was trapped in place, kept trying to break free from this invisible shackle, and as soon as he saw me coming, he immediately pointed a dagger at me, and no longer let me get closer than half a step. However, at this moment, the dagger no longer posed any threat to me, I walked straight to Sinan, let the dagger stab into my body again, and then hugged him tightly.

Sinan's whole body froze in place, and I took this opportunity to hold his neck, mercilessly pulled out his immortal bones, and then threw them on the body of the stone. With Sinan's heart-rending shout, the immortal bone merged into the stone's body in the blink of an eye. I watched all this happen with satisfaction, and made sure that everything was done, so I turned my head and leaned on Sinan's shoulder, and whispered to him:

"I owe you my life, and I gave it back to you today. You have to remember that you owe me a word......"

"I love you. ”

(End of first volume)